and when she speaks
Friday, December 30, 2005
i sld be chionging project now but again got one of those comments they so rub me the wrong way.u ppl have no idea how much shit i've gotten bout my course being WAH so easy ar, so gd ar. screw u yea? those who knows nuts pls, dont come n irritate me. since last time i get ppl saying like WHY u choose Ech?! (like u noe, its sucha stupid course n all) aft that as they resign to fate that i love my course, they go "WAH SO GD u guys got no comment test... so RELAC!" *smacks ur head hard* (n tt time a guy hu said this to me had onli ONE common test) we have a lot of projects all yr long cuz our course is mostly hands-on. yaya I NOE u have ur share of projects too... what? 1? 2? 3? oh how i pity u. i kind of have 6 on my hands at e moment n they are all due soon. huh? my projects? easy? whats cognitive? ecologicalsystem? transition? u noe them? n those are onli e basic words. during this 2 wks break, i had lessons e whole of e first wk n e second wk, i'm chionging my projects. oh gosh, sorry, u had to study fer ur wad? 2 common tests these 2 wks? that sounds horrible. how i wldnt love to trade places with u.i'm not making it sound as if my course is dam hard or wad but pls, stop making it seem so dam much easier than ur course, esp when u knoe nuts bout it. it turns me off a lot. at least my course is fun? duh, have u considered tt might be because i like it? y did u choose UR course if u DONT like it?ok shall stop. a fren called mi n i have regained my composure. one day i shall post sth nice n happy instead of all these kidna stuffs. hehs. oh since i'm so mean alr, i shall say this -to hell with those Banglas, esp on xmas eve.
there, much lvoe to e rest of the world, shir :)
her
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12:32 AM;;
Thursday, December 29, 2005
i am down with high fever again. ya still sick since e last time n today i juz got worse.. felt real cold e whole day n sumhow i knew i was fallin sick.. last nite headache too den today koff till chest pain so surprise surprise, i am dam sick again. i think this time e fever might be cuz i too fan2 den tension headache loh.. a lot things i fan bout now den insisted on going centre n sarah's hse tml tilll my mom kept saying n i cldnt think str. when i tried to do my project. den juz suddenli i realized, i need a break. i need to relax. i sldnt be so fan over certain things; sumtimes i juz worry too much fer my own gd (tt came out wrong but wth) i think too much n i try to plan too much. so i decided to guai guai take actifast panadol n heck everyting.. no more worrying bout time, centre visit, dance, money,........................ EVERYTHING.i. n.e.e.d a. b.r.e.a.k
her
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3:55 PM;;
Friday, December 23, 2005
haha.. i dont even noe y i'm here blogging now!am ultra busy la, wad with sch n nra n xmas coming along... did some gift wrapping n stuffs today! love my end results *or maybe cuz e wrappin paper was/is beautiful*! i personalized e gifts by like doin sth handicrafty like card or wad den decorate e thingy den tadah~! but still haven done e stuffs fer poly frens yet! got stuck at packing tml's bag cuz theres WAY too much to bring -fer sch, fer dance n fer bbq n tonning...will be rushing everywher tml but i think it wld be a fun day! at least i hope?! thou i'm still sick *actualli i got worseT.T* n sldnt eat bbq food n my vision blurs once in awhile these 2 days cuz i'm so heaty i keep having those yecky stuff in my eye.. :*( freaky... like kena wad disease or tt i need glasses CHOY! there i go again~~~ shall come back to blog when i'm free *den i doubt it will ever really happen haha* meanwhile, Happy Holidays! ///thou i don have any holiday :x. MERRY CHRISTMAS FOLKS! go get urself a nice xmas hat n BIG candy cane at least k!!! :*)
her
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3:59 PM;;
Friday, December 16, 2005
