i haven been blogging fer some time again... but whats there fer mi to really blog about? happy n fun things tt haven taken place? frustrating/sad things tt i feel like ranting here?
e latter, i realized tt sometimes, i dn really wish to share it out here. certain things tt cause negative feelings in me are not really appropriate to be put out here to the public n i guess are better left in my personal diary. this made me think of a line i juz read in a novel "everybody has secrets. you never really know anybody." i find tt somewhat true i guess? u cld act nonchalant n say tt the whole world is happy. everybody loves everybody;there are no secrets btw buddies! but deep down u know its not true. its never the case. or maybe i'm just paranoid. whichever way, i guess its better to act nonchalant to it all..
haha.. i thot of sth lame. thou totally out of point lahs... when i read "act nonchalant to it all", sumhow it had a tune to it... like "drop it like its hot" so.....
When a pimp's in the crib ma Drop it like it's hot Drop it like it's hot Drop it like it's hot
When the pigs try to get at ya Park it like it's hot Park it like it's hot Park it like it's hot
And if a nigga get a attitude Pop it like it's hot Pop it like it's hot Pop it like it's hot
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When u feel so alone girl (act) nonchalant to it all nonchalant to it all nonchalant to it all
oh gosh. why am i typing sucha stupid thing? i almost wanted to continue e 3 verses la. i wanted to add sth like "when u feel paranoid ya, (act) nonchalant to it allx3" it doesnt even make sense. now i dunno whether i sld put this post up. its so lame i'm afraid u wld choke on ur mouse accidentally when reading it. (sort of like ppl choking on water when ppl tell them sth shocking?)
lets c, b4 this i was talkin bout... oh ya. den fer e former, which was about blogging erm, about happy n fun things? again, i rem another line from a novel or sth. "i'd rather live e great American novel than write it" so, ya.... n i realized too that i am real long winded when blogging n sumhow a realli fun day might turn out not as fun when i blog about it? (cuz u get tired juz by lookin at all e words jumping ard e purple screen) i tried to blog shorter but i think certain funny things are e things tt are in detail... craps. i'm so bored i'm trying to reason with a computer.
sheesh, i think i shall just stop this whatever-you-call-it entry. till nxt time'
