and when she speaks
Thursday, January 31, 2008
I love this song by Mika. but it's rather sad, especially if it's your story. hopefully it's not mine. ahha.
over with the projects and tests, im ready to let loose. ok except for one more final report and class on thursday. then im a poly graduate. gosh. all ECH ppl sld give themselves a good pat on e back for coming thus far. As for the future, Im not sure where im heading. but i hope it's somewhere nice, happy, rewarding and relaxing all at the same time. with good company by my side. sigh. Dislike changes, but i know they're neccessary. I sometimes wish we could stay on like this everyday, at the happiest period in our lives. at this age, with my family, bf, and friends, in school and being the silly lil teenagers we are. yaaa... but that's not really possible. Let's move on happily then. Let's party and embrace life, plus all our loved ones around us.Please, god. I just want everything to be great like before. Mika - Happy Ending.This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
Wake up in the morning,
stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen,
I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven,
but a little bit of hell. This is the hardest story
that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning,
something's on my mind
Can't get no rest;
keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong,
I can get to my sleep I can think that we just carried on.
This is the hardest story
that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [ repeat ]
I feel as if I'm wastin' And I'm wastin' everyday
... and it keeps repeating. ar, what a sad story. Maybe i sldnt like the song so much. hah. bye!
her
THOUGHTS
EVOKED
9:09 AM;;
Sunday, January 27, 2008
i need to drink, get drunk, go crazy and shout it all out. Maybe then, i'll be fine. and be able to move on?
I cant wait for the assignments to end. I need that one night of craziness. Im suffocating. I dont know what to do. I hate how things are now. I hate certain people. I hate that im paranoid. I hate my bad dreams. I hate myself crying. I hate that im not strong enough. I hate it that im losing control. I hate that im breaking down.
was i wrong?
i need to find a confidante. and a shoulder to lean on.
her
THOUGHTS
EVOKED
6:36 AM;;
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Please, let me get through this. -emotional upheaval
her
THOUGHTS
EVOKED
6:03 PM;;
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
guilt trip, guilt trip. no la, im not guilty cause i still love all my friends. tee-hee. We have all been busy, like really busy that it's not an excuse to not meet up. It's really so stressful and tiring. my mind can't stop working. All the assignments are taking its toll on me. Year 3 for us ECH people is really crazy. Thats way too much to do in such a short period of time. What are you trying to do, suffocate us? We will take it out on your children! hyuks. But don't worry because i think only about 15% of ECH people would actually be in this teaching line...... I was initially really sad to be graduating but now i cant wait to get this over with. But i guess when it's over, I would look back and start missing these days in poly. awww. Wait. this entry is supposed to be for my friends. and im droning on and on again. Haha. Im sorry yea, we'll all meet up real soon! (but im so happy to see you guys ard school even fer a few mins. hehs) please take care of your health now! It scuks to be sick :( SEE YA!but i still want to say i love my botak-now-curly-hair boy too (if not later he also jealous. as if. lol. [what lousy English] ) (:
her
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EVOKED
6:59 PM;;
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
HELLO. i swear this is the worst blog ever.I've been trying to set up a new one somewhere else, but it's like er, 10% done? Time just seem to really fly when you're in your 17s 18s and 19s huh (thats your age)? It's just starting to dawn on me that im in poly and now im GRADUATING?!!! In approximately 3weeks! That is too frigging fast. All my major project 2s are not even in the midst of finishing yet and i have nooooo idea what im gonna do after poly. i sure hope that there are a lot of others on the same page w me. (But i do know that somehow, im ready to move on to my next phase of life because i cant seem to be bothered much about school anymore :()I've been CABBING TO SCHOOL for EVERY SINGLE DAY since this term started. Almost everyday too for the 2 mths of the previous term. I just cant seem to get up on time and im so used to cabbing. Now it's great to cab because of the fare increase, there are lesser ppl taking cab and thus, so many cabs ard! no traffic jam most of the time! But i still go to every class a good half hour late. Sigh.I didnt set any 2008 New Year Resolutions. and i dont feel that it's a new year. i keep saying "next year, im gonna.." only to get corrected that it's "this year" already. I guess it's cause i wasnt ard in Singapore to celeb the start of a new year. It feels weird. OH YEAH. didnt blog about TaiWan. What's new right, i dn blog about anything these days. -coughs- If i get ard to doing it, i'll post some pictures for my 8day trip to Taiwan (: Maybe i sld set some New Year Resolutions thou it's rather late... but i think i give up for the cabbing. since theres only a few weeks left, i can just cab my way thru right? tee-hee (:OC season one is on rerun now. it's 320am. im bored. oh ya TODAY 14/01/08 is a special day. it's the 11th month now. seems like yesterday that i've just known you. This is the month we first travelled together (: im sure there'll be more t come. i love you boyfriend! (:
her
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EVOKED
7:26 PM;;
