:*( i'm sick. still sick i mean... from last erm, monday? its like i can wait fer e 2nd week anniversary alr :*l ok nt veri funny. but yea... it doesnt feel gd being sick *duh* to add on i am having a throbbing pain in my head now.. was thinkin *yay today finally can blog n slack aft so long of rushin projects...* but ended up i'm feeling sucky all this while. sigh.

tis' must be e longest time i havent blog a proper entry. even e things i said i wanted to elaborate on i never. bleahs.

juz to catch up with my life, i have been overwhelmed with projects lately (i still am). i've been so busy i haven been coming online to chat e last few days. *i wonder y i cant seem to phrase my sentences well today* oh well.. suddenli i'm thinkin bout my kiddos in e centre. they're e best :*) i lurve them!!! will be so so sooooo sad to switch centres at e end of 1st yr thou i hope to get a nearer one..... love my toddles.. nursery.. Ks.. all :*)

n as wad i read from sean's <HEY HO LETS GO/inside joke> blog some time back, its totally true tt u wld feel really happy when u're with e kids. like when i brought them to e playgrd at Mcdonalds n stepped back to watch dem play... their happiness were v.influential :*) n juz watching them, i felt like i cld throw away all worries n be e happiest person in e world. haha.. a bit corny n cliche but its true. dont knock it till u've tried it! juz try watchin a kid playin with himself/herself if u dont get a chance like us to watch e kids play in a grp.. juz try.. i bet u tt a smile wld appear on ur lips :*) kids are juz so innocent, so vulnerable, so adorable, so lovable!

cham. i feel bored even readin what i'm writing. i'm losing my sense of sarcasm n humor cuz of my headache n koff. feel as if i'm coughin my lungs out *wish i cld get it out n over with* sigh. today's is not a bloggin day fer me. till next time...


ooh btw i'm so anticipating charlie n e chocolate factory! hmm... red candy? ok i'm gettin high on movies so i shall continue my entry. lol. last sat my buddies grp finally met up together! all 10 of us with me, Bee, ching, ser, yin, dong, ling, min, hongsiong n brian! yippe! to summarize it all, we met up early in e day at c.bean to do Bee's card. did a Bee n made it like a clip like u can clip it on a clipboard? a big 1. n e clipboard was red. black, yellow, red. nice match. haha.. yea.. we pasted our sec 2 grp picture in e middle of e board n other dumb & fugly pics of us n Bee on e Bee. den wrote a lot of rubbish on it...

bought her a b-e-a-utiful puma grey jacket too!! grey leh! puma leh! costed ard 60bucks.. hope Bee never c tis. haha.. yea den we met up with Bee separately to make it look as if we haven met b4hand :x took train to town! went Far East to walk a bit, den took e cool nicey nicey pic at hmm.. my playgrd? if i ever find a fren with a scanner n is willing to help mi scan my pictures, i wld post it up -.-" *koff koff* yea.. n i bought a top from pandora's box. i think i'm quite in love with tt shop cuz they hold a brand called anatomic? or sth lahs.. their designs are v.pretty and unique n normally come in only 1 size (s) n 1 in quantity *told u i cant phrase myself well today* -shrugs- but u get e idea lahs huh.. yea ok goin out of pt.. hahz.. aft e pictures, we waited fer a cab to bring us to marina for steamy boaty :x sat in a v.nice spot thou it was really far away at e end.. add gd food n cake (fer bee.). e cake was fab can! its like choco like melted choco on top den e sc layer seems like choco marshmallow den e cake.. *yum* *salivating* *if i eat tt again my koff wld Never recover* even managed to watch e fireworks for e ndp thingy.. romantic eh? haha.. romantic with frens -.-" i think tis' paragraph is gettin too lnog so i shall start another :x

aft which we went fer a few rounds of pool.. we stopped at e arcades too.. haha.. to play those erm machines (war of e worlds. dots)? e kind u ctrl e buttons to catch e soft toys? wahaha.. yea, played but dint win... haha.. yea.. aft tt we took maxicab!!! 35bucks but v.nice! *dont call me a mountain tortoise* was super cozy with all 10 of us.. n e uncle was rather high also. wahahha.. he had on e Best'99 cd. haha.. tt cd came out when we were in pri 6? so we sang n went krazee on e cab to songs like erm, boom4, tarzan n jane etc etc. or maybe it was juz ching n me. we were e most high lahs.. haha.. yea wan to noe we took cab wher? to town!

