*:(

sighs...

*tight smile*

:* l

*lopsided smile*

*1-sided-grin*

her
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7:25 AM;;

-warning! long entry!-

okok i admit tt previous entry was crap. hahahha.. GSP (tagger) is so right, i was *1 beep 2* bored. lolx.. actually i juz felt like posting 1 entry fer a smiley so i did it :*p

lets go back to wad i've been tokin bout e past 2 entries (yeah i noe, boooring. but i'm still gonna do it) to start off, a fren, incredulous (no this is not a name, not my fren's, it is an adjective) , asked again:

fren: i heard u got into early childhood?!
me: yea.. its my 4th choice..
fren: thot u liked Mass Comm?!

hmm~ i'm not brooding over it or wad anymore if tts what you want to know; e above conversation is just to prove my point fer e previous entries. Actually, i'm pretty glad now.

i feel blessed. *:)
i feel blessed to at least have been posted somewhere, blessed to ged into np, blessed to ged in a course i like(hu cares wad others sae bout no future n all), blessed to have gotten gd grades fer ma Os, blessed to have a family i love loads, blessed with true frens i can never ged enuff of, etc etc. i tink i really do like e course as i dint even thot bout appealin fer my 3rd choice(music n audio tech). i dint even check out on e cut off pt; i plain fergot. so subconsciously i must really like ECH w/o me realizing it. oh, n e cut off fer ECH did help :*p its cutoff is 15! i got a 13 fer R4 so its like, not as wasted as wad i initially thot. ECH is not some easy-to-get-into-course-tt-only-losers-go-into but a not-tt-easy-to-get-into-course-tt-u-can-simply-get-into-if-u-want. confusing? nvm den, i tink u roughly ged my drift :*)

ma brother smsed me something like "time to cheer up gal.. i dint do well fer my As n i'm still living happily dun care wad others say its not impt cuz this is ur life". yes tts so true, thanks bro :*) i'm so glad to have him as my brother (thou i ged into quarrels with him n said otherwise) it occured to me that he's e person i look up to, e person tt i admire n respect. wadeva he says influence me greatly n i hold on to 'em like my life buoy. i often quote what he says n believe in it. he reminded me that he's gonna serve e nation soon n i'll hafta take care of not only myself but e house, mom n dad. told him tt i'll try my best to grow up. *laughs* but seriously, he wldnt really me ard fer me to turn to him whenever i occur any problems fer awhile..... not there fer me to ask fer opinions like "do i look weird in this top?" or qns like "kor ar, how to ask e person fer ____(just an example here) ... scared leh.." n he wldnt be dere to say "girl ar, grow up can. certain things u have to learn urself" or e dumb qns like "eh how i look in this outfit? handsome not?" n "my hair can? spike ok not? help mi do leh" .......................................... *sniff*

i'm really going to miss him when he goes fer NS, aft having him ard to guide li'l me fer all my life. come to think of it, he's e one who reminds me bout ma parents b-daes n stuff like that. haiz. lets not go there. i wont be a li'l girl n feel miserable or whine or anything either. i'm a big girl now. *tight smile* lets just imagine how xiaohan(his gf of 4 yrs) is going to be feeling. its not gonna be any better than me so i shall stop here bout this.

On a brighter note, i saw e CUTEST n most LOVABLE thing (besides MeToYou bears) when i went town ydae!!! a GREMLIN!


BooHooHoo! i'll never have a Gremlin, which is like, e most adorable thing to me right now. :*( see, it doesnt even want to look at me cuz i dint bring it home. *stop rolling ur eyes*
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Just answer me, am i right or am i right? it even moves n creates sound when there's a loud noice or sumtin.. e sound is creepy thou.. u guys have seen e show b4 right? its a scary show i tink.. when this nice Gremlin touches water many other evil ones will grow from his back. watched it many yrs back.. go ged the vcd if u haven! lolx.. was at e shop called Dollz Inc. with ser as she needed to ged anna's prezzie. den e nice :*))) shop assistant showed us this Gremlin. he took 1 along with him as he said its HIS alr. he's gonna keep that fer himself. aw.... how sweet, a guy who likes this Gremlin. its $49.90! i was so tempted n almost bought it on impulse! (actually e shop assistant did help my liking fer e Gremlin cuz he's like, really cute :X) went back a few times to look at it. we went to e nike shop in front of it e 2nd time n e other shop assistant dere was like asking e 1 in e Gremlin shop to come over n stuffs.. not v.sure but heard sumtin like "psst! ur hp!" n saw some pointing in our direction. hmm~ *if only we had stayed longer.. or if i had bought e doll.... might have a new fren...sighs..* lolx. fa-chun again. dint really want to leave so ser had to drag me away by my hair(kidding) in the end.

