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Shirley Ang aka Shir

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

i've been so busy recentli, i cldnt even afford e time to come online, much less blog. too lazy to update bout my last few outings alr cuz too much (happy stuff, not bad) has happened.

juz realized tt i've been spending loads of time with my camp friends n not my buddies.. feelin' a li'l guilty fer not really thinking bout dem too... but i noe we wont drift far apart n lose contact... right?

on a brighter note, i'm seriously shocked at how bonded my camp frens n i are. cuz normalli tis' kinda camp is lyke aft it, we'll not be in contact much alr. but look at us now... hahz.. i've made really really gd frens with many of 'em :*) come to think of it, my past many outings are with 'em.. went out with June e other time den with Shimin like many times.. haha.. went shoppin in town with Shimin n Chenloon. guessed e 3 of us really bonded over tt Esplanade night. *yea i can almost see e bonds forming in my mind... covalent bonds? ionic? er i fergot which is sharing alr.. :x*

n juz ydae i went out with Shimin again.. met up with her in e late evening.. tryin to keep awake while waitin fer her as she was quite late.. lol.. we bought e same pair of flats at x:odus.. den we suddenli felt lyke playin pool.. ahha.. lost interest fer pool sometime back but i tink e lost love is revived! called Lester to join us at Pool factor too.. lester is in e astronomy club :X so he came str. from sch.. den e chenloon also cuz he act macho go gym exercise till late. lol! went back aft midnite again..

so yea, mira ppl kinda rocks :*p got to noe my course/class ppl quite well too.. *thou i've onli attended like 1 day of sch* fer these 2 wks of our mass lecture, we cld sit with other classes so tt day i sat with 1 guy from crystal's class. he's called er... nesh. haha.. act cool name! yea he's realli nice n he likes hiphop too!!! we're both going fer hiphop auditions along with camp fren igloo n so on.. haha.. oooh. i wanna join vball too leh..

oh right. back to y i have onli attended sch fer 1 day. i started sch on Wed cuz every tue is attachment day n fer e 1st 2 wks, there's no attachment. ok everybody geddit right?

*grr... all of u keep askin mi how's my 1st day on tue n i hafta xplain. den i thot i was smart n put my msn nick to sae i'm going krazy over ppl askin since my 1st day has not started n more smart alecks came den, to Purposeli ask me "hows ur first day?" juz to annoy me. SHEESH. Some Ppl!*

sorry fer digressing but still.. sheesh! ok nvm. so on thur, as i was happily on e way to meet yilin to sch, i had this terrible stomache tt i cldnt handle so i took a cab home. felt horrible! slept a bit n den dragged myself out of bed to c e doctor at batok. doc said it's Stomach Flu. :*( n wants mi to stay home fer 2 days. so i figured its pretty serious cuz normalli i'm e 1 askin fer 2 days mc but this time e doc urged me to, as he said this might not recover too quickly.. n tadah! i missed sch fer 2 days. )*: i'm still sick thou.. still a li'l stomaches now n den n bad sore throat... :*(

missed my S&W (sports n wellness).. was so panicky when yilin told me all e places were taken n everybody was rushing. n fer a moment back there i thot it was e cca. *phew* if i cldnt even try out fer hiphop i wld juz die :*( choy! so fer my s&w i hope fer netball.. called up e personnel n she told me to look fer this guy on monday during my break n he'll slot in fer me. hope i get to choose netball as my s&w............... btw i dunno y fer us Ech ppl, s&w is actually called PE. *cuz we're kiddy? ok nvm*

ooops.! i'm rambling. nothing interesting bout my entries lately. no sarcasm n humor. not even a light attempt at both. dunno y.. help! i'm becoming a boring person! ahha. this is me again. hmm.. btw, anybody with a scanner? i have some neoprints i want up, can? :x

her
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10:15 AM;;

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

oh wow. past few wks have been real hectic fer mi but in e nice way :*) lazy to go into detail now bout my previous outings cuz i tink there's way too much to mention. so i'll juz summarize a bit la huh :*)

East Coast outing with buddies was fun *:) we rollerbladed n crapped all e way. rem seeing Fiona Xie cuz she wanted a picture of Didi(chenmin's ultra big dog) fer her show wad hao se er ren zhu. we dint wan to be filmed but aint got a choice so all thruout we gave e crew our back view. n rem we went to Suntec aft East Coast. haha.. shallnt mention y or wad we did. oh n wad i will never forget is i looked realli horrible tt day. everybody was staring at my peeling face. Lol!

met up my camp frens to pay our 45bucks fer our Dinner & Dance :*) hmm.. don rem fully wad we did n wher we went.. but still noe tt we went fer pool.. think we went town aft tt.. ate at BK and chatted a lot. laughing a lot too.. haha.. and at BK 1 totally lame n funny thing started juz cuz of my choice of chicken or fish burger. nvm i wont go into tt too. hahaha... bth... oh we still always do e "hungry hungry" cheer b4 eating. embarrassing! lol!