hello! dont noe y i'm here blogging.. but i realized i tend to come here when i need to study.. haha.. yup, gotta study fer a quiz tml but later la huh? tml is supposedli my last day of sch den 2 wks term break.... BUT. ended up?! i have to GO BACK TO SCH EVERY FREAKING DAY OF THE WEEK!!! n its even worse than normal sch days cuz its darn long. den mon, wed, fri got dance. i think i can die alr. friday its worst la! planned to celebrate early xmas with bee n e rest cuz other days not all free.. den i'm supposed to go buy e bbq stuff n all... now? i hafta go sch fer class from 9am-4pm den dance from 4-530 *which will sure end later than tt* then rush down to dong's hse fer e bbq. so sweaty n gross den bbq den bathe?! den ton till fri/24th den countdown. hope i wont be too tired to enjoy anitin :*( oh well.. i shallnt grumble too much.. thou i really have been so busy n tired recently; btw sch n nra, i aint really got e time to go out n njoy... plus i'm so broke.. its like i need a job cuz of cca, need buy a lot stuffs n all but its also cuz of it i aint got e time to work. eh? like mention b4.. hahz.. nono, shallnt grumble. gotta persevere if i wan to dance well... i think i really feel myself improving loads from e start.. like u noe when popeye eat spinach den e energy lvl goes up with e sound *dengdengdengdeng* ok craps.. but ya, like certain steps i hate cuz i cant do, i can alr! n my stamina's better too.. shall work harder! ok.. tml got quiz on brain development.. gonna study a bit n be guai fer once :/*god knows how long i'm sick alr.. when i get sick, i never seem to get well. really shall stop my junk food kae.. really......... oh n thanks to nique fer helpin me spell popeye. i fergot how it was spelt... haha <3
her
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3:59 PM;;
Monday, December 12, 2005
craving?
hows tt? its actualli my new frenstar pic zzz.. cuz veri long never touch frenstar den never change pic or profile like so dead so yea.. e caption is actualli "craving fer sth sweet? (e icecream la duh)" lol.. if u're wonderin y i'm eating ice cream when i'm still sick (yes i am n if u do not even noe tt i suggest u go bang ur comp screen thank u), i dont noe y either. when i'm sick i love ice cream *hu am i kiddin? i always love ice cream* but when i have sore throat, sumhow i feel its ok to eat sth soothing.. thou i have a bad koff too but lets ferget tt yea? so recentli i have been eating loads of ice cream.. like Mc's ice cream, yami yoghurt, sch ice cream etc... ya i have so little self-discipline.....so ya, obviousli i got worse. juz went to e doc again today. now den i noe private doc's so ex.. n tt i've been spoilt fer like 17 yrs of my life? i have onli been to e polyclinic twice (yup so even fake mc i go private) n i'm grumbling... lets c, today i went doc e fees was... 42bucks! i go polyclinic e other time it was... less than 10bucks! tsk tsk... i shallnt be so spoilt anymore.. shall go polyclinic nxt time if i'm not super sick.....btw i sick till darn xin ku. koff till i puke *pro right?* n voice ultra sexy now -.-" skipped dance on sat... gonna catch up on mon thou i feel so weak. recentli behaving more healthily *sick ma* like i drink a lot of plain water, slp early n up early... feels kinda gd actualli.. i cant even slp late cuz of e med they make mi oh-so-drowsy-n-weak. quite bad of me to onli behave guai when i'm sick.. y cant i be lydat too when i'm fit? gets me wondering sometimes.. its onli when sth happens then u realise oh! i sldnt have been like tt! u noe?on a totally irrelevant note, heres yiling n me:
slacking in np library
actualli not very irrelevant sia.. can link. but i feel like using tt phrase act smart cannot ar? ya.. sch's gonna end fer this term *YIPPEE* but i have a lot of projects undone.. gonna do 1 later.. oh anyways, i think yiling looks real pretty in this pic. lolrecentli i've juz been busy with e same old things.. sch, dance, mahjong? caught saw2 also.. EEKS! its e eekiest movie i've ever watched. 1st time watch horror till cry cuz i cldnt take watchin e pain n gross stuffs.. but i admit e plot was gd la.. i watched e midnite movie with nra peeps aft going to support our seniors n daphne at e lime sonic bang in town.. den din dare to go home so mi n seowting crashed at peiyi's hse :*) i wan to watch chronicles of narnia n memoirs of a geisha too sia... so broke thou. (anybody wan to treat me? lol -.-") zzz... hols coming i broke cham liao. hmm.. ya den fri i dint have sch so i er.. went to pluck my brows! gosh. 1st time. haha.. it wasnt as terrifyin as ppl tell mi but oh well.. my mom wld go "aiya! u're a girl.. tts e price of beauty.. nxt time when u grow up...." if she sees wad i have written. lol.. so ya aft tt chill with bee.. oops on thur i mahjong with nique n e rest :*) den ydae which was sat i mahjong-ed with bee, ching n brian. den at night played a bit of pool, slacked den home.. felt bad to skip dance but still go out but sigh.. too weak to dance. yup, den today sun liaos. time flies eh?so er.. tt day when i slacked with bee.. we went to buy junk food -.-"
er... marshmallow! nice!