Bee wanted to watch Red Candy-i was hesitant at first cuz e lead actress is a wad nursery teacher n stuffs later scare myself since i am also somewhat like a nursery teacher? whatever. yea but her bdae mah so go loh.. we got to cine ard 1150? all e seats were taken up.. *ooh e ticket guy was super nice n rather cute if ching n i were to sae. wahaha* yea so he intro-ed us e hindu movie Evil eye. dont think its nt a gd movie cuz its hindu lahs!! haha.. a lot of crap went on btween us n e ticket guy when he intro-ed tt show.. but we watched it anyway.. was nice! sounds all were better than korean movies can? *even e bangin into a glass pane freaked us out. even brian was scared :x wahahha.. first time seeing a guy gettin scared from a horror movie. haha. so mean.. wtheck*

e onli bad part was i think their make-up artistes? e ppl aka e ghost.. are nt freaky. i mean ok to me its ALL FREAKY fine cuz i am timid fine fine i noe. as in compared to other horror flicks, they're nt freaky. n they never really film e ghosts up close or anitn as we were wonderin at e start how wld an indian ghost look like. wtheck! i'm scarin myself right now. its e middle of e night n here i am, blogging bout such stuffs. oh wells. i love to scare myself, hor ching? :*l yea watched till like 2am.. den slacked a bit n took nightrider back.. n den i was scared to go back alone..... n crashed at Yin's place............. juz like old times :*) chatted n stuffs till 6am n slept fer 2hrs.. early mornin her relatives were over at her place so i went off.. bought mcdonalds n slept e whole day away. weeeeeeeeeeeeee! fun wkend! fergot to mention i went out with ching, ser n brian on friday too. we even went esplanade n saw those bands.. e girl's voice was really nice.. n e night was nice too... aww... sth seems to be missing..... bleah.

ok i think tis is considered a proper entry alr. haha.. maybe catchin red candy tml.. c how.. my msn's lighted up fer a long time. shall go chat alr! toodles! ooh again. fergot to sae also.. have been spendin like quite some time with kian recently. he's a super nice n caring fren bahs. thanks to all e ppl hu are nice to me :*) haha.. wtheck. ok tata! -OC time too! i mean soon!-

-everybody burns
-u're beautiful
-save me

her
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1:39 PM;;

seriously i dont know what i was thinking.

n why i'm here when i sld be doing my project. whoopee, i so do rock! yea i noe i look like i'm wearing their uniform right so i've heard. n what? yea yea no more xing2 xiang4 but i think its gd fer a few laughs fer like maybe u feel upset u stepped on an ant today.

like *shrugs* u noe,......... :

ant-stepper: sigh. wad a sad, sad day. i am so upset! y?! y did i step on an.. an.. an ant?!!

ant-stepper trudges home... switched on the computer.. sees Shirley's blog and....

ant-stepper: wahahaha! i was so upset today but lookat tis! wad a funny pose! i think it's not a bad day after all!

YAY! i've made someone's day better, how bout urs?


btw, yea! i am erm, ultra-woman! whoopee! *i lurve my kiddos from the centre*

her
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2:20 PM;;

On saturday, the 9th of July 2005, 5 days aft my birthday, Mira ppl celebrated my birthday with me again.