str. aft tt e next day we went to Sentosa. thou there wasnt much sun n was drizzling a li'l, we had real fun :*) e vball was realli nice n i found out tt guys are really gd at tt game. in fact, they are superb! hahz.. come to think of it, guys are gd at like almost anitin huh?! dey cld catch almost every ball can?! oh n since tt, Grace n i are kinda hooked on volleyball n decided to give it a try instead of netball. vball still can play outside but netball u cant really mah.. heex.. n rem we played at e yellow float thingy. wahahaha! we played concentration (yea we are so hooked on tt game too) on tt thing n e 1 hu kena twice will hafta jump off e float. sabo-ed by e guys so i had to jump off quite fast. think i can tread water alr. lol! pai seh! can swim cannot tread! kena laughed at by Eddie also. nvm. haha.. oh n we played another game wherby we all stan at e circumference of e float, linked arms n half of us will be 1 while e other, 2 and we go like 1, 2, 1, 2. when it's 1 e 1 ppl will step hard n 2 e 2 ppl will step hard. pt of e game is to er... capszie e float? er.. let e water come up? er... i think its so we wld all drop down e float backwards. hahaha.. dumb, but fun! thrilling even.. cheap thrills :X haha.. ok well.. we even played frisbee.. aft all e games we went to bathe. bathed outside n not in e washrooms cuz tt wld be faster. wearing our swimwear of cuz *duh* den we took pictures all tt.. n went to town. er no we ate dinner at harbourfront dere first :*) all e girls shared kway chup :*) went town, walked ard, crapped ard n slacked at Starbucks. v.fun day :)

another day i met up my camp frens again, actualli juz tt same grp of us lah huh. haha.. e girls helped e guys shop fer their d&d clothes. crapped ard as usual.. think it was tt day wher we took neoprints. juz e 4girls actually. haha.. to many ppl n e guys werent too keen lah :x n grace n i were tokin bout e gys being no gentlemen and always leave us behind so we walked off. haha.. juz fer fun lah.. but they noticed aft awhile.. hmm.. June n his fren hasmi? joined us afterwards n we shopped a bit more. chilled out at Starbucks at e end of e day again. yada yada yadda, n a few left, leaving those hu doesnt want to go back too early (aka mi n shimin n a few guys) in town. walked to cine n slacked, took pictures, chatted, crapped till i tink 11plus n we went back. oh yea, got to noe a malay guy while i was waitin fer bus at 12plus in cck. lol.


n again ydae we met up fer pizza! oh my ydae was quite unforgetable :*) oh my oh my.. haha.. e Gls joined us even :*) krysten? was darn cool, lobster sihan n Azlan came too. e freshies were mi, grace, shimin, shuyin, ingrid, joanna, gerard, chenloon, vinson, adrian n i fergot alr :*p went PS with Chenloon n we were erly so we ended up playin at e... arcade :*l haha.. fun thou :*p met up e rest n ate at pizzahut den shitted ard.. haha.. went to play pool also.. hmm.. grace n eddie left aft pool n e rest loitered ard town again. went to eat.. haha.. e guys n lobster were hooked on Rotijohn! they were eating like those shows wherby they sink their teeth into e food n dey go "hmmmMmmmm! yummy!" haha.. aft dinner, some of us wanted to catch a movie but it was too late to buy e tickets fer e 7.15 show n e 9pm show was too late since we have sch e following day. *well, some of us onli :*p Azlan, Lobster n i start sch onli wed. sniggers* walked ard town again. decided to go Esplanade to chill out. Gerard went off.

went Esplanade n it was darn nice a night. haha.. there was some performance at e stage n e guys sang to Hoobastank n so on. but ended shortly aft we arrived. we kept pushing Ingrid n Sihan together cuz they are realli so couple-like. haha.. we walked all e way back n sat by e water n chilled out dere. we sang songs, talked, rest a bit.. left Ingrid n Sihan alone while e others sent Krysten home. hehe.. aft which Ingrid left.. sumhow only leaving 2 freshies n 3 Gls. ok 1 cgl. 3 girls, 3 guys. meaning mi, shimin, lobster, azlan, chenloon n sihan. we were so comfortale with each other :*) Lobster n Azlan piggybacked me even. haha.. at 1 pt Azlan piggybacked mi, Sihan shimin n Chenloon lobster n we sort of had a race. haha.. Azlan was darn fast cuz he dint wan to lose to Sihan. oh yea, we wanted to leave at like 1130 fer e last train but ended up we ton dere. haha.. meaning we waited fer e first train.

1 weird guy came n talk to Azlan. haha.. shallnt mention much of tt. they talked bout ghost stories too n min lobster were kinda freaked out. tt Azlan kept scaring me. haha.. but thank god fer 'em ard lah if not i think i really wld have cried out. mani a time my tears threatened to fall thou cuz it was really quite scary n dere dey r telling ghost stories. hahz.. all thruout we juz rested a bit n chatted a bit. quite comfy ar resting on each other. haha.. we ate at e makansutra dere till 3am it closed.

at 5plus we walked to e mrt station. Rafflles place if i'm not wrong. wah.. so tired. all slpy n legs aching. we lay ard n caught 40winks outside e station. e mrt personnel came n we went in to e air-con n rested again. till e 1st train ard 6am! n finally we got up to leave.. lobster n shimin went to take bus while e 3 guys n i took e train. Azlan took a diff train since he stays at Yishun. oh well, was kinda sad to leave cuz i think i noe tt tt day might never happen again? hahz.. it was really a fateful day like we all met up n was together fer so long. but still, we were all tired lah. haha.. juz so glad we were all dere :*) hope we meet up again... hmm.. e rest parted ways at clementi n j.e. was kinda shocked there are so mani ppl ard cuz we thot 1st train wld have nobody. all e way back home ppl looked at me weirdly cuz they were all clad in thier sch-u n work clothes while me... haha.. got home n bathed n it was 7am. slept soundly almost immediateli thou my hair was still wet. wah, still tired when i woke up. respect fer Cheloon n Shimin hu had their first day today. haha..

oh crap! its 7plus now n i haven packed n got ready stuffs fer sch. jonathan asked if i wanted to get stationaries all tt. yea i wan! haha.. but i think he left lot 1 alr. haha.. nvm.. tink i sld get going soon? hmm.. n its been a long entry. haha..

tml will mean a brand new environment fer me! hope all's well :*) ciao!