wells.... ser told me to broadcast bout my new found love fer this creature n c which guy will buy it fer mi. lolx. As If. n nah, i sld buy it myself if i really want it. i will consider again.. this whole thing reminds me of ma MeToYou bear. e biggest 1 ard tt costed like $399? Metoyou bears r still my love, its just tt my current love fer e Gremlin is like on e same level now :x i felt so bad when a fren gave me e Metoyou bear. its too expensive a gift.. sigh~

lolx.. this entry is like suuuuuper long. 1 of e longest i guess. n 1 of e most boring? *but e most crappy is e smiley entry x)* onli 1 foto n so much useless info. but again, its my blog lahs, so who cares? n who cares if they do? *tsk tsk, i'm such a meanie* kk, stop ler. byeee'


note: i want to go kbox. -addicted- :x

her
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3:59 PM;;

*:)

her
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11:46 AM;;

sighs. can every1 stop asking wher i got into? n after i reply dey go.... observe:

random fren : hey. so wher u posted to? sch? course?
me : oh.. np.. early childhood.. my 4th choice..
random fren : huh? omfg! y? haiyo....

$^#&^%(*&)&*^&%#%&(^(^%&^& #$%@&U&^&^)*$@#&%%*^&^$*%&^%$($ only a whole paragraph of swearing cld justify how i felt. well, almost. hai.

and then they go on to assume they noe quite a lot.. in this world of theirs they imagine me gettin really lousy results fer my Os so i got posted to this inhumane course.

but NOOOOO! its my FOURTH CHOICE can. i put it b4 IT b4 wadeva cuz i like kids as a matter of fact. n YESSS i am already dismayed that i did not ged into mass comm nor media comm, u can quit rubbing it in.

STOP going on with others saying how SYMPATHETIC i am to ged into such a course. i am disgusted. at least i did better than u fer my Os. can. i feel like bragging bout my unworthy results can. sighs. i am not like that. y do u guys turn me into this?

yes, i have thot about it when i put this course as my 4th choice, meaning i prefer it over Media studies in NYP or IT in np n sp. i still do. i can appeal fer my 5th, 6th or even 7th choice but i do not wan to. i'm gonna wait fer my FSV sae results n goin to appeal fer media comm in sp. if all else fails, i will still be glad i got into my 4th choice. it is, afterall, my FOURTH CHOICE. i wont let myself feel disheartened cuz of it. anymore. n u wont either.


p/s: sorry that my recent entries r all violent n so-not-nice. just lettin out steam in MY BLOG. i've thought it through, thanks to all those who helped me but i noe tt e ultimate decision truly, n solely still lies on me. it is I who can help myself or make myself feel better and also I who will decide if i sld dwell in misery. n i have decided. i wont. i repeat, WONT. if i cant ged in mass comm, media comm or fsv, i will face reality n enjoy my ECH course.

her
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11:22 AM;;

i'm so upset.

whats e use???! tell me, WHATS THE USE?! whats e use of getting A2 fer English Whats e use of getting 14 fer R4 n i cant ged into a decent course? no i had to ged into my 4th choice, Early Childhood. HUH? u tell mi. my frens got into wad they wanted. not trying to boast of my results(wads there to boast wen they amount to NOTHING?) but i dint ged into wad i wanted.

now i'm so sorry i wasnt serious fer my interview fer FSV ydae. i'm gonna appeal. but fer wad?! i dont even noe. do u even think i can appeal fer media comm in sp? huh? wad else do i like? fuck. darn. damn. to hell with e world.

yes, i am pissed. quit asking me wher i'm going n how happy u r to ged into ur first choice. it does apply to certain ppl.

her
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5:50 AM;;

its 345am n i'm still here, wondering if i sld go fer e interview fer film, sound and video tml. yup, i'm shortlisted fer it after e written test. n NO, i'm NOT shortlisted fer Mass Comm(which is like duh, e course i like more).

