and when she speaks
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Nra Danzation was great. It is finally over. after months of training and being with Nra people everyday, forgo-ing school and spending little time with other friends and family. i cant believe its really over. im so going to miss the times we had. am already missing them now :( this just keep going on in my headthis is what we dream aboutbut the only question with me (us) nowis Do I (we) make you proud......stronger than i've ever beennever been afraid of standing outDo i (we) make you proud......hah... i wished my parents had been there. i wished i have asked everybody but i didnt. thats my only regret ok other than the fact tt i dint take enough pictures.. send me if u happen to see my face in ur camera ok! out of point. so anyway, im thankful to so many people. thanks to NRA and Ann especially for this wonderful opportunity.. thanks to the people who went. i feel as if you guys are one step closer to me now..thanks to my besties in Nra (Songting, Mingming, Py, Wilbert etc) for all the rubbish. lolthanks to my family.. sorry for all the late nights n all.. hope you guys understood.....thanks to Bee, Ching, Yin, Brian and the rest for being my pillar of supportthanks to my Ech clique for understanding, for planning project meetings and outings around my dance, helping do more of the assignments cause u guys know im too busy with dance, letting me sleep through project time in classthanks to everyone and anyone who bothered to show concern for me during this period when im the most proned to emotional breakdowns. lol.and thanks to so many others that i failed to mention..seriously, i love you guys. HAH.ANYWAY. i so want a video of e whole Danzation (though i tear each time when the video rolls on at the start and when daphne sings...) send me that and my pictures if u have ok! i'l be indebted to you. lol. argh. i cant get over the fact that its really over... i sld be relieved now and feel happy bout having a 2 weeks break from dance. but somehow i just feel empty. i ended school today feeling lost. not gg studio, library to meet nra peeps etc. can i have another day of Danzation? please? just to relive the moment? :(gettin so sad thinking about all these. grrfh. change topic. Bee! (and all others) you guys can ask me out these 2 weeks, i promised to spend time with all of you after my production so i will yea (: and to the normal civilian world, im back! hello world, hello my rotting blog. well hello PROJECTS and school. hello extra time. hello novels and archie comics. hello skirts back into my life (thou its been too long since ive worn them n i love pants now). think i shall continue my lengthy entry another day as its 138am now and i haven done any assignments. i wont forget this period of my life. thanks.this is what we dream about.... do i? do we?
her
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