a lot of mixed up emotions recently. dont like to be affected so easily by every small thing but i cant seem to help it. rem doing sth during my self-awareness module today->write 20 sentences about u beginning with "i am". n i rem e word paranoid appearing thou it was "i am paranoid at times". i think tt sld be changed to "i am paranoid, period."
nique was surprised tt i put "i am very (very very) emotional". and i thought well ya maybe i dn appear tt way? i dont know. for ppl ard me hav always said n known tt i am hyper sensitive (actually sensitive is e word i was lookinf er :x) n emotional, a real emo-case lahs :x but sarah turned to us n said "YA wad she is!". hahs.. n i tink nique said sth along e lines tt i'm always doing stupid faces, being lame, etc, wher got emotional? and i thought,
well maybe tts all an act? a facade? i am actually a deep thinker *gasp* ya i noe u're probably gg like "shirley knows how to think?!!!" haha.. 4get it, i'm being dumb.
at times i really dont know what i'm thinking too. *shrugs till my shoulders drop off
