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Shirley Ang aka Shir

4thJuly1988 *almost 18 :*)

NpECH, NRAdance

adores :music, dance, slacking & Fun-ing? junk food. nonsense. intelligent banters. novels, archie comics, chick flicks, MeToYou bears

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and when she speaks

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

i cried when i saw this video :*(

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

The amount of junkfood i eat in a day is freaky. even when im way full n feel like puking from too much, i still eat. (like right now im sucking on vanhouten's raisin chocs) cuz when i read, i eat. i do this a lot. i think it's the best enjoyment to eat, drink, read and just be a couch potato. i've mentioned this so many times i can say the whole phrase backwards, fast. potatocouchabejustand... no ok i cant. i sld really cut down on my intake. i've been saying this fer ages too. ok i dint even intend to blog this part. gees, nvm. lol.


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Be happy. let's not think about unhappy stuffs much less let them get in our way. or else we'll just solve 'em together. i love you.




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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

i woke up with a nightmare ): i seeked comfort in... blogger -.- ):

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

yes zong, laugh at me. haha. im trying to wait fer daylight again so i dont have to leave my lights on n sleep. lazy to blog sth interesting so just bear with me. whatever random rants again.

i finished the book "For one more day" by Mitch Albom, author of "the Five people you meet in heaven" and "Tuesdays with Morrie". it's equally nice, if not nicer. spend 3+hrs and gobbled up all the text (last night from 430am to 630am then today 1230am to 140am). Books like his always make me take a second look at things/people around me so that i wouldnt take 'em for granted. Somehow, it makes you appreciate the people around you, and life, more. (actually i think my past 2 lines mean the same thing. haha) Books about life, death ecetera might seem morbid to some, but i find them really erm... hmm.. cant find the right word to describe. deep? it actually helps you more than pull you down into darkness.. dont know how to explain. please try to imagine what im trying to tell you and nod along in agreement.

Books are wonderful i tell you. no, im not a geek. but i absolutely adore books. i love to read (literature/life/romance/archiecomics/magazines NOT txtbks/news/etc). Throw me into the library or a bookstore for 1 whole day! i dont mind! OK suddenly i thought of the whole Borders with just me and books. little lights on. dark night. omg, freaky. not like that. its 423am, i shall not think about such scenes, or even talk about them. ya... what i find so great about books is that.. hmm.. they draw you into another world. you become somebody else, you focus on other peoples' stories. when i feel negative, i read a book and will get totally imersed in it (not physically LA, i dont think 1 book is big enough) and my negative-ness comes to a standstill, even if it's just for awhile. like a lil escape you can always turn to. doesnt tt sound liked drinking? but THIS way, you dont get a hangover. so you see, reading is so much better than pubs.. or clubs... or drinking..... ERM. nono. they're not.. i mean.. they are.. er...

ANYWAY. you might argue that tv has the same effect and you dont even have to read! what happened to Imagination, people? WAh, my thoughts jumped again. i remember my brother told me ydae "sis ar, you know Imagination is a scary thing?!" and i asked him why. he said his friend's younger brother was out with 'em and when they were about to leave, he turned and smiled and waved to... NOTHING. he was supposedly doing that to his 'imaginary friend'. i told my bro he would grow out of it. We touched on this in Early Childhood too. but now that im thinking about it at 433am, it really DOES seem scary. oh no. the after-effect of horror movies haven worn off me yet. let's go back to what i was talking about earlier on.

uh-huh. i was saying i would prefer to read more than watch a story as i could get to imagine the whole scene myself from the author's descriptive writing. "She really enjoyed the movie and I told her to read it instead, it was so much better that way." (quoted from another reader in Mitch's book club. lol) most of the time la. unless the actors are hot like Adam Brody. you know, shows like OC just HAVE to be watched. speaking of which, im still stuck at episode"the Sister Act" ): i want the dvd ): yep. SO, reading is good. ok enough 'bout that.


late nights leave me feeling empty all the time. the world's asleep. i'm awake. maybe that's why. feel like saying some things and furthermore, posting certain pictures here but i feel funny. guess this picture is as close as it'll get. i havent photoshopped the brown part yet. looks fake when i tried it the other day so i dint save.

sweet.
-my aphrodisiac


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Sunday, March 18, 2007

i was thinking of blogging. but no mood. sigh. hah. 645am now. asked to cab back though we planned to wait fer 1st bus. sorry guys, i spoiler. but wasnt feeling all that great. yeaaaaa. im waitin fer 7am so its brighter n not so freaky to sleep. the aftereffect of horror movies. grrfh. or maybe i'll just leave my lights on as usual. oh well. blog bout e celebration another time. byebye-

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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

results are officially out at 6.00AM on 14feb. the results always surprise me. always turning out not the way i expected. able to maintain my gpa too. wah, i think they moderate our grades. if not like not possible. anyw, all passed. that's all that matters. goodluck to all (:


-i hope you pass all too *pray

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Take a perfectly normal picture...


and you do THIS to it:


OMG. what happened to me?! all that's left is... my left arm. hahaha. BEE. or CHING (who edited it) how could you do this to me?! btw, you think you can try to cut away Bee and sling my arm around xiaozhu? HAHA.

i realized i have so many overdue posts and after awhile i just dont post 'em up. aint tt sad? ): ok not really.

Mos with my buddies few weeks back:

saw Ain at the ladies!

and by the way, my ultracute whosgoing photographer remembered me! think he's called... Ungku? sth like that. saw him in the club, waved hello and he took our picture! wheeee~


btw, i saw him last wed again at Liang court. no i dint go MOS again. silly Sarah and me were sitting around Vivo (you know the part where you are out in the open w e sea in front of you) after our sentosa trip with nique and ange. we sat and sat, enjoying the breeze and night. our conversation were along the lines of:

shir: it's getting late huh..

sarah: ya..

