and when she speaks
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
YAY im sick again :( woke up late today (dunno hus fault. lol) and mom suggested to skip sch n visit e doctors instead. as i feel as if my lungs are coming out each time i cough, i agreed -.- 2days mc from the doc. 30bucks. skipped 4 hrs of class alr, later still got class at like 2? same module as what i have skipped earlier. maybe sld go so can stall next time den skip. lol. dance fer these 2 nights again. actually i sld just skip all classes these 2 days n just go fer dance. yep.it seriously scukkkkkksssss being sick!!! i have a blocked nose, my throat hurts, the cough is giving me 6pacs(how to spell? lol) and my ulcer aint helping. shall go take my medicine (ya i'll just take but nt eat 'em ..)*grumbles-thank god for my pillar of support
her
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2:58 PM;;
Friday, October 20, 2006
sometimes you just feel as if you want to hide away.
her
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6:17 PM;;
Monday, October 16, 2006
rants;;
sch's starting...... nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
dreaddreaddreaddreaddreaddreaddread
and i think im startin to get sick. boohoos :(
hope its a good week.
psst: st, sometimes i really wonder if horoscopes are really true. hahs.
her
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5:37 PM;;
Sunday, October 15, 2006
wheee. love the late nights. or rather, early mornings? its been one hell of a week (: actually, come to think of it, its one hell of er, 2 wks? past 2 wks were rather crazy. coming back in e morning everyday is fun. cant seem to get enough of a night laa. i sooo dont want sch to start now :( (aiyo why my sentences like no link to the next)
went clubbing again last night. phuture was darn packed la. somehow the girls liked it more than mos the other day but i think i prefer the latter.. lol. not so packed n hot. ehh realized i dint take much pictures when i go clubbing. only a few were taken cuz others initiated it. oh wells... went fer a drink in town after the last song and took 190 back in the morning. had breakfast at Mc with zong n Simon Says (LOL) b4 heading home ard 10am. woke up in e evening. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i cant seem to link my thoughts together. haha. i shall blog some other day.dont know y i always do silly things. why am i always the one to apologise when its not my fault in the first place? hate me today~~ hate me tml~~ -.-and i so dont want to think anymore...
her
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10:37 AM;;
Thursday, October 12, 2006
its 5am now. just got home and bathed. waiting fer hair to dry again (but will just end up sleepin when its still wet) :/ i still have no idea what im gg to do about all these issues. they're really causing me to be unhappy; every little thing seems to be able to affect me. i hate this feeling.
But they all seem trivial as compared to this other thing... i hope everything will turn out fine kie.. i really do believe that good begets good. i'll pray for him too. be strong yea.. and pls rem that im here if you need someone (:
-late nights-
her
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8:15 PM;;
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
i dont think i'll ever be able to blog bout happy things anymore. hah. or at least fer awhile. because everytime i finally come right down to it, it turns out be be an unhappy thing. i dont think im making much sense. but argh. i wonder why the whole world is gettin' emo now. sometimes i wonder who i can talk to. tts why my msn nick was "sometimes i really wonder" fer awhile -.-" in the end it seems as if every1 is talking bout feeling the same way. maybe we're all just selfish creatures. why must people say/do things that they know others wldnt like if they knew about it? why start all these in the first place? are you plain jealous? well, grow up cause you dont intimidate me nor do you bring me down AT ALL. (: i pity you though, if you have to say bad things about others to make yourself feel better. because i know and i bet you know that deep down, u're just jealous. i just hope for the people ard me to be happy. truly. and i hope to be happy too...
her
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4:30 PM;;
Saturday, October 07, 2006
its 726 am! and i just got home! actually i just bathed, need to wait fer hair to dry b4 hitting the sack. finally went clubbing today. it was a great 1st time yea. got to know a lot of new ppl... hehs. all nice ppl (: and still got ppl send my frens n i back. gosh. shall go into details when i wake up er later? (actually im still wide awake)i even chatted with the newspaper uncle on the lift! he's on his sat morning workin giving out newspapers n im still on my fri night. LOL.
her
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10:31 PM;;
been really busy these few weeks. just got home from Mab's bdae bbq. Happy Birthday Mab and Shruts! love you guys. love the taxi ride with 6 of us squeezing at the back (oops mabel u not inside :x) and me sitting on the middle floor thingy. the escargot tasted nice but it was a scary experience, still is. i can imagine it crawling in my tummy now and it'll take forever to pass out from my body cause a snail's freakin' slow. what if it eats up my organs? what a horrible thought. be careful, my lungs. i dont know how to continue this lame-ness anymore so i shallnt.
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i think im getting damn good at pretending now. pretending that no such thing is happening. pretending that certain things dont matter to me at all.i am happy. all i have to do is keep reminding myself that so that i'll be convinced.
her
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2:51 AM;;
Thursday, October 05, 2006
shyt. im gettin' emo. argh
can everybody like, grow up? FUCK.
her
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6:05 PM;;