my interest in FSV started when *let me think...* i found out tt it's in e same sch as Mass Comm? under sch of film n media studies? i guess so. i took e SAE form n ticked Mass Comm n FSV n was shortlisted fer e written tests n e rest u noe. both tests will be 7bucks, 1 will also be 7bucks so i thot "wth? might as well try both" n now i'm shortlisted fer FSV n not Mass Comm.

so i really have no idea if i sld go fer e interview. i will get scared n freak out. i noe nuts bout e course n am lazy to find out more info on it cuz i'm not really interested. i dint bother to prepare any portfolio. furthermore, e ppl hu's gonna interview me will sure sense how "interested" i am n screw (not THAT screw) me. but on e other hand, if i never go, i wld never noe how its like n if i wld ged a chance to try out e course. n wad if i dint ged in my 1st 3 choices n ged into Early Childhood( uh huh, choice no.4)? i wld at least leave myself with wider choices right? grr.

i'm contradicting, yes i noe. i'll wake up n c if i'm going fer e interview den. sighs.

her
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7:50 PM;;

ah wells... here i am again! *act cute fer a bit with a twist near my cheek* bleah... tts n'uff act-cute-ness fer a day.

hmm.... went KBOX again ydae! nono... went to town first.. hahz.. mi, bee n ching. slacked ard lahs den went back to lot 1... haha.. i'm too excited to talk bout kbox so i cut e other parts super short :x

oh, it was Ching's Big day! (er no, i'm not talking bout wedding bells. i mean Birthday *smiles cheesily*) she had to go fer Dinner with her family first so Bee n i started on at Kbox first :x Initially we said "we ask e person today's pricing first" etc etc but we always end up going in n starting. hahaz... saw QingFeng e moment we arrived dere. n yes, he's 1 of 2 e waiters i previously got to know when i went Kbox-ing with Bee e other time :*) Sadly, e other waiter called Wilson wasnt dere :x Bee n i starting going krazy at 'bout 9pm. there wasnt much action cuz we got Room No.18, which was right at e end. but Q.F did walked by quite a few times n e peeps in e rooms ard us were pretty happening (thou old *sniggers*) Room 33 is still e most happening ever :x

Ching arrived after her dindin at ard 10plus11? den our craziness doubled. we were singing till it cld be heard even at e front. Songs like "Zombie" "dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai" n "hui jia?" we were literally screaming actually. i was. only to realize tt Ching screamed a bit onli! grrr.. tts y my sore throat was super sore ydae. hurhur... Bee n i walked ard e place a few times to c eve Wilson was working yda but no :x

Q.F was really nice ydae n said he cld "pretend he never see huiching n charge only e 2 of us" but we told e lady at e counter alr.. he gave us another bowl of nuts thou.. :*) n i passed it to Bee. n Ching pushed Bee n SPLaaaaaaT *i'm not sure if falling nuts go splat but wth* e whole bowl of nuts sprawled all over e floor, Outside our room! felt so guilty n we volunteered to clean up. again. (e other time was Bee n i n we cleaned up e room ourselves thou they urged us not to) Ching took e Broom from e custodian dere n swept it all up. haha.. luckily Q.F dint notice it or it wld be terrible. Bee n i went to order a cake fer Ching n asked fer 17 candles but e lady said it wld den rain in our room. (as it might ignite e fire alarm thingy n water wld sprinkle out? <-- fer courtesy of Ching hu dint geddit XD) hahz.. i doubt so lor! so we settled with 1 miserable candle *:)

Q.F brought it in n i said "wah ching u c he so nice, buy u cake leh!" rubbish rights. haha... Bee kept saying wrongly --> "quick blow e... CAKE!" so Ching n i kept blowwing at e CAKE instead of e CANDLES. *hilarious* oh n we shared e cake wif e workers dere.. even e sweeper *:) we left a slice fer Yin as she was dropping by :*)

As we were going krazy in e room, e room opposite us were too. but they r so much older can?! as we were leaving, i told Bee "eve tt grp of guys cum n wan to make frens wif mi i wld juz die" n they did! observe:

them: eh u! come in leh sing 1 song with us can. 1 only.
me: huh, er no need lahs. i'm leaving alr. with my frens *points*
them: haiya.. 1 of us can drive u back
me: dots. nah.
them: den change contacts loh.