LOL. gotcha! think i wld blog like tt fer e rest of my entry? u think wad? report ar? :*p

ok wher sld i start? *ponders* Actually they wanted to surprised me in school on Monday but i had to do project :*( n as grace said, in school wld have bigger impact. lol! but ydae was great *beyond great* too so i shallnt complain :*)

i seemed to have spoiled a lot of their plans man. haha.. frankly speaking, i wasnt very very keen on ydae so i was like slacking and taking my own sweet time. told them i wld join 'em later n ruined their plans to surprise me when i arrive :x

tt might have added on to e surprise thou cuz its like we were juz shopping n stuffs n den.. muz say from the start. Who were dere? Grace, Shimin, Joanna, Shuyin, Sharon, Ben n gf, Adrian n Chenloon, Lester n Liyi joined us aft tt. Eddie n gf came to sae hi n wished Happy Belated bdae to Ben n i. But we dint find it curious y he came by to wish us happy birthday.

haiyo sounds so dry e way i recount on it. but i bet u its not!

e plan had started off way b4 tt cuz normally fer Mira gatherings, Grace n i wld meet n go down together but ydae she "had to meet fren in town first." actually was she had to be dere with e cake. lol. so i spoiled their plan A n luckily deres plan B. Halfway walkin ard Heeren, Grace told me she "dint met up with her fren earlier so hafta meet her in PS first n join us later" wah n i dint suspect a thing still! i juz thot it weird tt she wld want to leave fer PS in e middle of e gathering n say "i wld be right back" since PS was rather far if u travelled alone..

yup, so aft walkin fer a bit more, e rest of us decided to go over to PS to meet up Grace cuz they said they wanted to watch movie over dere. i was like "i wan cineleisure.... tts my fav. theatre.." lol.. but sumhow they all wanted PS. so ok dadadaaa~ we went over.

contemplated on taking bus or walk n we ended up taking e bus. slacked in dhoby dghaut station to wait fer Liyi but suddenli i c Chenloon gesturing from outside n askin us to go over. saw e jue2 dui4 Superstar ppl with i fergot hu, Zhongqin or Quan Yi Feng or hu.. n e girls went crazy. *not me la! i also not interested! lol* Sharon esp i think. lol.. she was goin googoo gah gah over 'em n they rushed to e stage area whereas me, Adrian, Ben n gf went to join Chenloon they all, hu were hiding behind a pillar.

Chenloon was holding a PANDAN cake with 2 candles. hahaha. Fakos! i thot tt was e real cake can? but was still happy cuz its really e thought tt counts. n a pandan cake is sweet :*) i walked a bit further n seemed to c Grace hiding behind n Chenloon was like"no YOU stay HERE. Ben! u also! dont move u two." so ok we stood dere feelin dumb.

finally they got e girls n e rest over n holding the cake, sang a loud birthday song which went like "Happy birthday to u~~~ happy birthday to u~~~ happy birthday to SHIRLEYandBEN(sing it fast) happy birthday to u~~" haha.. n told us to blow out e candles n den wish fer 1 min...

wish fer a min??! so long can wish fer what?! but still, we were forced to stand n close our eyes *facing strangers in e place, mind u* till dey say "ok, u may open ur eyes."

n we did. n in front of me i saw this BEA-U-TIFUL cake! *b4 u guys think they are really cheapos, u c they are not. LOL*


da cake! *yum yum* its brownie cake actually :*)

really dint xpect tt man! e cake was real beautiful :*)))


Ben n Me cutting da cake!

i had e slice with e many slices of strawberries :*) so nice :*) n they presented us our presents.. I LOVED IT!!! I FERGOT TO POST IT IN! shal keep u guys in suspense till i post it kae. juz tel y'all tt ITS STH I HAVE REALLY WANTED :*))) Thank u sooo much Mira-ians, n THANK U YOU GRACE! i noe u picked it out!

ok lah, so we munched happily n went to walk ard PS... oh no hafta mention this first, apparently Grace was super nervous cuz she was afraid tt e surprise wld not turn out well n all n e ppl preparing were also sweating like hell. LOL! but it came out fantasically well! no worries!!! ok back to PS...


haha.. so out of pt. but so funny eh? looks like Lester saying e "Ha~a~"

we wanted to watch "A Lot Like Love" but they din show it dere :*( n World of e worlds i watched alr den Fantastic 4.. quite some probs so we ended up not watchin. n decided to "shit ard" again.

once again we stopped at StarBucks Wisma dere. tt's our spot :*) n we took pictures!


me and grace! think we are best photo pals man.. haha


smug.


i spoiled a really nice picture with my tongue again!!! grr! e backgrd is so nice n grace looks so nice n den me... oh well, e guy in red at e back spoiled e pic somewhat too :x


Lester: my handphone ar blah blah blah.. Chenloon: eh? y so dark?


seriously chenloon, i dont know what u're trying to do. haha! no more xing2 xiang4!

pls do believe me, Behind (behind these hazel eyes~~~) tt stupid face lies a decent guy. hahaha!

n dunno hu started this staring-w/o-blinking-game...


