heya. i haven been feeling well recently. bad case of stomach flu:((( all i could and feel like doing is sleep. went to e centre and went back during my break and skipped e next day. funniest thing i ever heard from a doctor...
"oh it's okay if you dont eat for a few days. because your stomach cannot handle food. hmm.. just drink water? ya"
and i was like WIDE-EYED-organs-jumping-out 'DONT EAT FOR A FEW DAYS?!' am i THAT sick? i think i would probably die from hunger instead (oh btw im reading my 4th series from the 7deadly sins by Wasserman. talk bout this later) yea, let me wallow in self-pity a lil longer in hopes of receiving TLC from ma blog readers. -.- i tell you, stomach flu is NOT fun. everybody (ok well not everybody, but FEMALES) actually ask me 'how to geddit huh? i also want leh. jian fei da ji hua' because you cant eat much and you have diarrhoea every like nanosecond (i mean every few mins. seriously! till your butt hurts and the toilet is like a haunted mansion to you) and well afterwhich you'll lose weight. used to always be 43kg, flucuating btw 42.5 and 43.5? now im like 41kg. ANGELIA and SARAH! i dont need to start my exercise program anymore!
ok as i said, stomach flu is not a good thing to have. you feel weak all over and you wont know how to make yourself feel better. in fact, im not fully recovered yet. :( i want to recover and eat my junkfood and gain back my ulcers. ... ok enough wallowing.
wonder why i mentioned the 7 Deadly Sins by Wasserman? cause the last sin to be convicted is gluttony or sth, which links to hunger. right? right. been reading it since the first of the series caught my attention with a darn prettay maroon cover w e title LUST over it. haha. am reading the 4th, wrath right now. wheee. its really nice i tell you. have SLOTH on my hands too. muahaha.
oh ya before i end, i must really say this. it's when you are most tired out and cant have your own leisure time, your house or simply, your bed, you miss it the most! times like training camp and all, but most importantly, times when you're at your CHILDCARE CENTRE. i really really miss my home and my bed. esp when im sick like these few days. after almost a week of being at the centre 9am to 5pm, you really feel all drained out. i cant explain the feeling. i guess only fellow ECH Educators will understand my plight. i mean, when you pat the children to sleep and they refuse to sleep, you feel like URGH. I Would Love To Sleep Right Now CAN?! yea. but you will still smile sweetly and pat them. wait till they wake up and continue your teacher role. i still adore kids, but being ard them 24/7 as teacher and replying to their every whims and needs, you cant help but feel suffocated. yep, i think that's the word.
i cant wait fer my 2 weeks break, even if it's to rush all my projects and lesson plans. i cant wait to go back to being a child again. being the child, not the adult.