my brains were screaming "NOoooOooOO!" bud i cldnt really choose. cuz they kept pestering mi. n they looked scary can. Malaysia ppl. :x *i dont mean tt all m'sia ppl r scary lahs* n they r..... e stunner.... 23!!! they can be my elder bro! holy crap. only 1 guy looked proper, e 1 in white. he looks not bad actually *laughs* but he's asking contacts fer his *shivers* frens.e 1 hu wanted to noe mi was 21 n doesnt look tt scary. but aftwards 2 other scarier ones wanted to noe Ching n Yin. My gdness. ran away asap aft givin 'em my contact *knowing deep down tt i wldnt reply 'em at all* how stupid of me! sld have given a wrong number! they kept calling n Bee n e rest helped to pick up *phew*

wen i got home they kept calling again so bee, ching n i conferenced n added 'em in. yup, only e white shirt guy was proper. n.. his name is... Wilson! so his name in my phonebk is "Wilson2 -kbox2" as e previous waiter was "Wilson -Kbox"

haiya, super messy day to summarize it all. forgot to mention, Q.F gave us free drinks *big smiles* haha.. Bee wasnt super pleased with him cuz he forgot her order n stuff.. said person exclaimed to forget orders when he sees me. Eeee! my *mei li so big?* Gosh! getting bhb again. wth. this is MY BLOG :*p

hahaz.. kept remembering myself throwin nuts at e Cyndi Wang Mtv. so act cute can? "Ai ni! *eye opens wide n blinks once den jumps ard in e lil skirt of hers n opens eye wide again. blinks another time* ArG! *gross* yin n ching copied her dance n i stood beside e tv n did e opens eye widely n blinking thingy. wahahahha! we left at ard 130am *:)

ah wells.. this has been a really looong entry. i will now stop. *:)


note: kbox rocks my socks. er, flats. cuz i wasnt wearing shoes + socks. *attempt at being funny but failed miserably again* quote of e day : each KBOX day brings new adventure? lolx.. wth.. my social circle is turning into a square. anyhow, i love ydae. n every other day in kbox *:) ciao!

her
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10:49 AM;;

ow! my face hurts :x it really does! y wont u just believe me?!!! y y y?!!! hahz.. siao chabor :x

think i've been in e sun too much recently. just recovered a lil from my burn from Wild Wild Weeeeeee... er i mean, Wet. e skin on my face is like snakey? hahz.. can peel off tt kind. *gross* removed e skin n my face is like those before n after advertisements~ tadah! shiny face. its true. so shiny u can c ur reflection in it. *com' on laugh* er... yea. n today i went to e jurong sports complex dere fer a lil swim again. n now my face is officially fit for cooking meat on. i feel like an insulator :x to add on to e fact tt i am still sick (yes thanks soo much fer ur concern now but i was sick like erm, 2days ago? ya), i feel terrible.

sighs. went fer e written test fer FSV n MASS COMM today. think its "byebye mass comm, byebye ngeeann poly fer me" SIGHS! even my sighing reminds me of e paper. i started off with e Mass Comm paper. dint plan my time well as i thot we were supposed to hand in both at e end (duh, for those hu did both courses obviously) but NO! we will hand in 1 paper after an hr just like e rest hu applied fer only 1 course n hand in e 2nd paper later! n e part i left out first was e Argumentative essay tingy, e 1 with e most marks? yea. i dint quite ged e qn ttz y :*( spent like my last 5 mins doing tt. 5mins. i wrote approximately 4 lines! *pls clap* n its an essay! e Current Affairs part? erm... i tink i will ged 0marks for it. my current affairs is like how much elephants know about Bananas. Fer heavens sake n mine, i freaking dint even noe e date of e tsunami n how many ppl were hurt. i am so ashamed of myself. disappointed too. hai.

n fer e FSV paper, we have a 5-box thingy n we were supposed to make up an interesting/creative story etc etc. n i wrote sumtin totally boring n expected. just like a typical day in sum1's life. wad to do? my creative juices just went out along with my flu *its gross if u imagine it tt way...* everybody were standing up n handing in their papers one by one n i'm still dere thinking n my nervousness took out e worse in me. i doubt i did well even fer e prat crit part. its so Literature-ish can? how can i not do well? but i can! i can, not do well! (lets rephrase tt a li'l) i mean, i dint do well!

after e papers, i just knew i was screwed. i can only pray fer my JAE now. or perhaps e examiners wld laugh so much, they want me in e course? their conversation will go like this.......

examiner 1: wahahaha! this girl is so dumb, its funny!! *pants* *laughs* *snorts*

examiner 2: hmm.. yea n her story is pretty boring.. i think we need some boring students as well to spice up our dreary lives... (eh? boring ppl can spice up dreary lives? whatever. i just felt it appropriate can)

examiner 1 & 2: ok! i think tt Shirley Ang is in fer e interview becuz she is simply too boring n hilarious!