Chenloon n Lester in action

we talked n sang a lot in Starbucks n aft which we walked back to Cine. lol. a lot of walking eh? Sang n talked even more on e way...

walked ard Cine n ate dinner at Pastamania...


bad hair days? Adrian looks so happy with me right... hahaha

they said we look like a couple. woots! donja (donja wish u r girlfren was hot like me?~ <--tts a song kae :*l ) think so? wahaha..

Adrain started playing with his soup n e sauces... we din take a picture of tt nasty gruel. But we did get to taste it :x We played our Mira tradition (Concentration!) n e loser has to drink it. Lester suggested tt so we all sabo-ed him.

was really too nasty since there was a lot of tobasco, peppar, chilli, salt, cheese etc etc so Adrian juz threw a pea in it, stirred ard n asked him to find n eat it. EEWL! Adrian, me n shimin tasted a bit of it n cldnt stan it man. cant even describe tt taste!

decided to end e gathering at ard 11plus...

outside cine...

dunno y lester likes to do this skycam thingy. spoil our pictures. *grr* shall crop his fat fingers away when i'm free :*P


haha.. we were supposed to give stupid smiles like "hur hur hur" n den grace did this. cannot ctrl herself over our photographer lester? :x


hmmm?! ignore the words inside. lol.. Grace told me to turn back to take my backview n Lester was so agreein sayin i wld look better. WHAT E HECK! i did anyway. dint noe my hair was tt long thou


oh yea missed out this picture. from e left, Joanna (non-lobster), ShuYin, me, grace


back to the mrt scene... er??

me: hmm? what is this bear doing here?
grace: hyuk hyuk, tts my bear


attitude us


stupid Lester moved e cam to take our feet as we were all posed n ready to take our faces. my foot not ready yet right?!! :x anyway, i dunno y i like this pic. interesting mah?


n Grace wanted to take out 3 feets... seemed a bit bare? too li'l feets?

psst... notice i used my left foot cuz my right foot still has e demented toe :x if u look really really closely or maybe zoom into e previous pic, u might notice tt. my demented toe i mean. u realize grace have e shoe i have? but i wasnt wearing it lah Duh :*p


n i shall end with e pic i like most again :*p e reflection spoiled it but on e other hand made cool effect. i so noe tt i am contradicting.
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oh wow. this is like 1 of my longest entries is so long alr. dint even write bout d&d n my bdae celebration with buddies yet :x so i sld end soon. but not b4 i thank u peeps again! Grace especially! i noe u r e main organiser also!!! i missed u too! finally we caught up.. muz get together again when we're free ok?!!! with Igloo too! haha...

n now i noe y mira ppl kept wishing happy bdae to me on e wrong day... tt day was supposed to be e gathering to discuss bout my birthday! LOL! its ok i forgive y'all. wahaha.

have to admit, i guess i dint really think of u guys tt much recentli *apologetic look* but onli aft ydae i realized how much i mizz u guys n how much u guys mean to me! sooo glad again i went fer sports camp. ok! lurve ya! bb!


-you're beautiful-

her
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10:21 AM;;

nice nice nice? :*p
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i like this pic leh! too tired to blog today :x thou i sort of promised grace i wld :x but yea i wld sure blog bout today kae cuz it was a really great day in my life again! mira ppl rocks kae! i lurve y'all this *arms open wide* much! yup, so tt picture is juz like erm, a sneak peek. more to come, more to come! check back! :*)))

ooo wait, fer an account of today from grace's view, check her blog :*)

her
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3:57 AM;;

a bit lazy to blog bout everything so i juz post up e pics ok :*) got more pics in Bee's hp on our celebration a day early. we went Town den Bugis den KBOX til 3plus to cut it short. will elaborate all these another day kae cuz i've alr spent some time gettin all these pics here n i haven do my project :*p