-n i simply lurve my camp frens :*) n e ppl i ton with ydae too-


ps: wahaha.. i fergot to mention going back to bukitview n going out with June. n meetin up Bee. haha.. nvm next time.. oh n e previous sentosa grp pic, there's 8 ladies! June was hidden behind! haha..

her
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10:28 PM;;

Saturday, May 21, 2005

took quite a lot pictures recently but too many to upload into ma blog so juz picked out a few... lazy to blog properly so juz put pics.. haha :*p

start off with grp pic! btw these r all taken on e sentosa outing :*)

woots! juz realized its 7 guys n 7 ladies. hunks n babes. omg :x

yea i noe e picture is too small n not clear.. but a bit lazy to edit so tt e grp pics r larger.. heex... so... pardon me!


bad photographer! :x oh! 4got to introduce. guys from left: Chenloon, Eddie, Vinson, Gerard, Daniel, Adrian, Yub! ladies from left: Liyi, Joanne, Shuyin, Kailyn, Me, Shimin n Grace. :*)


fergot wher we took this :x


grace n me. me n grace. lol


on e bus to town! we do noe tt only Grace can act cool. e rest of us looks like crap.. haha


haha.. Mira guys act cute. sorry ar e pic blur cuz e bus was moving. like duh


now act cool. Eddie looks funny. haha..


i shall interrupt e guys with grace n me again :*p n Chenloon! what r u doing??! haha


wahahahaha~! this picture is darn funny. guess i dont have to xplain y eh?


lets juz end with a soothing view :*) took at e bus station at harbourfront...
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this still counts as an entry am i right or am i right? haha *:)

her
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2:57 PM;;

Thursday, May 19, 2005

ah! guess i shall procrastinate no further!

actually i lost e discipline to blog alr.. blogged bout Sports Camp e other time n there was a *beepbeep* :*p blogger maintenance! n of all times i thot to myself "i think this time don hafta copy it to notepad sure nothing wrong wan la...." so.... yea..... tts... why.......

tt entry was alr a summary of e camp n all now it'll be even shorter cuz i cant possibly rem all e details alr :*( so roughly k. -note after blogging. nah, it's even longer sumhow-

1st day: aw shucks i cant rem! er... i think we did sports like volleyball, rugby, track all tt. sweaty sweaty day in e scorching hot sun! *this is bad but tts bout all i can remember man...* besides e activities, i got to know a few gd frens alr. klicked well with Fieza *i wonder y e 1st person i always talk to will be a malay. since like pri sch? hyuk hyuk. Malays! woots! ok ignore me* n almost immediately Crystal joined in. klicked with her too cuz Ech.. yup.. i was totally burnt. worst case ever. n i mean e-v-e-r, ever. it was darn pain can, i cldnt even touch my face w/o xclaimin !ouch! so bathing was terrible lah.

2nd day: face was gettin even worse. realized i had a really obvious t-shirt-tan. *can u juz imagine a tee-shirt-tan? eeyeck!* my neck all.... ooh! my leg, my neck, my.. ar! just like tt... er ok nvm. hmm.. 2nd day was much more slack. played passing e pocky, some sperm n egg game :x, scissors paper stone in grps *dont ask mi how* etc etc. think we played quite a lot of Concentration actualli. haha.. yea, e bath tt night was torrible(terrible + horrible) too. cldnt even rub ma eyes cuz my face was juz too too painful :*(

3rd day!: fun! water day! we got realli dirrrty n wet tt day. we were briefed n we sort of tried sports like Dragon Boat, water captain's ball(we won, we won, we won we won we won. :X oh do u noe i cant stan cocky ppl? ahha), canoeing all tt jazz. yea we got dirrrty with e butter hill w/o butter :*l too. lazy ta xplain, my apologies. oh this night was really fun :*) initially, we sat at e track.. chattin n all.. haha.. gossiped with chun hao?(i dunno) n vincent n den e grp got bigger. some of 'em saw a shooting star man! but i dint. sad. oh well.. it started to drizzle n we moved in to e gallery. continued with lame jokes. we were e biggest grp awake. lol! we played Concentration, zhong ji mi ma n there were quite a lot of dares n forfeits. went to slp at 5plus. woke up at 7plus :*l but i dint regret not slping lah since its e last night n we really had fun :*)

last day.... luckily no morning pt. haha.. read e notes in e "letterboxes" n such. er! i fergot bout e campfire n e other night activities! lets go back to juz now.. i think e nightwalk was e 1st day? den e latern tingy was 2nd? sth like tt :x obviousli last night was e "campfire". it was darn cool i think cuz it was in an air-conditioned place. e "campfire" was juz operated by electricity n e projector juz showed it on e screen. haha.. cool eh? different! but e games.. well.. lets juz sae i preferred my sec3 adventure camp's? hmm.. but they're different lah so cant really compare like tt.

they had e same dance with blindfolds on thingy but this time its not me. its grace n i seriousli think she sld have won instead of e other girl.... which juz reminds mi of e weird feeling i had all thru camp.

