hmm... tt poem fer e last entry wuz done quite sum time ago actualli.. it makes my blog realli dark i guess? heex... ferget tt... first things first, hafta thanks my bro's gf, xiaohan, soooo much fer helpin mi do tiz blogskin n so on cuz my comp is incompetent of e job :* *grr* yea... i'm realli new at tiz bloggin ting too :*)

i chose tiz skin cuz it seems so cool butt juz dunch lyke e part at da end of each entry which saes "so lonely, a lonely ger" make mi seem so pathetic! hahz... n e ger at e side has gott all these curves..... which i dunch have :x e rest of it ish nice :*)

i wonder eve i'll keep bloggin each dae or loze interest in awhile.. hmm... sidetrack a li'l, went nisha's place ydae! 20+ of us went, which is more than half of e class! it wuz quite fun i tink, went home at 12plus midnite! yeah n i su*ked at monopoly :*

okie, back ta topic.. i'm nott That lonely n down all e time actualli... full of rubbish wld be more true... juz tt wen i feel down itz realli lyke i'm so low i hafta tiptoe ta view e down (lyke i'm negative ht?) yeah... hope tt tingz go well man... second dae at work tml... btw, i'm a HSBC roadshow promoter :*) nxt few daes gonna be tiring man... butt e paycheck wld entitle mi ta shop! wahahahhaz... ttz e part tt actualli keeps mi going :*p speakin of work... i'm quite unhappi bout wad i heard.. tingz lyke ppl feeling pissed? yeah, shallnt comment no more.

feelin uneasy bout another ting too. dont noe eve i sld sae tiz butt i tink... i dont tink i wld be tokin to sum ppl fer quite awhile, cuz i'm sure it wld end up worse.. i juz don get it, how can ppl cloze to u plan tingz bhind ur back n u noe bout it onli wen others tell u? tiz kinda hurts yea. eve u guys sae cuz i'm nott free on tt dae, u can at least inform mi bout it? tt wld help u noe? makes u wonder yea bout certain tingz... n feel lyke an outkast too. bet u wldnt wan ta feel tt wae. so i guess, e nxt time i'm goin shoppin or wad wldnt be wif u guys le? since i'm nott told bout tt outing...? hai. wadevas. shallnt sae animore cuz tiz wld definiteli create a lot of room fer tok alr.

dere i go again feelin negative. wonder how tingz wld be wen itz all done n over wif... juz hope tt tml wld be a better dae n i wld ged more sales fer my company also... till den'

her
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9:01 AM;;

wells... cant actualli believe i'm starting a blog becoz i do keep a kind of diary already... but internet's gettin' realli boring so... yeah... sighs...

feeling kind of down lately n i wrote a kind of poem:

her
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6:15 AM;;