you know Shirley is really sick when....

-there is free kfc but she doesnt want to eat 'em
-there are lots of junk food around her but she doesnt want to eat 'em
-she hasnt even eaten breakfast and is 1038pm
-she slept her Whole Friday away
-she is in blogger typing an entry bout being sick

im so bored. i hate today. had so much plans but ended up i cld only sleep. high fever (NO not the feeling high kind) fer e Whole day, like wtf? managed to hang on from 10+am till 5am to go childcare, buy hp and wait fer my brother to cut his hair. and as we reached the clinics, they're ALL closed till like 7? wths. feel like wallowing in self-pity fer awhile. lol.

i skipped training again. most probably skipping tml too. i seem to have skipped a lot of classes recently... maybe... i dunno.. hai... ... what a (%(%)*&#@^@&)# wrong time to get sick, w all the assignments due soon and things to do everyday. hope i get well by tml cuz its Keegan's bdae n im gg mos... burger? :x and sunday gg again. eeks. shall go wallow in self-pity fer a bit yea.

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2:45 PM;;

took waaay too many photos recently n i think i'll die from uploading if i try to put them all here. almost died from updating my frenstar only. so why not you check out my frenstar instead?

http://www.friendster.com/3217204

no silly, the number at the back's NOT my handphone number.

..

anyway, i simply CANT resist posting this picture up. check out our classic expressions. LOL


you evil pokes. laugh at us when we're gg to be crated.

oh and i fergot to post this up in frenstar.. Ange said the penguins were talking so...


well tts bout it for now. Happy holidays everyone (:
-scoots off to try starting on assignments

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2:31 PM;;

her
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7:22 PM;;

i can never communicate with you.
im disappointed once again. i learnt not to have anymore expectations so that i wldnt be pained with disappointment.

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6:14 PM;;

*hah-choo! im ohsosick. wheeee~

anyways, my previous post was not all about one thing la but i guess i somehow portrayed it tt way. its nt all bout dance ok :x tts all i want to say.

and er, im feeling quite good today. wonder why. lol. (: tee-hee. im off to bb mc (MC AGAIN) to meet my long lost buddies or they wld have forgotten my existence alr. just like all of you. (act emo) :x

x)



"why is there no milkshake at the milkshake party? oh because there's RedIce!" :/ -REDice! vodka REDbull. my REDtobronze highlights. RED cars. RED stairs. RED toilets. RED rubberbands. RED earrings. RED pen in front of me. sorry my fetish is getting out of hand. :)

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9:24 PM;;

i have so much of work to do now but yet i dont feel like doing any of it. i dont feel like going to school, i dont feel like studying.

right now, im not really looking forward to dance too.. i hate the feeling of going there alone, ending class and going home straight, alone too. (today seriously scuked.) no more late night suppers, chilling, catching the last bus. no more getting high over the same songs cause we learnt the choreo together. no more meetin up to slack till training starts together. it's just too weird. i know i have you Erena, wilbert, angel.... but it's no longer the same. im sure u guys feel it too. see erena u've influenced me too. Hah....

here's emo me part 2 :/


it's the first time i cant seem to be able to express myself.
the first time i feel so lost and confused.
the first time i feel so alone in a sea of people. and i dont know who i can talk to. it doesnt matter though, cause it's also the first time i dont want to talk about it.

seriously, i have no idea what's going on, what im doing. just let me hide away, leave me be (but then again nobody's there for me to stop me from hiding away. haha.).

dont know why im getting affected by these small lil things recently. i really hate to be. i DONT WANT to be. .. im sorry to be ranting here (but i doubt many's reading so it doesnt really matter) but this seems to be my only outlet. hi Blogger, my new buddy. thanks fer being here. anyw, i'll still be like the same ol' me when you guys see me ard sch or sth so dont worry, i wont go all weird on you. i've mastered the act of feigning nonchalance or simply, the act of acting. it's a skill you need, you know.


the feeling's unbearable. really unbearable.

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4:11 PM;;

im coughing my lungs out again. hurray

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3:30 PM;;