i'm normalli e 1 in front telling ppl wad to do n e 1 being sabo-ed all tt crap but this time it wasnt e case. sumhow i juz decided to sit back n keep quiet this time round. it felt so weird can? tts so not me! i clnt reallt stan not doing anitin, juz sitting back while ppl tell mi what to do. i'm too used to be in front doing e telling. really lah like i'm e head of functions all those fer so long n suddenli *snaps fingers* i'm sitting in e back, listening. it was nice at first cuz i dint have e stress like "oh shucks how i need to think of wad to do n instruct e rest" n all i had to do was chill. hahz.. but aft e first few moments i felt weird. oh well. shallnt hold on to e past n move on. hope things go back to normal fer me. <-- that was what i said fer e entry tt got lost! but now in my course, my class, i tink i'm almost back to my place alr. haha.. :*p

i'm digressing. ok juz well.. e last day was kinda saddening fer me. sad tt we dint have a proper gdbye but all got separated at e Convention Hall. hmm.. reminded me of Rape Squad. shallnt xplain whats tt :x

arrr... procrastinate fer so long i have so much other stuffs to blog bout. but i tink not all at 1 go or i'll juz pass out like tt. just to say, i've been really really busy!

i'm so glad i went fer camp n i cant really believe my campmates bonded so well. they're a bunch of darn fun ppl to be ard :*) well, almost all. hanging out quite a lot with 'em recentli too :*) n no, i haven forgotten my zhu peng gou yous thou.

on a side note (which is totally out of pt but i onli thot of it aft e whole entry), i'm rather hooked on Concentration. n volleyball.

will have a few pictures up i tink. hafta blog on bout my outing with ma budds to East Coast n Sentosa n all with camp frens n also my course orientation. wa! a lot. wth... think i juz end here. no mood ta blog also. haha.. chattin in msn with e mad ppl. ciaociao'


p/s: i realized my vocab is gettin' really bad. juz c e no. of times e word "sad" appeared. n wth is torrible? haha. madness.

her
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2:58 PM;;

Friday, May 13, 2005

hey..................!!!!!! i'm back! back from sports camp tt is :*)

but i'm too shag to blog :x just 1 ting to say. i'm totally burnt. not e nice kind but e my-whole-face-is-peelin-off-kind so i look really horrible :*l haha.. be back soon all right *:)

her
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5:45 AM;;

Sunday, May 08, 2005

been rather busy recently so not much time to use comp alr. n never blog a proper entry... let me juz start with something on my mind right now...... e show "Windstruck"!!!!!

*ok call me slow but i normally juz catch English flicks n stuff* but today i rented e vcd to watch with ma parents mahhh....... (all e singlish comin' out seh~) cuz i remembered dere's no show on tv on Sats n since i was at Lot1, i called my dad to ask if there's any show he wanted to watch tonight(double check la), otherwise i wld rent a vcd n we can watch it together :*) yadda yadda yadda, n i rented Windstruck. always wanted to watch a show with Jun Ji-hyun starring in it cuz i've heard ppl sae she's pretty n tt every1 thought Windstruck super nice.

at first i really dint think e female actress was so pretty, i mean from e covers n all but after e show(or rather while e show was erm, showing), i was like WOAHHH! she's really pretty man. ultra-nice hair, luscious lips, glistening eyes etc etc. plus a kick-ass attitude n she can have all e guys (n most girls like me) falling all over her feet. *no, e girls wld juz admire her n not fall head over heels fer her* e show is.......... BAWLLL! so sadddd... T.T <-- 2nd time using it in ma life. it captured my attention right from e start till e end, tts how nice it was. n i cried non-stop from e part they plunged into e river? or was it b4 tt? i'm not sure but i know it was from e first 60mins of e show *disc 1 mah*. yea, 1 of those shows i cry a lot. e other was Moulin Rouge, my all-time fav. movie which i can never get enuff of even aft watchin fer 5times. come to think of it, i cry fer almost every show :x but these 2 shows i cry all e way. hahz... too emo liao. but it's really so touching :*(

if only i cld have a love story like that............. choy! firstly, i SO do not wan my male lead to die n secondly, such stuff only happens in movies lah so..... *shrugs n snaps myself back into reality* btw, e guy is cute too x)

'nuff of tt show. hmm.. went out with Ching today. went CityLink, Suntec n Queensway. there was a mother's day talentime fer kids or sth along tt line. there was this li'l couple who did a Latin Dance. OMG. i was Flabbergasted! they cld dance So well can? e girl shook her butt like there's no tml, oh sorry, wrong xpression. i meant she cld shake really well. hot! (did i also mention tt e kids r only like in primary sch e kind?) n this other li'l girl hu did Hiphop. she was so daring n cld shake too! danced to a re-mix. she's gonna be real hot when she grows up if she keep things tt way. oh wow! if only...................