YAY! i will ged e interview, i will. god, i' going krazy. yea. btw, there were alot of ppl hu were shortlisted. alot as in ALOT. hundreds n hundreds n more? yup. my seat no. is 822. as if tt says it all. yea n i saw this guy i now from kbox dere :x he took e same 2 tests i did. but fer him, i tink it was chicken feet + duck feet.

grrr... think i'll either ged into SP (which i do not wan :*( cuz i like NP alot, not cuz its a bad sch) or i'll ged into Early Childhood in NP. its my 4th choice. hai. i wan MASS COMM :*( i wan it more than anything now. grr... 'nuff said bout my courses.

i'm super tired from rushing home (aft eating at almeen's with weisheng) to go swimming. hiphop class tml. i dint practise my steps. i am so dead. another worry to dampen my mood. i am such a hopeless worrywart. n i hate it. i hate it, i hate it, I HATE IT!

oh, n bo li xie is really nice :*)


p/s: y does it seem like nobody's updating their blogs anymore?? hurhur... nvm, i shall be e one to do all their share of blogging n blog till i die. *choy* haven c eve can go Mass Comm, how can die? :x really. if i dont ged in, i will be devastated :*( pls? pretty pls? with shugarrr n honey pls?~

her
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3:58 PM;;

wells, i'm back *:)

was back ydae night actually cuz we dint stay fer another night. most of e peeps left n there wldnt be anything fer us to do if we did. i cant really cycle well (just learnt at e chalet) so it wldnt be wise fer me to stay over & plan to do night cycling wld it? n for e cycling in pairs on e doube bike stuff............ somebody wasnt keen on it (shallnt go into detail) so we dint stay.

on tue after my hiphop class, i left e dance studio straight n went down to e chalet by myself. e bbq wasnt much of a success n we juz crapped (is dere such a word?) ard. some of e guys from e other chalet came over n asked to play trueANDdare. first of all, its truth n not true right? 2ndly, its truthORdare not trueANDdare. hahz.. we were saying like if its trueANDdare, we wld probably not have a choice and has to say e truth n then still be dared. er... whatever *shrugs* they were only actually talking to ching n i so it was pretty awkward with all e rest ard. hence, we dint continue chatting.

HaoPing left tt nite :*( we tried all ways (pulled his leg etc) to stop him from leaving but to no avail. i cld only ged so close to him. (points below with index finger)


me trying to kizz haoping (of cuz fake de lah) n him acting shy :*p

tt night, i learnt to cycle (yes i dont noe how to) n hurt myself quite many times. sort of mastered e art of it thou :x watched tv, crapped, n played games into e morning. ate at Mcdonald's n went cycling (i can do it quite well alr. but hurt myself even more) played at e mega playground with e lil kiddos there *damn cute* after tt we went to Wild Wild Wet lohz. nothing much to play dere. most of da time we were at e Jacuzzi(how do u spell tt). i lied there to ged a lil tan but got burnt instead.

left e chalet in e late evening. took two more disgusting pictures. *i know tt ching's gonna kill me wen i post these hilarious cum super ugly fotos but i just cldnt help it* so i made e photos smaller, hoping she wld punish me in a lighter way :x


me acting cute (failed badly as u can see) by bloating up my face while on e train home with ching.


me with e si3 ren2 lian3 n ching trying to be cute (it failed badly too) hahaz

please dont kill me! nooooooo (wa lau eh, this girl so act cute. dunno her man)

after which, we slept on e train. e kind where u keep nodding off according to e stops. bet ser, ching n i looked terrible yet amusing then. was startled when i woke up to see e train so packed n every1 staring at me. *gosh*

reached home ard 10, threw my stuff on e floor, n off i went to neverneverland. i slept like a pig tt hasnt slept fer decades. woke up only after 12hrs(dont ask me how many).