... *continue munching on our nottoocheapchocolate from CandyEmpire

sarah: later no more train already..

shir: ya loh..

...*continue looking out at the sea/stars, taking pictures

shir: we leave ard 1130 ok?

sarah: ya must go already..

... *continue sitting as time passes

shir: oh. no more transport. HAHA

*both keep laughing at the silliness of the situation. yet we sat there fer a few more hours.

think this could only happen with me and Sarah. somehow whatever outings we go, it always end up w just the 2 of us. and she stays in Simei, me CCK. so that day we got to thinking we would be able to survive fer awhile if we got lost/stayed out cuz we had our chocs fer food, water, bathing necessities, my mat etc. maybe cause of that, we decided to just stay out thou we had no intention at all to do so when we planned to go tanning & vivo. we sat n sat and thought all we need is junk food to pass the time and keep awake (why would we want to keep awake? i mean its very safe fer 2 girls to just fall asleep outside?in? vivo wearing skirts what.). We walked around the area and stumbled onto STJAMES. dint know it was so near. kept walking n walking and we realized..

*GASP* there were no 24hr stores/toilets in the whole area. vivo n harbourfront mall has got NOTHING. we grumbled and complained that no1 would ton at Vivo in this case. so lousy. so big, 2 malls, no ammunition (i dont think its e right word to use but it just came to mind). and we realized once again that nobody in their right mind would just suddenly go "hmm, i think i shall ton at Vivo today" and on a weekday at that. so we were feeling lost, defeated and sad and i told her "it's ok. few weeks down e road we would look back and laugh about this, just, not now." lol.

we sat at the taxi stand. next thing i know, i rem MOS were in clarkequay so quite near. and there's liangcourt! 24hrMC at ur service. so we cabbed there. sat down and waited fer time to pass with Sarah trying to keep awake and us commenting on the clubbers' style and all. it's fun people-watching w Sarah (: saw RANDALL-if thats how u spell his name- and gurmit singh. *acts nonchalant* but yea Randall's hot, yes Sarah. lol. and saw my cute photographer again. muahahha. Sarah said my face changed so fast like suddenly all red when i saw him. he's cute what. really like when the-Rock-meets-Shrek. ya he rem me again YAY.

anyw, we waited till ard 5am and walked to PS. stoned fer awhile longer n i took 190 while she took the train home. i learnt tt 7am on a weekday is nt a good time to be gg home after u ton outside because... there was this ultra long queue at my 307 stand. when i got on the bus, i found out i was the only non-Regent student there. like a sore thumb sticking out. you couldnt imagine the happiness i felt after i bathed and climbed onto bed.

WOW. i dint expect to type so much again. its 545am btw. i just wanted to post some photos and a few lines. oh well. i JUST did my nails btw. mani and pedi during this kinda time. cool right. ya erm. i sld go to bed. haha. nights world, thou u're probably asleep already.

-hope you feel better tml (:


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Friday, March 09, 2007

im bored. i need to cut my hair yet im lazy to go.
i want to blog but i dunno what to blog about too.

i want to watch hannibal rising, 300 and the pursuit of happiness. jeremiahsuweisheng, sorry i dint turn up fer the movie (sorry shawn too). ask me fer another. lol.


life's quite a bitch recently. i need more fun-filled days.

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007


i posted this photo because.. well... because....... just *shrugs* because. cant think of a proper reason. just edited a bit. its 451am now, and i plan to wake up at 9 fer tanning. haha. please let me wake on time. i dont want to be late everytime.... i really always try to be early but somehow.. old habits die hard.

seriously when nighttime comes and im up all alone, all these randoms thoughts appear. making me want to blog. they can get really random from perhaps
'wow im eating too much junkfood. tsk. i sld cut down' to 'am i happy? what makes a person happy?" hannoh. wldnt it be great to feel like u're on top of the world? like you have no worries at all? try standing on top a babychair, maybe you could get that feeling. or if you cant obtain a babychair, stare at my photo instead.

you see, i told you my thoughts are random at night. (ppl like ST will say my thoughts are random all the time, but that doesn't matter.) anyways, its 07March07, 707am. i declare it
wishes day! meaning, DUH, a day to make wishes. why? just because. i wish that i'll be really happy all the time (ok that was selfish), i mean, people i love will all be truly happy. *cough-ppl-say-that-if-you-wish-out-loud-cough-your-wishes-wldnt-come-true-cough* wths, i typed my wishes! so im sure they'll come true, right toothfairy? no wait. thats only when you drop a tooth. erm, Santa? he left. oh no. shyt. WHO to find to make my wishes come true?

...

i swear/promise *fingers-crossed* i dint type those rubbish up there. really. don't believe go knock yourself against a non-moving car. numerous times. (HAHA. wonder when i got this idea)
yep. mr alwaysthereformejigsawpuzzle knows who he is. even blogged bout mo mo ren. yay. tt means i'll have another surprise. hehs. im the sorry one, really. (but you sound like we're dying. oops) and well. i dont think i'll ever forget you too. thanks LA. lol.

515am and counting. hmm. no smses tonight... oh well. sld hit the sack soon. btw, dearest ZONG edited my photo and i look omfgidunnohowtodescribe. quite funny thou. maybe next time i post up. after i make him run towards a non-moving car 3 times. HAHA. at 515am such photos will give me nightmares ok, stoppit. lol.


i dint intend to type a long entry at all. its getting longer as i tell you bout it. hah. nights world'


-ok fine its only 5am, not 707. but it makes the date look good.

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