*i think i'm daydreaming too much today. actually, i'm plain dreaming cuz its 246am*

n on to Queensway. bought 2 shorts :x n a top. e ppl dere were really friendly n nice today :*))) *or maybe i'm juz having good days recently X)* talked, crapped n laughed all e way. i mean seriously. all e way. siao charbohs, mi n ching. lazy to go into detail :*p u guys can try n imagine what we did n what i bought all tt to keep urself entertained.

it's Mothers' Day right now. I, Shirley Ang, hereby wish All Mothers a very HAPPY MAMA DAY! *sheesh, i cant stop acting cute even fer a bit* i meant, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!!!!!! muahmuahmuahhhhhhhhhh lurve y'all mothers! u guys, er, ladies, RAWK! u're e best! *psst, my mom is e best thou, don fite nono, mine's better :*PpP bleah! u loze! u cant even fite back fer urself! nannynannypoopoo!* erm, i'm not so chidlish all e time. juz recently a bit high (as in siao4, not tt i'm on drugs or anything. i mean DUH) so pardon me. *smiles sheepishly* :)

hmm... was supposed to eat out with my family but kor has to book in today. i mean he has alr booked in :*( kena confinement so he has to bk in 1 day earlier instead of e usual Sunday. so mean e ppl..... it's Mothers' day leh..... yea, so we postponed it to next wk or wad loh. kor went to look ard n saw a pendent n a pair of earrings which he wanted to get fer mummy but dint cuz we figured she wldnt wear it anyway. we bought her 1 e other time n she hasnt worn it yet. she doesnt really like to be extravagant. n we dismissed e idea of flowers n cakes too since she's not a big fan of flowers n i wld be e only 1 sharing e cake with her now tt kor's in camp n my dad dont really like cakes. plus she wldnt want us to waste e money i'm sure, cuz these things r more xpensive on such occasions.

talk bout chen4 huo3 da3 jie2. erm, i think tts wrong. i was gonna act all smart n throw in a proverb like i was breathing n it came out wrong. or m i right? i fergot. its in e Chen2 Yu3 bk... its bout *exp shopowners pushin up prices when there're alr li'l rations left during war* so i think i'm wrong again cuz it's not war or anitin but a special occasion. ok so juz ignore tis' whole part. *but u hafta read it all b4 u can noe what to ignore isnt it? hyuk hyuk *sniggers**

back to wher i was b4 i digressed. so i dint really buy anything. saw some massage stuff at Watsons n they're quite cheap so i thot of buyin 'em fer mummy but decided to think thru first n if i really want, i wld buy 'em tml. asked mom bout it n she told mi not to buy. hmm~ not exatcly cuz waste money lah but also other reasons which i'm too lazy to xplain. only bought her some cream fer her hands.

btw Ain asked mi out tml cuz she needed to get her top fer camp. haven reply her. thot i wld get all messed up n undecided again but i doubt so now. thanks leh u guys :*) i will relax n think slowly n stuff ok :*) u wld think this is really out of pt but its not. coz' i tink i wun be meetin her but wld juz stay home n do housework n everything tml den go get something fer mom den fetch her home from work :*))) plus i hafta pack some stuffs too...............

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Anyhow, i'm going to camp. yea, hafta pack fer it. will be from Mon to Thur. aw..... now now, dont shed tears fer me, i wld be back right? dont mizz me kae? ok juz a li'l not too much yea? erm, nah. mizz mi loads can? tag n tag n tag so i can c 'em wen i get back. wad e heck... Drama-mama :*l n btw my tagboard dont have any archives so i wun be able to c too many tags *actually these r xcuses fer myself if nobody tags so i can say "i noe, u guys r afraid i cant view others' tags right... so y'all never tag...*

back to e camp. i have no idea whatsoever what to pack. need so much stuff. n 2sets unwanted yet wearable clothes. i will bu4 se3 de2 still mah... how can lydat... how can need to throw away n say don wan us regret.... i noe! *ding! lightbulb goes off in bubble on top of head* maybe i can go buy a super ugly shirt tml den wear to camp n throw. siao! as i've said, siao!

hmm~ i'm not That enthu fer e Sports camp. actually not enthu at all :*l scare no frens :x; or everybody not "on" kind; or tt e activities r super lame; or or or... a lot... but on e emotional side, i wld mizz home............. :x don tink cuz i always go out, stay out or wad i dont mizz home. i remembered i cried during sec 1 orientation when we were singing "a hundred miles"? a hundred miles, a hundred miles, a hundred miles......... hundred miles away from home~~~ something like tt. shikin n i called home aft tt :x embarrassing huh? but truly, i mizz home easily. i mizz a lot things/ppl easily. i am not a emo basket caze! juz tt i feel a lot.....

let's stop b4 i go further. oh well, tis' a decent entry thou no fotos or wad. lazy n also never take pictures recently. yea... so my next entry wld probably be after my camp. hope my mummy wont mizz us kids too much plus her n dad will be alright by themselves. i love my family :*) hope kor's safe in camp.

ciaociao *:)
-sat aft midnite, 339am-


ps: this song keeps playin in my mind. ~A few times I've been around that track, So it's not just gonna to happen like that, Because I ain't no hollaback girl, I ain't no hollaback girl!~ actually its juz e part Gwen Stefani goes "Let me hear you say this shit is bananas, B-A-N-A-N-A-S" e bananas part keep swimmin' ard. b a anna anna n e b-a-n-a-n-a-s! btw, e song is called "Hollaback Girl" :*) cool eh? n guess wad? i found e video! musicvideocodes is up again! njoy~

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Saturday, May 07, 2005

feels so messy now. hahz.. supposed to be out today n tml but ended up slacked at home. tml i'm not sure still. dont noe if i'm going queensway or sentosa or nowher at all. dont noe if i sld buy shoes n such. so messy, like i said. undecisive me. planned to get my kor's advice den c how but he'll onli be back at night n it wld be too late to ask anybody out.

