no 1 tagged today. lols.. what a dead blog now. sheesh..

i've changed my video to 1 of Ashlee's called invisible. mainly cuz i dn rem any nice songs being played these days and tt e Boston video has been here too long. not tt i dn still like it, i do. but... *shrugs

Ashlee looks strangely like avril when she's lying on tt boxing ring thing. her nose looks sharper. whats worse, she's look more like her sis now. i'm sure she went on some weight loss/liposuction thing just like all others like DUH. she used to be meaty and stuffs... now she's another nicole richie, hillary duff yadda yadda. but ok la she looks good. but i still prefer her as a brunette thou. ok tell me why am i arguing with myself over Ashlee Simpson (whom i keep typing Ashless and have to backspace n type again)?

sigh. my ulcer(s) hurt big time. this current big one on my bottom lip... grr... caused me to have to not have my mouth closed (confusing? haha..) all day long. n i hav to keep doing tt sssssss sound/noise to suck? back my saliva once in awhile. every1s complaining it sounds painful n distractin n wants me to stop. i did. during DLE tutorial. and one drop of saliva dripped EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLLL gross. sorry but i find tt very funny also tts y i'm bloggin it here. haha... :x no choice den, have to keep making tt sound ssssssss. i'm still so heaty. i must keep to my long-term goal! be healthier! lesser junk food, more (yecks) veg n fruits! so far, i've eaten subway with lettuce, twice! *godamn proud of myself*

jumping abruptly to another topic, i'm chosen fer this HMS ambassador thing. according to e mail,

HMS has a team of ambassadors who represent HMS at major events and school outreach. They will share about the school and its courses (CHS and ECH) to sec school students, parents, and members of the public at various events.Some major events are NP Open House, JAE, Red Camp, Parents Forum etc. Ad hoc events will include visits to sec schools for outreach and sharing.You have been specially selected to join this dynamic and passionate HMS ambassadors team. Experience is not required and training will be provided.

dang. and it was syafiqah n jacob hu told me this as supposedly, they sent it to a wrong mail of mine (missing 1 underscore. actualli its my mail tts dumb). n i dn check mail anyway. but it sounds quite fun actually (i hav no idea y) but i doubt i can commit. n this needs commitment i guess? oh well... this reminded me of the ECH camp :X ppl are askin me to organise it..... well i love camps n organising 'em, but sumhow i feel tt ECH camp isnt gg to be much fun........................................... dunno leh. like our orientation was kind of bad. theres just so much *puts thumb n forefinger very near to show this lil gap* u can do with a bunch of 170+girls n 8guys. anyway i doubt i have e time, sorry!

Make time! -Morrie :/


my thoughts are really random today. so everywhere. i'm too tired i think. i'm lagging behind all my assignments again... Dle, CD, Fp evaluation, FP final proj, AW, SAM... all due nxt wk n i haven start. //cries


(hoping)

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i'm Back!!! (and all along u thought i was Shirley right, i got u fooled)

yes i know my blog's rotting away alr.. almost becoming like that davy jones in Pirates.. oh ya! i insisted theres this yellow and white flower/sunflower thingy on him on his right. but nobody agreed with me :( say no such thing, and "why u go and notice this kind of thing?" :( but... you SEE!!!

-insert picture of davy jones with the flower thingies here-(i wanted to place e picture n even circle in red e flower thingy but i dint find a clear picture n i'm too lazy to search further)

lol.. thats dumb. anyway, the movie was quite nice, thou i fergot to stay on fer e short clip at e back.. but still, the curse of e black pearl's nicer i think..

*yawning away* too tired alr, went shopping again today. hehs.. assignments? what assignments? what exams? lol. shall continue another day. Happy birthday Bee!!! happy bdae Erena too! your birthday(s) is/are just over only. by 1hr20mins to be exact, hope u guys had a great one (: lovess-
:psst, i hurt my toe again :*(((


dang. those (insert arrow pointing upward) were what i wanted to post last night but ended up blogger was down. blogger ended up down. blogger up down. ok sorry i'm bored.

speaking of Pirates again, i rem having this conversation with Sarah bout Johnny Depp.



ooooh, isn't he just hot in this different, mysterious way? :x

ok anyway, we were saying like how we cant imagine him in normal city-kind-of places; he's just not suitable. it's easy picturing him in extreme places, extreme characters but not you know, down the street walking a typical dog. or him walking down town shopping in TopMan. so we got really curious and wanted to find out how he looked like normal-ly, so.......



tadah!! him in proper clothes and a proper backdrop. so THAT's how he looks like! still quite hot nonetheless, but in this sophisticated-matured-man way now. i like his eyes. and his smile. ok enough of him (johhnydeppjohnnydeppjohnnydeppp)

i have way too much to blog bout what is gg in, or more of what has happened but there's just too much. so i shall just. forget bout 'em. oh but thanks to all those who made me feel so loved and appreciated during my birthday (: shallnt name names (name names? lol) or what u guys did/give but i'm sure y'all know who you are (: ok la actually e partyworld session was great and all the other gifts too.. thanks fer the puzzle. just realized its like 22 days aft my bdae alr, so fast :*( but its ok, its 343 days to my next birthday, right? haha.. but i'm nt realli lookin ffw to being 19. 18's fine by me, really.


ok i shall get busy with my life again, like make phonecalls to impt clients from payphones down orchard road. (see what tt weird stranger in e last booth is doing. not making calls den pose der. lol)

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5:42 PM;;

Happy 4th of July!!!



Happy birthday America, Happy birthday, me... :*) hehs...

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4:18 PM;;

hehs... :*)

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4:30 PM;;

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

cant believe i'm actually doing this cuz when i pasted this list over, it was altogther n i had to enter each sentence so they're on e nxt time. tis better work. lol.

anyway, i was stabbed by nique! n i dint wan to do assignments now! so yepp..


I miss somebody right now. (hmm...?)
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games. (sometimes lah)
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. (lol)
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast. (i guess? imagine i italicise this. haha.)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas. (or italicise this? hahaha :x)
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look. :/
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (like being able to lick my elbows? lol. anyway i cant. u cant too)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. (most of e time?)
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat. (depends actually)
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer. (i really really wish..)
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. (not very sure...)
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything. (maybe allergic to veg. yes tt must be it)
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (family, i guess i will. friends... sorry guys :x)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (candy leh!! CANDY!!!)
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time. (on the day of e test i will read bah. haha. at least i do)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can. (maybe? haha. funny qn)
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (hmm? lol)
I fall for the worst people. (guess i do..)
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes. (YAY)
I can't whistle. :*(
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk(swear) in my sleep. (dunno. i doubt?)
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (maybe)
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood. (jazz meaning enthusiasm, nonsense etc la. i think?)
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. (at times)
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie. (sometimes only)


hahaha. might as well ask me to :comment on the list rather than bold or italicise. if they have simply "i am a junkie" den i cld bold it. lols...

this is stupid. grrfhs. i shall stab er... Ching, Bee, Peiyi, ST n Weiqi (whom i doubt wld try this. but who cares.) :*( i dn like to stab ppl. tt makes me a murderer.

sings: i dont wanna be~~~ a murderer...


i shall end abruptly.

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