i'm soooooo addicted to night chats (actually gossip sessions) with the girls. till the point whereby i ferget sch and assignments all e times. have been grumbling with ST fer e whole holiday tt we havent started our assignments and now tt sch has started, its e same story :*(

i'm really behind task on all my assignments and i have absolutely no idea how to be back on track. its really e lack of time this time (time this time? lol) and just a lil bit of my laziness. its like, even if u have dam gd time management, i still dn think it's very possible to be on track (for me i mean, with cca n all).

dn really know what i'm thinking nowadays. i'm afraid i'm gettin sick of my course... i mean, i enjoy my lessons ya and i wldnt want a change in course or anything but... grrfhfjhrrg. going to school, facing all my assignments, my mentor at the centre, the lessons i have to conduct... its all a chore to me. thou it was rather tiring n i have not even clothes to wear (lol, dn laugh, y'all also) during e holidays when i had dance almost everyday, i kind of like tt lifestyle. gg fer dance, chill, go back n chat on e net, slp, nxt day, dance.... i think dance is alr more impt than sch fer me and i'm afraid i wld just grrfdhgrh. i dunno. just dn feel like studying so much anymore. sighs. i know, bad, bad. tsk shakes head wadeva.

oh well. random ramblings again. gotta wake at 630 tml fer sch starts at 830. its 230am now. great. think i hav to skip powerjazz to do my assignments. sigh. how sad.


and i'm still so sorry i haven been catching up with u guys.


lovess

but u're still e best group of friends a girl can have. :*)

her
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5:30 PM;;

it's such a weird feeling i'm having.

i'm feeling so sad after knowing/realizing bout all these things. dn think i've been this much affected (when things do nt concern me directly) before. its like Boom! overload. too much at one go. den i thought, the things we have been talking bout, grumbling bout, seems kind of small as compared. but still, i'm glad that at least i have this comfort zone. this small little comfort zone of mine, ours. and i so do not wish to get out of it. yes, lets keep to our world of crapping and all. can? :*(

argh. hope that gd begets gd and maybe, bad begets not-so-good? (if that even makes sense) kinda lost for words fer this entry like erm, fingers-twisted? eee! what a funny *freakyfunny, nt hahafunny) thought. i mean fingers-twisted like tongue-twisted since i'm typing and not speaking? ok i think the previous sentence is a tad too stupid fer this entry. oh well. nights'


i'm so blessed. thanks, god :*)

her
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6:56 PM;;

candycandycandycandycandy

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! me want, me want, me wanttt!!! found this picture in my files and i just had to post it up.

gosh, just look at those candy. i wld lovee to eat tt white n purple smiley, tt twirly lolipop in e top right corner, those small lil ones on e right middle, e pink n white one right at e bottom.... (yes, i really went to examine tt whole picture. why. whats wrong with that? u mean normal ppl dn do that?)

anyways, i bought my fav choc again today. tt dark choc with orange.. u know... that one... that SwissDeliceSupreme Bouquet d' Orange choc?! because i'm feeling funky, i shall type out e whole description of the choc.

Premium chocolate since 1887 From Switzerland's no. 1 chocolate amker. Extra fine dark chocolate with a fruity touch of orange. net wt 3.5 oz (100g) -ingredients: cocoa mass, sugar, orange granules 10% (sugar, fruit powder, acid:citric acid, flavors), cocoa butter, emulsifier:soya lecthin, flavors. Cocoa solids in chocolate:55% minimum. May contain traces of hazelnuts, peanuts and milk.

normally cost ard 4bucks.

yippe!!! its really dam nice, u guys sld all go geddit. u can find it in cocoa trees (the shop la DUH).

i'm nibbling on it right this moment when i'm typing. gosh. haha... what a funny entry i'm doing. but all those who knows me well, actually just ppl who know me knows tt i love junk food ma. so its quite normal fer me to do such stupid stuffs, right? to me, one of the greatest enjoyment in life is to rest on a nice couch, have loads of junk food + soft drinks (preferably kickapoo) and archie comics or perhaps a good novel. ok sentence structure seems a lil funny but wth. u ged my drift. ya, i'm quite easily satisfied. frens always say tt i'm grinning foolishly when eating junk food/fruits (i love fruits too! raspberry! mango! honeydew! etc etc except cherry. hehs).

wah. cant believe i typed a whole entry on such stuffs. hehs... actually i wanted to blog bout gg out with e girls to town today and wasting a lot of $ with 'em recently but somehow it became junkfoodjunkfoodnjunkfood. shall end here otherwise i'll never stop. i'll never stop~~~ *sings to n*sync -.-"



yes i'm bored. (:

her
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4:26 PM;;

i should start work, really i should. (when i say work, i meant assignments u doofus) the days b4 sch starts are really gettin shorter. i'm counting down 8days, 7days, 6days... pretty soon it'll be "OH NO. school starts tml n i havent touched my assignments at all."

but i cant help it. i cant help procrastinating this time. i just really dn have e mood to do any work n my attempt last night failed. mostly becoz i dunno how n wher to start from since there're just sooo many assignments. tell me HOWWW.

well at least i'm not alone. seowting is on e same boat wif me! c'mon, lets self-pity together, grumble bout nt doing any work (and continue nt doing any at all) together. oh ya, n grumble bout being broke together too. haha.. we are in such a sorry state :*)

what a boring entry. oh well. be back fer more rambling nxt time (:



Hollers (to u know who): you guys enjoyed ur ZOO trip nots?? *pouts* lets organise another outing on a day i can go la k.. seriousli i will try my best to make it. at least go cycling or sth. n no, of course i haven forgotten u guys. lovess

her
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5:07 PM;;

i think i'm dead.

gees... been so busy wif dance. got no time fer anything else. sch's openin in another week n n i have barely touched my assignments. scratch that, i neva touch 'em AT ALL. had dance e whole wk and e coming wk is no diff. i guess i will have thus off.. maybe can rush my assignements tt day. mian bi si guo fer 24 hrs n chiong. like tt'll help. *sulks* of cuz, not tt i'm grumbling bout having to go fer dance la! i love those trainings! but its e time.. or e lack of it. n my energy too; its drained. plus i'm still sick. yippeee!

no time to meet up wif frens to do my grp projects. no time to meet up my sec sch frens. no time to go zoo. no time to go shopping with bro. grrr... i tink i have to start on my assignments tonight. (but i really dn feel like doin work...) fuyg8ypregypnrehtrjykyjhufgivgt.

holiday? what holiday?

her
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12:21 PM;;

hehs.. camp was fun!!

juz hated e cold cold water we had to bath in each night.. 1st night i was shouting wif chien yen, 2nd night wif peiyi. haha.. juz kept shoutin n grumbling. yes i noe auntie right keep grumble. other than tt, i tink all was gd... danced a lot during camp and even had yoga lessons........ of which i fell aslp!!! gosh! i was barely awake n yawnin away already den e last part of e session was "deep relaxation" ya! we were to lie down n close our eyes! DUH. OF COURSE i fell aslp. den aft tt we had another bit b4 e session ends... but i dint manage to noe wad was gg on lah. Peiyi said she alr woke up late (yes i am sure everybody fell aslp can!) n i was still slping when every1 else were up alr! hahaha... den she asked mi to go into e next position to which i slow-mo-ed n got there. and when i got to tt position, i remained slping. n gav this funny grin look thing. hahaha.. tian arh!!! luckily i sat all e way back! i was realli totalli slping lah. cuz i dint noe how e yoga ended i juz noe that suddenli i was called to keep e exercise mats.. n halfway thru i rem waking up wif a zolt and wonder wher i was. (yes i was really dreaming away alr)

oh well, lets ferget tt. hehs.. during camp, we had this showcase thing so we had to perform an item. we were given a list of celebs like Beyonce, Fergie, Britney, Rain, Usher, JJ lin etc and we were to pick 3 and rank them. i got beyonce! with most of my lovelies :*)

our item is up in youtube! go check it out if u want :) --> click! nra dance camp beyonce!


otherwise, pictures!!



we tried to take a picture


whos tt xtra behind? lols


another clearer xtra!

and she does look a lil scary... haha


beyonce!


hehs. wld be real nice w/o tt reflection.. gees


GASP!


hahahah... peiyi! u blocked ur own face!!


expressionless twist (thou a few smiling...) AR! PEIYI! YOUR FINGER LOOKS FUNNY!! nt haha-funny, wah-y-lidatfunny :*(

i wanted to use paint n draw to say "ur finger looks like tt" using juz 1 crooked line.. but e crooked line looks funny.. so nah. anywayss---


i love this pic! thou nt everybody is lookin at e right place...


example of doing your own thing -1 smile, 1 look angry, 1 look elsewher.


tis' better (:


same few us again... st lost 1 eye!


lucky fellah!


love 'em

my batch!


act sexay us


retard us


crazy us


behold.... our batch their batch and all the other batches!

all of us!

there! i know some of e pics are ultra small but my blogskin doesnt allow a bigger size,, think i sld change a skin.. when i'm free (which will never be possible) been so busy recentli. left camp on monday, at night. had Power Jazz on Tue. den today had Xuegao's practice den Jazz funk. dawned on me ydae that i still have a lot projects due when sch starts. i haven touched any at all. hope i can get down to them soon..

but today n tml i wan to slack! finalli i can rest! n i am sick anyway n i NEED rest. god knows how mani times i have sneezed over this 1 hr. all rightey, ciao!

her
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5:16 PM;;

byeee~ *goes off to camp with ultra big bags-shoe bag, slpin bag, handbag? -.-" ultrabig handbag. talk about oxymoron.


happy hols to ech besties :*) njoy ur korea trip, sarah. missesss



-of cuz i dn mean i'm gg to camp now, at 222am. duh. gotta wake up at bout 6 thou. so, nights!

her
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5:22 PM;;

hais. dont know why everything's got to be so troublesome, so confusing, so tiring it drains up practically all ur energy.

almost every aspect of my life theres sth negative gg on. i'm just really really tired of all these. i'm tired of pretending to be happy all e time when i'm nt happy at all. i'm tired of pretending sth i'm not. i'm tired of e way i know tt ppl ard me are pretending.

just shoot me.

am i a bad person? i am constantly tryin to be a better person and i thought tts a really gd part of me. but maybe i'm wrong. arg.

y does nasty ppl have to be ard?


*hides away in my covers

her
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3:34 AM;;