i wanted to buy e ultra long marshmallow but was sold out but e one i was eating also not bad la.. bout e length of 4 pens. lol...
her
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4:35 AM;;
tried a few times but sumhow cldnt put this pic in along with e rest so i shall juz post it in another entry...
sarah, me n yiling at imm// another sarah n e kiddos// mi n them// made with e fruits i was eating in canteen2// duh// another fruity person but with more honeydew// k2 baobeis// 1 of my fav. kid// us again
ok, tts all :*) hope i feel better soon! thanks fer all e concern u guys :*)
her
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4:15 AM;;
Saturday, December 03, 2005
its a dumb day alright.. i shallnt explain in detail y, so u guys are supposed to imagine urself.actually, its juz a dumb morning.. its kind of due to a certain FP project tts due juz now n i was chionging it since last night. practically worked at it till 6am n woke up at 830 in e mornin to do it again. from there, everything seemed to go haywire n i felt like shyt. the number of expletives (esp e word fcuk) i exclaimed aloud since e morning are more than i can count with my fingers n toes combined. -yeah that much-all in all, it was a bad morning fer a number of us, esp me, shafikah n weiqi. even shron n ama. i think bad karma runs in our grp... LoL.oh well... i left home at approximately 1130am n i got home at 230pm -.-" cabbed home with a fren from sch since daniel said she was going my way n yay, we can share cab! think tts the shortest time i've been out, like go sch n stuffs. wths right... now back home. going out with bee n her cousins later to catch chicken little (for e umpteen time, i DO NOT look like Chicken Little ok! n i am not going to watch my own show -.-") den probably dinner... i think e show's kinda dumb leh but oh well... speaking of dinner, i'm still quite sick. headache's gone but my throat's still horrible :*( stupid doc said its ok :/ been eating sick food *porridge etc* fer days... wad can i eat later?! we shall c.. maybe maple in awhile den go out.. tml go dance practice at 830! love ya all byeee'*thanks for all the ppl hu showed concern when u knew tt i was/am sick... they do make a difference :*)
her
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7:21 AM;;
Thursday, December 01, 2005
hello! obviously i skipped sch again today cuz *points below* lookit e time! i am never home this early on a sch day! sighs. i dint skip on purpose k *ya i skipped accidentally :/* i mean... i'm still sick lahs. like duh, do u recover tt quickly? i can still feel like sth moving in my head when i shake it or wad.. still having tt headache loh.. n my throat is killing me tt i am sucking tt yecky lozenges e doc gave :*(so far i have skipped 3 lectures this sem... not so bad la huh :x e 1st one was i think i needed more sleep so i slept thru a morning lecture n went fer e later one :x den ydae got mc covering n today juz well, no mc but still sick wads. geezhope i feel better when i get to e studio later.. n don like feel weak halfway thru a routine.. yup, i'm going fer nra. ya i noe, skip lecture, go dance? but so long never dance alr n cant afford to miss practice la later so hard to catch up. sighs. hope hope hope i feel better :*(
her
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6:28 AM;;