den he juz called n said he kena confinement so hafta be back tml. today buy dinner fer us with steph den he go out with frens liao. was hoping he wld be free ask him go queensway or wad with me, which wld be even better den can ask him wad to do fer mother's day too but neh~ not possible anymore :*(

juz noticed i am blabbering again.

btw, i went swimming with Ching on Wednesday n Bugis with mummy ydae. pei her go walk walk n stuff. den we went IMM. a li'l krazy we were. bought all junk food can? 50bucks fer junk food, hows tt? we bought Pringles, nougats, cakes, strawberries, whipped cream, biscuits, even Kinder Surprise :x etc etc.

i even found this!:

choco teddy biscuits! used to eat 'em when i was juz a teeny weenie li'l girlie.
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was thinking bout it sometime back n was rather shocked its still ard. used to eat from a larger blue box too but its e same lah, choco teddy biscuits. haha. reminiscing bout my childhood days... on e back of e package there's a paragraph saying "Harry, Sammy and Sonny are e three brothers from e Teddy Biscuits. Each of them has their own character. Harry with e frontal view, is a smart n responsible brother....." ohmygoodness! tt is such a useless piece of information! i was like laughing to myself when i read tt. lol. ok nvm ignore me.

i keep digressing huh? ok lets go back. oh yea, when goin out with my mom, she wld be like "u want ar? buy lah" towards whatever i had my hands on. felt a li'l bad lah cuz go out with her den she will let mi buy almost everything :*l

haiyo. i feel so messy. so much on my mind has still yet to be settled. hate tt feeling. cant blog properly also. blog again another time bah. toodleroos!

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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

-edited on tues

posted these pictures n i feel like going off to bed. its 256am now as i'm starting my entry. boohoohoo! what a dumb time fer me to start! but i tink i sld procrastinate no further becoz i noe i will keep dragging........(and also becuz i wanted e title to be "a very fun yesterday" instead of "a veri fun e day b4 yesterday" lol! sounds bad right? precisely.) actualli today is alr tml cuz its aft 12 but wad the heck!

yesterday was..... sunday! Labour day? i think so! e 1stofMay2005! marks e day my pals n i went to East Coast! wanted to do tt fer some time n juz nice my frens wanted to do it too since it cld be a gathering as well :*))) 6 of us, BeeSuan, Brian, SanDong, Chenmin, HuiChing n i went :*)

we arranged to meet up at ard 11 n to go by train. surprisingly, i was e earliest, den Ching, n both of us reached J.E earlier than Dong, Bee n Brian! Chenmin came in at Bugis. e train ride was uper fast, i think it was becoz we were chatting n crapping non-stop all e way. got to Bedok n we stopped at e hawker centre as Ching n Dong wanted to eat. actually, we stood in a cirle outside e hawker centre fer a while, contemplating if we sld eat dere first. *yea we always stand in a circle in e middle of nowher*

we sat down in e end *on e seats of cuz. duh* n they went off to ged food. only chenmin n i werent hungry. she drank her sugarcane juice while i stoned. i only bought fried oysters when they almost finished their food since they urge me to in caze i get hungry. ended up i ate n drank onli a li'l.

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enuff with boring stuffs! we took bus n reached East Coast. first thing we did was to rent RollerBlades. it was so embarassing can! Bee, Ching n i cldnt rollerblade tt well so e rest helped Bee while a staff(female) helped Ching n..... another staff(guy) helped me. of all people to help me.

we started off quite unsteadily but got used to it after some time. i caught up with e pace, Bee too (i remember now tt she learnt it b4 in Taf :X) what bout Ching? lol. e poor thing. she fell quite some times n was lagging behind. so comical lah she. forever wan leh. as fer me, i dint exactly fall; i did those swinging hands n flapping arms in big circular motions tingy to regain my balance. *i think i'd rather fall since i wld look better* e Humps were e scary parts. haha..

after an hr, we went to return e rollerblades.......... n of all times fer mi to look bad, it was then. i cldnt get up e slope from e side n e staff had to be dere lah. Brian, min n Ching went back e other path while me, bee n dong e slope. cuz actually we wanted to go Mcdonalds first n return e rollerblades later but e rest returned alr so... yea. oh, e staff(guy) had to help mi up e slope n i bet i looked as helpless(if not worse) than at e start. bet they thot i was terrible all along e way :*( yet Ching seem to have managed to do better. what e heck!

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nvm, we went to e bowling alley after e rollerblading. we turned from Super Hot to Super Cold! put our names on e waiting list to bowl (6 to a lane) n we went up to check out e Arcade. sat at e stairs n crapped, as usual. wanted to play e DDR like juz challenge ourselves, form into 3 pairs n such but we dint in e end. lol. went down to bowl.

Ching thought it weird to wear shorts n bowling shoes. haha.. but of cuz we did anyway. e machine got problem de loh... ChenMin(she was after me) keep gettin high scores from my leftover pins. like if i have a 1 pin left, she will juz need to knock down 1 n get a strike n still get her 2nd turn(u get 2 trys mah). *what if she got another strike? wldnt tt be too many pts fer a turn?* yea, most of 'em got higher scores than supposed to xcept me :*( haha.. but e scores dint matter since its all in e name of fun :*) btw, e jelly dere suc*ed :x e game ended n Chenmin was e winner, followed by me i think. haiya, doesnt matter. we had fun *:)


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lalalaaa~ we went back to e rental of rollerblades area n rented bicycles. Brian n i got our single bikes (oh yea, i can cycle alr, since last chalet :*p) first since there were no more doubles left fer Bee, Dong, Min n Ching. parked 'em aside n sat down to wait. wait n wait....... in e mosquito-infested area........ n we were itchy all over! *i counted n realized i had 9 bites!* soon, we were ready to go!