to give a conclusion, i dint think e chalet was v.fun. it was o-k-i-e. yup. my face hurts. to others, it looks like i applied alot of blusher n tt some light ard my face went off. oh, n i am aching all over from all tt cycling n hurting n so on. *growls*


p/s: i came to my blog n there's sumtin wrong with e tagboard! y does tt keep happening? cant see if anybody tagged :*( btw, u cant actually see my burnt face from e photos cuz i took 'em with my lousy 6230 n not a digi cam :x try imagining :*) stupid Hello! n blog. some of my photos cant be seen. sorry fer tt.

her
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11:01 AM;;

me trying to kizz haoping (of cuz fake de lah) n him acting shy :*p

me acting cute (failed badly as u can see) by bloating up my face while on e train home with ching.

me with e si3 ren2 lian3 n ching trying to be cute (it failed badly too) hahaz  

her
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7:28 PM;;

weeEeee! going fer my class chalet (pasir ris) straight after my hiphop class in Bugis. My bag's not exactly all packed yet. need to pack my dance shoes n all tt crap. n i am meeting evon at lot1 at 430. its 345 now n i haven bathed. weeeeee. :x

hahaz.. i'm sooo going to be late. again. (fashionably late can) hahz... hope tt its a fun 3days fer me. i deserved it :x haha...

i'm going!!! *:)

p/s:u guys, dont miss me(too much) k :*p haha.. ciaosssssss'

her
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7:50 AM;;

sigh~ i deleted my previous entry cuz i'm afraid e person wld stumble onto my blog :*(

yup.. ttz e stupid ting bout blogs. cant say everything. cant tell here everything tt happened...

yeahs... so i'll just summarize tt very long entry into one line :x

i know 2 new friends at kbox (lot1) ydae. e waiters. yeap. ttz all? hmm...

yea ttz all *shrugs*

-most interesting entry ever-


p/s: saved e entry as draft thou.. wil publish it after some time..... rem to check back :x

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3:58 PM;;

dont read if possible :x if u want to, dont start criticising me. i'm a typical girl hu fa-chuns once in a while :x

i'm happy, happy n HAPPY :*) cant stop grinning like an idiot. went to kbox with Bee today. Did i mention tt i'm happy? fwahahhaha... siao liao :x

i made TWO new frens!!!! very cute 2 at tt. eee! haha... As bee says n i agree, 1 looks like Edison while e other like a tv star. i shallnt mention their names. heh heh. they r working at Kbox. e 1st guy (e tv star) was very smiley n frenli all thruout. like for example, when i stepped out of e room, he asked wher i'm headed n if its toilet, its just down n turn right. n i felt bad cuz... (lets replay e conversation)

him: where r u headed? e toilet? its straight down n turn right *smiles*
me: oh yea i know u see there (pointing with index finger) got sign mahs..... :x
him: *smiles with e "1 hand on hips tt kind of smile"*

i am so bad. but i cldnt resist it.

Bee n i were thinking "suay ar, got e room exactly at e counter place where they take e nuts n stuff, so pai seh how to sing....."
BUT. i'm so glad we got tt room :*) guy no.1 kept walking by n looking in with e smile plastered on his face. n i was like erm, shy. n i just hid y face in e sofa :x

then guy no.2 came into play. he was carrying a stern look at face but he started peeking in n smiling after awhile :*) once again i hid my face. *u can imagine me with my legs up on e sofa in a squatting position n covering muh face*

soon it was 11 n our package was onli till 12. i was frowning a lil cuz i tink tt e guys were cute but i hafta leave alr. guy no.2 xpecially. bee asked if i wanted to ged his number but i am e traditional girl with e traditional thinking tt girls sldnt make e 1st move. *u can imagine me scratching my nails on e sofa in a downwards movement n saying "noooo cannot"* n i told bee "nvm lah. guys i set my eyes on wont set eyes on me or want to know me. those hu ged my numbers mostly i have no interest in 'em"

then, Bee n i started playing with e nuts stuff n guy no.1 came in. we thot he was going to tell us not to play with it n was going to mumble our apologies when he went...

him: er, can i have ur contact?
me: huh? really ar? haha... u want me to write on ur hand? *cuz he forgot to pass me e paper in his hand*
Bee: eh she wan noe ur fren, e other guy. can ged his number
me: !!!!!!! dont listen to her!!!!
him: oh.. i dont have his number...

