i'm such a nuiscance.. always creatin' trouble fer everybody. i've done it again. becuz of my carelessness, my stupidity, ppl hav to do so much xtra stuff. n it made me wonder... wld it be better, wld ppl be happier if i'm gone? i wldnt do stupid things la thou i noe i'm capable of being totally dumb. but, wld things be easier if i'm not ard at all? hais.
i dn need any sympathy.. i need e truth. i feel so horrible. but tts ok too. i'll still be smiling. i'll still be lame. i'll stil be cracking jokes at myself. i'll laugh it all away with everyone else. i'll always appear tt way.