Bee n Min took off really fast (btw chenmin was e 1 hu cldnt cycle), i had a li'l difficulty at first n brian was really smooth while Dong n Ching (Ching cldnt cycle) struggled to start. hahaha! tt was hilarious can! i cycled *i was not all tt steady but still, i cld cycle* to e front n stopped cuz Dong n Ching cldnt start. Brian went back to help 'em as i looked after our bikes *woots, sound like motorbikes*

i stood at e side n scratched n scratched my 9 bites. ppl hu walked by were giving me e "hmm? what-r-u-doing-there-scratchin-yet-standing-dere-not-moving-look." also e checking mi out look. i was almost afraid they were gonna ask "how much?" almost. haha :*p they went to change e double bike to a lower one n after some time they were off! *all e while Bee n Min were no longer in sight alr. haha*

i was so proud of myself! i cycled all e way to Bedok Jetty! tt was a first fer me!!! we stopped a few times to wait fer each other thou. Dong n Ching crashed into me once n i hurt myself again. i think its a souvenir i ged each time i cycle. lol! have a picture of my scratched-leg but i find it useless to post it up so i dint. btw, it rained on e way! reached e jetty n saw a ice-cream man :*) all of us bought ice-cream to eat*duh? if nt play? :x* thou it was rather cold. chenmin ate 2. haha.. cycled all e way in with Dong on e double bike. i tell u, it was so nice on e double bike, dont cycle also can since i was behind. hyuk hyuk. but while i was njoying, Ching was pushin my single bike on e way. so ke lian! cycled back straight n ran to her fer my bike.

it was nearing 7pm n my bag was stashed in e locker which closes at 7. at tt pt in time, Brian's n Bee's double were spoilt. frantic ar! *only my bag was in e locker since e rest of 'em carried sling bags but not me :X* i cant cycle fast yet n e fastest of us all (brian) was having trouble with his bike. Chenmin tried to cycle n mastered it almost immediately *smart eh?* so Bee n i took off first with e double after Brian fixed it. *phew* but it was rather scary cuz we know e bike wasnt all tt reliable anymore n all e way e pedals felt so loose like e chain was about to come off at any time. Bee n i calmed ourselves n juz kept going fer my bag :x i'm so troublesome *hangs head down in shame*

finally, we reached e place n returned e bike. took my bag out from e locker n heaved a sign of relief(in e end they dont close it so early loh. we were supposed to return e bikes 10mins aft 7 n ended up they close ard tt time too). sat down to rest while waiting fer e rest to arrive. Brian was last, e poor dear. one side of e pedal dropped off alr so he cld only cycle on 1 side! he had to push e pedal up each time it goes down n such! which reminds me of this sides-clutching incident:

Brian was trying to fix his bike at Bedok Jetty while holding e pedal in 1 hand n SMART Ching went : hey! u got SCREWDRIVER with u ar?! hahahah...! she thot he borrowed from e ice-cream uncle! we were all laughing like mad till she realized her folly.

ok back to where i was b4 i digressed. all of us waited fer Brian n played e what number game. like "zhong1 ji2 mi3 ma3" but w/o e dare. e loser will pick another fren to run n buy a cake to surprise Brian when he returns. Ching lost but was reluctant to go so she wanted us to play another round to get e other person. after all e crap, Brian was back alr. LOL! so, no cake :x oh his birthday was e day b4 actually.

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Bee n i have been craving fer Seoul Garden fer some time n ydae, she wanted to eat some good food. we walked by a steamboat area n decided to have dinner dere. told e person wher we wanted to sit n went to Mcdonalds to wash up. e toilet was super packed sia. Chenmin was standing under e aircon at e entrance n Bee stood beside her n ended up lying on her back. den Ching went over n... haiyo. cant xplain, its e kind of thing u have to be dere fer. haha! tt was really funny too!

At e steamboat place......


***after leaving this post hanging halfway, i no longer feel tt upbeat bout e outing (i still do, but not as much :x) n e mood to finish it :x i shall anyhow anyhow end it den :*p***

we ate quite some stuffs n i burnt myself a few times :x ChenMin was like "still dare sae u f&n de" haha.. wth! i wasnt all tt full sia, no feeling when we were done eating; yet e others seemed really full.

oh, actually we surprised Brian with e cake at e start of our meal. Bee n Dong went off to Coffeebean(i think) to geddit. sang him e traditional happy bdae song. he made a wish n blew out e candles. haha.. Bee always sae "cui1 cake" instead of "cui1 candles" den Ching n i will pretend to blow at e cake instead. happens all e time sia. tt time kbox also lydat. hor Bee? :X technically, cui1 candles also wrong is cui1 diao4 candles mah? ok nvm. ignore me~


happy 18th birthday Brian! *psst! Bee n Dong says they decor e cake with m&ms n arranged e m&ms so it looks like e no. 18! but we DINT REALIZE AT ALL! even e bday boy dint notice* now tt i look at it thou, i finally c e number. lol!

yup. den we asked e staff to help us keep e cake in e fridge first. after our steamboat meal, we asked fer it. e staff were rather nice :*) they moved us to a clean table n even gave us plates n forks all tt (or is it with e cake? nah i doubt so). hey btw i c Brian like "urm3 chio3-ing" in e picture. tou1 siao4 in chinese. e cake was quite delicious n i rem e scene as a funny one. lol. crappy n droppin a slice of e cake n all.