wah :*( tt was pretty mean.. Bee sldnt have said tt.....

den he went out. guy no.2 came in....

guy no.2: er... can i ged ur number from him?
me: huh? *cuz i cldnt hear over e loud music*
guy no.2: can i ged ur number from him?? cuz he wanted to know u first so he asked first...
me: *was trembling a lil cuz i was nervous. yup, shirley ang, nervous* ok...
guy no.2: ur name?
me: Shirley, u?

blah blah blah.....
guy no.2: Shirley Temple?
me: haha... nah Shirley Ang *smiles*

den we asked for a broom to clean up our mess but they refused to. a lot of teasing went on... but Bee n i cleaned up still :*) As we were leaving, guy no.1 was like "going alr ar.." n i said we cldnt extend so.... n he just stuck out his bottom lip n shrugged. den i waved gdbye to guy.no2 n off we went.

how "high" i was. n i saw Danny. think he dint notice me cuz i walked quickly. saw Ben too. n some others.....

blah blah blah... kbox ends at 3 so Bee said they wld probably contact me later.. but i was thinking all e -ve stuff like they just asked my number cuz they r betting to see hu has e most contacts or tt they wanted me to be their gf's god sis. :x or even what if i gave e wrong number? almost wrote Bee's number btw :x

gosh.... i am fa-chun-ing i think. cant stop grinning. pls don criticise me *bites bottom lip* i haven been thinking bout guys for a long time alr. n i just feel happy cuz er, its something to be happy bout? gosh.. i just had this awful notion. WHAT IF THEY STUMBLE ONTO MY BLOG n read my crap? eeeee! no way.

i hafta go back to proper stuff like keying in my 12 courses now. conferencing soon. toodles' :*)))

p/s: i know this is really long n tt its not at all interesting but i just wan to let it out. its MY blog isnt it? come to think of it, criticise me if u want. i curse tt e person u set eyes on wont be interested in u. :XxXx i'm mean :XxXx

her
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3:58 PM;;

came to my blog n was delirious with joy(exaggerating a lil) to see so many ppl tagging on my blog. *:) so i decided to reply here :x

ser: sorry nah nxt time i put ser n gang loh? haha

jim: i wish to go into NP! MASS COMM! if i can..... pls....

van: yea its nonsense.. haha.. made ur 12 choices already?

shruts: i'm good :*) how bout ya? happy with ur results?

ida: sorry larrr x) will accompany u soon.. (sld be out with u now but i'm too lazy, keep going out.. sorry da *apologetic smile*)


after typing these responses here, i feel stupid. haha.. its like so out of point la.

Actually, i did this entry for another reason as well. my 12 choices...... i haven make 'em yet. only have 3 in my list now.
1) MASS COMM (NP) *bet u never guessed*
2) Media Comm (SP)
3) Early Childhood? (NP) *but this is like such a funny course to take for Poly...*

and i am faced with e dilemma of whether i sld choose e courses i want but from e schs i do not like or choosing e sch i like with e courses i have absolutely no interest in. get it? u have to :x (courses i like but dislike sch VS schools i like but dislike courses)

i like New Media in RP n all e other mass media stuff in TP n NYP la. obviously, cause i like MASS COMM. but i dont like e sch RP (no offence but i dunno y i just dont like it *shrugs*) n i dont think i want to travel all e way to Tampines each day for TP. NYP i tink i wld choose e mass media courses they have but i have never even been there b4. i have only been going to SP n NP then what if e other 3 Polys their Mass Media courses are not gd? i dont even know. *sighs*

i like e Media stuff cuz they have radio, tv all tt n also my other favourite, journalism. its like all my fav.stuff combined in 1 course. so i just want this course desperately. (till here u guys might ask me to choose TP or RP since i like e course so much BUT again, i dont now if e courses r gd there n wad bout travelling time?)

