hais. dont know why everything's got to be so troublesome, so confusing, so tiring it drains up practically all ur energy.
almost every aspect of my life theres sth negative gg on. i'm just really really tired of all these.
i'm tired of pretending to be happy all e time when i'm nt happy at all. i'm tired of pretending sth i'm not. i'm tired of e way i know tt ppl ard me are pretending.
just shoot me.
am i a bad person? i am constantly tryin to be a better person and i thought tts a really gd part of me. but maybe i'm wrong. arg. y does nasty ppl have to be ard?
*hides away in my covers