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hmm~ Bee n i asked e rest if they wanted to play Bumper Cars cuz we saw a sorta "theme park" on e way back to return e bikes. n so we went over....

In e whole "theme park", only e Bumper Cars was working -___________-" its $3 a person n we all played. well, xcept Dong as she dint wan to. she recorded a video of us using Bee's hp instead. there weren't much ppl dere, juz a few of their own ppl so we were like thinking if we cld ask e staff to let us play longer. i asked Chenmin to use her "mei3 ren2 ji4" but she dint. haha..

when it ended, we just sat dere n refused to leave :X e staff told us to knock their frens out but we dint really bump 'em so they were like "c lah i ask u all knock 'em out u all never how can let u play longer" Rubbish! as if can knock e whole car out! after awhile we stood up n grumbled n said it was Brian's bdae n all. lol! den 1 weird pehpeh told Brian to go over n talked to him. we were freaked out a li'l but realized tt he's one of 'em.

e weird pehpeh told us since it's Brian's bdae, he wld let us play fer just $2 each. so wth loh, we played another round. this time all bumping e outsider/staff's frens. it was fun :*))) it ended really fast thou. Cheater! $2 den shorter right?!

took this while waiting fer our turn...

Chen Min n me! cant stan it yea i noe i look fugly. but i dont have any fotos with her so i want to post it up. haha.. chenmin looks cute :*) e backgrd is e rest of e rides fer e "themepark" bleah

oh well, all good things must come to an end :*( after tt we were heading home alr. none too early i think, cuz we were rather broke alr *btw e steamboat costed 17bucks* :x chenmin left by cab while e rest of us walked ard lookin fer buses. it was i think 11plus n some of e buses had ended fer e night so we hadta find others.

yadda yadda yadda... n we were on e train.


puckerin my lips up a li'l cuz i wanted to kizz Bee. yelch! she's supposed to act totally disgusted while lookin my way but she dint do it! so ended up onli i look stupid. lol! spot my pimple(which is darn obvious)

n we were back in cck...


took with Ching at e bus stop at cck. i look so shag n fugly here too but i wanted to post this cuz i tink ching looks really gd here. reminds me of ShanYu from bo1 li2 xie2. e fringe bah, n tt oh-i-am-so-innocent smile n eyes? nice pic fren!

below is a totally-worthless picture. no meaning or anything at all but i juz felt like posting it up.


as e line says, tt is Ching's index finger (not tt sure maybe its thumb) i posed nicely in front of my hp n she thot i wasnt really going to take our picture so she put her finger nicely at tt circular area. i look nice here right? :X
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fergot to mention, i saw a fan of mine, gsp. haha. fan of mine. bleah. dont noe y i can be sumbody's idol but *shrugs* he was on e same train as me. den took e same bus back loh. Ching keeps referring to him as GPRS instead. haha.. so funny :*p

okok. PHEW! *wipes imaginery sweat off forehead* i'm finally done with this entry. Anyhow, it is by far my looongest entry ever *like duh?*. n i guess too much content makes it boring since i'm such a boring blogger n all but hurhur... what e heck again. since it's ma blog n i can do whatever i want. i can bore u all to tears if i feel like it. wahahahaha! :*l

*yawns* i shall stop here at 203am, wednesday, 4may05 *:) oh, still need to add color n stuff. ok bb!

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Sunday, May 01, 2005

i'm bushed from all e housework i've done just now. lets see.....

i mopped e whole hse n when it's dry, i swept cuz juz mopping doesnt seemed clean enuff somehow. i had to bend down *ooh my aching back* n use tissues to pick up e hair n all tt cldnt be mopped up. only god knows how many tissues i've used! e wastepaper bins were full with tissues man.

yea aft tt i was really tired alr n went to bathe. aft which i somehow had to wash e bathroom. hahz... den i soaked my clothes n stuff. den i decided to pack my room, clean e chairs, shelves, make my bed n even sit *do u sit bears?* my Metoyou bears so they look nice on ma bed.

i tell u, it doesnt seem a lot or tiring but it sure was! totally shag ar~! spent so many hrs can. till like 11plus mom came back. was gettin' worried cuz she's normally back earlier but nvm she's home. hahz.. after all my hard work, e food mummy bought was e perfect thing. *easily pleased lady* lol. anyhow, it was fried kway teow.... w/o bean sprouts!! *YUM* mom requested tt thou i dint tell her to :*) i finished e whole packet, onli leaving behind e "hams" <-- hokkien. *is it clams? er, cockles? i tink its clams.. or.. i dont noe*

den i used comp. tadah~ now conferencing with Ching n Brian. i'm using my hse fone n holdin e fone with my already aching neck n shoulder. BAWL! T.T <--i believe its e first time i'm using tt sign.

Phew! *wipes sweat off forehead* what a productive day. feels rather good too :*) going East Coast tml. not feeling so dark anymore. heex..

anyway, i know tt this entry is utter "crapness". but whatever lah huh...? *ooh.. my neck hurts...* oh btw, i feel like puking (i know its gross) too u noe. having headache as well. think i did too much stuff today.

urge to drink coffee but mom was like "later cant ged to slp den tml cannot wake up ar" yea, she knows how bored i am at home these few days so i sld so go fer e outing tml instead of oversleeping at home. ok nevermind.

i sld stop my blabbering. *my neck my neck!* okok bb :*)))

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