which reminds me, i did e SAE for MASS COMM n Film, Sound n Video. i'm going to put MASS COMM first under JAE too but scared cant ged in n fer FSV theres only thru SAE. n both together just 7bucks, mite as well? yup.. n how i regret e "in 100words or less, tell us y u like e course n y u deserve to be in it" part. i slda have planned at home instead of rushing n writing crap there. i was rushing cuz...... i RUSHED out to meet ser (ur name hor) n ching as Ain backed out at e last min. last hr i mean. we were supposed to meet at 230 but she called ard 140......... sorry for digressing. for that part, i wrote All bout MASS COMM n for FSV, i wrote "AS FOR FSV<>" still think i wld ged shortlisted fer FSV? :x

hai.... n e shortlisted part i'm scared too. not e written test, but e Interview. i imagine 4judges infront of me n me standing by myself n them asking me qns. i wld thus freak out, breakdown n run away. then i wld not even get into NP becuz they think i'm a Mental case.

how i wish e interview is aft e JAE results so i wldnt have to go fer e it if i get in thru JAE but NO, ts BEFORE. anyway i'm contradicting cuz i doubt i'll be shortlisted :*((( better have e interview than not having isnt it? *sighs*

this has been pretty long entry again i think :x shall stop here then. gotta think of my choices once more n decide soon. its alr friday. ciaos'

her
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7:30 AM;;

I AM BACK!!! *siao liao*

i've gotta blog more often if not nobody wld read my blog anymore.. boohoohoo! *grabs alot of tissue from a Kleenex tissue box n wipes away imaginary tears*

first up, i'm pretty sick of ppl asking bout my results now. i mean no bad stuff, just that its all every1s talking n asking bout recently. but still, thanks fer ur concern :*) peeps like my gd frenz, frenz whom i have lost contact with for some time till they msged/called n asked *smiles, with teeth ok!* gosh, i'm becoming more n more act cute :x skip that. i shall name a few nice ppl who've asked thou we haven been contacting. Huiling jie, liangzhen kor, (i dont keep that many god-siblings already these are e few left overs. cant believe i was involved in all these KORKOR n JIEJIE n MUMMY stuff. gosh. it all seems so childish now. what the heck lahs) joseph, weiliang, darren, etc etc.

n now. my results. 14 for l1R4 n either 20/23 for R5. i think its e latter. dont really know how to calculate *nononooooooo! i am not dumb. i mean it!* grr... act cute huh this girl, dont know her man. -____________________-" quite happy with my English, its A2 but unhappy with my chinese n comb.humanities esp!!! i achieved(this word seems to be so wrong) a C6. was xpecting at least a B n my s.s n lit teachers were xpecting an A from me as i've always done well in these 2 areas. disappointed in myself. kept wanting to cry when i see 'em. *sigh* as for chinese, i re-take n got back e same grade, B3. waste money ar! n for comb.science..... i dint study n dint finish. just got lucky that i passed it i guess.. but still... GRR! sldnt have spent time on things that are not impt n allow tt to happen.

whatever it is, i'm moving on. i'm out of Secondary School n in, to Poly life. (sad to leave BVSS but we have to move on. haiz.) hope i ged into Mass Comm. really hope. oh n i think Early Childhood is really cute *:) (no, i did not type my trademark grin wrongly but i typed it tt way accidentally at first n find it cute. heh heh)

n'uff said bout my results. lets ged on with my social life *:) currently, i am Miss Slacker + big-money-spender & social-loiterer(a very sociable person who loiters ard? haha, pls do laugh at my attempt to be funny. i dont mind a fake haha, its better than nothing) its play play play play all day n night long. goes home aft 12 n surprisingly can drag myself out of bed at 10am when i slp at 6am.

been hanging out quite a lot with peeps like Ain, Evon n Weisheng instead of my best pals bee, ching n gang or ida lately. sorry buttdees *apologetic smile* what else to update? lettmee see... had my 1st hiphop class, bought new tops, known some new ppl, had my French Pedicure n so on.. lazy to update on my photos from Hello! alr :x i know its boring so i shall stop *:)

last part alr lah-Arg! stupid company, stupid manager asked us to work again. say we will be breaching e contract if otherwise. as if. damn u. darn. detest u ppl. hope u break a nail! *sniggers*

p/s: wld like to go kbox soon thou they have few Eng songs. would like to sing Zombie. haha... nice song fer letting out all ur emotions, yup. n for frens who dint do well for e Os, dont be upset anymore kie? things will be smooth sailing after this obstacle. for myself, i'm not very happy nor very unhappy with my results :* 2 more days to choose my courses. hope i make e right decisions :*) *:)

her
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3:59 PM;;