BUDDIES! plus yin n dong all.. whats with my tongue spoil e pic *blames myself*


my tongue was out again thou it looks like my lip. *blames myself once more*


us again! ser! y ur eyes close? i noe 11plus alr n u are tired from canoeing but... haha.. rubbish. whats with my tongue again


e words in e picture read "i have no idea whatsoever y my hand is stretched out so long here n i noe its funny so i'm tryin to disguise it" :x *u also realize i lke to take pictures with poles*

enuff of us e same old ppl. we cut in some inanimate objects :*)


pretty pretty box! e ribbon was much nicer at first like tied nicely but now... hahz.. n there were a lot of glitter at first too.. grey! so nice! very MeToYou right? n notice e neoprint on e far left bottom! we took it on tt day!


nono they dint give mi e bear, tt was my last bdae gift from Mr Nice Guy. its e belt! nicey nicey! they knew i wanted sucha belt :*)


Pierre Cardin lingerie! haha.. a bit out of pt eh guys? but i like it la i like nice nice lingerie :*p tis' design is darn cool also. LOL

back to us! individual pics! i mean with juz me n my buds! haha


Bee Bee n me! *urgh my tongue*


Ser n me! i think ser u look nice here! quite cute pic right actually. hahaha


Me n Ching with e ribbon on ma hand!


Ching with nugget n me with lemon At kbox, backgrd e foot belows to 1 of e ex-kbox waiters. hmm...

will talk bout KBOX e next time i come here to elaborate kae. i promise.


fergot to take pic of e slice of cake my frens gave me but i wanted to post some food up so ta dah! my mom gave me this. haha

n to cut things short again, i was supposed to meet Ching fer dinner but dint. she said she wanted to buy mi a slice of cake too... so sweet right :*) its e thought tt counts, really :*)

my 5buds in class surprised me with a slice of cake n candle at Sarah's place :*) *making it e second time i made a wish cuz WeiAnn told mi to wish in msn when he presented me with a virtual cake icon. LOL

ok more inanimate objects...


skirt from 5buddies in klaz! nice right? not really me cuz i wear str. skirts n wear it low but new look bah.. lol. e way i took it it looks darn nice hor :*p


Choco from HanNi, Ningzi n gang! so nice right?


hp accessory with ma name on it also from Han Ni n gang! so sweet man dem :*) its bit blur cuz it's hangin on my hp n i juz took e pic with my hp


card from same grp too n e note on e right is from Sarah, my partner in crime at Twinkle tots! so nice of her! dint even noe she knew... :*)
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yup... to cut things short again., i think my bdae this yr was nice lar :*) its really different from secondary sch (e way we celebrate, sing songs, no. of prezzies! all) but still i enjoyed myself :*)

i really appreciate u guys making e effort... wah Bee touching wor what u said.. thou we diff schs n all u guys will still celebrate fer mi all tt shit. haha :*p n Ching u too. n Ser i dint ferget u this time. Yin n Dong msged me thou u guys werent ard thanks :*)

my poly frens... u guys were great too :*) thanks fer e cake n e singing of bdae song in LT n all :*) n e gift :*) haha.. i used so mani smileys.

n all those other ppl hu remembered my bdae like Yijie jie, WeiAnn (yea u was e 3rd to wish me but e timing was real close. try harder nxt yr! haha), Raul, Sean n Nesh (thanks fer e prezzie i noe u guys chipped in too), QingFeng, Shengmin, Kian, Joseph, Yanyi n Alicia n all 1b02 ppl :*), Jasmine, Crystal, Khai n Alvin n Fieza n shimin thou u guys wished me on wrong days :x haha.. plus Meena, even Sheena, Sarah from attachmt, Fah, Grace from bv, Kwangmao, jim, Hongyi (hu dint exactly rem my bdae) n 1 young Uncle *u noe hu u are* hu said he wld be e 1st to wish me but dint (haha.. i cant sae much cuz i din wish u. oh well), Van chan, Van soh, n Hsia! hsia juz wished me sayin she wants to be e last. haha.. n loads more actually.

i'm sorry if i dint mention u but yea there's a lot of u hu are really really sweet n ppl whom i dint even noe remembered or knew of my bdae... :*) it's like e last 1 min of my bdae. sad tt it's ending :*( but as Bee said, next yr wld come fast *thou i don wan time to pass so quickly but wth* so lastly, HAPPY 17TH BRTHDAY to myself! i can say now tt i am truly happy n feel so blessed :*) gd nights mummy daddy all. hmm. n korkor.... yup.

n the clock strikes 12.

n haoping tells mi happy bdae now. he lags behind by 1 day. haha.. its ok i forgive him :*) bb!

her
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2:59 PM;;

:*(

Bee is so gonna kill me if she knows i'm blogging and not doing my work. sigh. but i cant help it. i feel so messy n i hate it. when i feel messy i get nothing done. i need to have plans, i need to know what i'm gonna do on when etc etc.

wonderin what this have got to do with e title? ok. my gut feelings is telling me tt tis' yr my birthday wont be a nice one. (disclaimer: i'm not trying to hint u guys or anitin la don read too much into it. i juz need to let out) ------------brb my dad is gonna torture my toe first. ok rub to make it better actually------------

this is lame but my bro called n my dad is on e fone so i'm blogging again. yea i shall list e reasons (in no order of importance) y i think tis' yr my bdae wldnt be nice.

1) There is NO youth day celebration in Poly. i c a lot of qn marks staring back at me. shall elaborate... my bdae falls on e 4thofJuly right n Youth Day is like i fergot wad date but juz like ard 1 dae apart so its always like they are having a holiday fer my birthday. n i'm so used to it aft so long n now there's no holiday, it doesnt really feel like my bdae n its like not so nice alr.

2) It's on a Monday. need i say more?

3) i have projects due tt wk. *like this is not bad enuff, it links to e next reason*

4) my classmates wants to do it Monday aft sch. Whoopee! *twirls index finger in circles*

5) n doing it in Simei. (i stay in choa chu kang)

but its not so bad la cuz i'm still with frens n we'll be xploring a fren's hse all tt jazz... another BUT

6) i have Hiphop on monday! *this sld be a happy thing fer me but it juz adds on to e confusion* hiphop is from 530to630. we end sch at 2. goin Simei at 2. How now, Brown Cow?

7) n so they are sayin i sld skip it... but Hiphop is like..... e most impt thing to me...... n i alr missed e 1st practice n now e 2nd? even fer e 1st i cant go i want to sit out n watch tts how much it means to me. i'll be lagging behind others n e first 2 practices leh. normally it's like u miss e "orientation" fer stuffs u will end up being like odd? but tts not e main thing la it is tt i will mizz hiphip. n fer a not valid reason. its my birthday n i cant do sth i want :*( dont get me wrong i'm not blaming my frens i noe a project is a project thou we can do most of it separately (actually a bdae is also a bdae :x) it's juz tt..... sigh. i dont really wan to do work on my birthday.
as quoted from sean : "well dont do e project, if not its not a bdae". how true, how true.

8) i'm supposed to tell another grp wad i have decided cuz i think we are meetin up.. *i doubt i can decide*

9) my buddies are celebrating fer me in advance tml (sat). we are not v.sure what to do yet.

10) i dont think i will be out counting down my bday on sunday (mid)night. so sad right. Monday sch whats.

haiyo. n more reasons like my ex-manager called n asked mi to do roadshows tml n e day aft. siao. 1 more 2 more n more n more n more. yea tts y my gut feeling is telling me this yr's gonna suc*. whoopee. Happy bdae to me. i love Mondays. i love Projects. i love being broke. i love demented toes. i love Poly. i love having problems after problems. i love feeling messy. i love it all. yes i do.

omg. my bdae is coming, y am i feelin so dark? arhah! u see, *whats tt word i learnt in Lit like xplaining 4 example when its dark n gloomy bad things will happen* again another bad thing to prove what i'm feeling.

crap. i shall do my project now. it's 1.35am. i'm half awake only. great. sorry if i made anybody feel negatively but i assure u tts not my intention. ooo n yea sean, plagirism policy eh i quoted u. :*l

her
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2:47 PM;;