and when she speaks
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
I AM SICK!!! -yes i know "again?!"but this time its much worse... its e usual bad sore thorat, koff, cold, a lil stomache but with BAD HEADACHE!i broke my own record last time.. fever went up to 39.1degrees man. felt like erm, u noe when u first step into e shower n e hot water hits u? ya tt kinda feeling. but tts juz how my body felt la. i felt cold like all e way. eh, contradiction? nono. its like i'm giving out heat but i'm cold? ok nvm. haha... it all started with a sudden sore throat in e mornin la den right aft e last lesson of e day, i got like sudden headache too. still, i met up with ching, bee n brian to slack at c.ban n mc. finalli bout 9plus i went back feeling SO horrid. there i was thinking "aw.. singaporeans r quite nice.." cuz i saw this guy opening e door fer another at c.bean.. den as i was feeling so horrid, i got up bus 307, everybody was sitting e outer seat! nobody wanted to share their seat!!! i was like super dizzy like gonna faint/puke tt kinda mood (sld have puked on e guy in front of me!) den nobody wanted to share seat? i was so upset i cried! ok no kidding... but i realli did cry la :*( i cant help it. i always cry when i get sick. (not e normal sore throat or wad la its jzu headache/stomache tt kind tt e pain is unbearable? ya not like WAH i've got flu. geez) i was kind of wallowing in self-pity too la so i cldnt stop my hot tears from coming out. tried to ctrl but in e end still cried on e bus. so i hurry n call ching to chat with me if not ppl think i siao *ya thou lidat also like siao but not so siao right?got home n immediately laid on my bed. ar! so song. den slp loh. mom n dad woke mi up cuz dad cooked porridge fer mi den i ate panadol. den in e middle of e night woke up again still fever ate another panadol. morning woke up still headache. but no fever le *omg noe when i first got sick ydae i cldnt even think straight. i was like "eh ching normal temp wad huh? i 39.1 leh considered fever not?"* haha.. nice bee accompanied mi to e polyclinich *my 2nd time going cuz i always got pte so waste $ sheesh* n we waited fer like 2 hrs -.-" doc said it was duno wad ___ infection thingy la. den no fever le. (but mom got back n felt my head n said still very hot oh well) ya den lalalala dudududuuu~ met up with ching fer a bit den i came home! slept again *tts wad sick ppl do right? woke up eat e stuff sick ppl eat again n tadah!now wondering if i sld go sch tml. onli mc fer todae u c, den tml tutorial onli can skip once leh. den got cca, thinkin skip class den go nra? quite diaos hor. haha... oh geez cant believe i talked so much bout being sick. so unhealthy engaging in so much sick talk. shall think happy thoughts.... blank. haha.. oh well.. shall go continue feeling sick. ciao!
her
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2:46 PM;;
Monday, November 28, 2005
arrr.. i haven been updating much on my life..juz to talk bout recentli, my mouse is spoiled! *duh, mouse u noe? for ur computer? yaya THAT one* actualli we (my bro n i) are not sure is it e mouse tts spoiled or wadeva internal thing so we haven bot a new mouse.. got to use e same type of mouse to try n c wads e prob first.. he borrowed 1 from his fren, it worked but spoiled too e following day. thus i borrowed 1 from ching today n ended up its of no use to our situation cuz her plug is like fer e usb port n not e round kind.. but gd thing is i can at least use my comp la.. got quite a few projects due recentli so phew. hope e mouse can last :/ anyways, e mouse was ok when my bro chiong dota e other night but was spoiled in e morning...hmm.. i haven mapled fer quite some time! bout er, 5 days? ard there.. wah record leh! i dint play fer a few days cuz my schedules r like really packed (xplain further later) den aft awhile they had another patch.. dumb me dint try e manual patch wen e auto 1 failed cuz e previous time i dl-ed e full client it took mi onli 15mins. so i del everything n dl e full client n took hrs. den cant. tried once more. cant again. now dl-ing again.. aft bout an hr? it juz reached 50%. gosh.. i juz lvled up to 30 n can be assassin alr they do this to me. oh well.. i am not so tempted to play alr after these few days.... *maybe i sld just change my major to mahjong. major?! wad am i thinking. hahaya, i've been super busy la... like out from morning till night each day. like fer example from last monday. started sch at 8 den had nra so back ard 11/12pm den tue had field prac (childcare) den lecture in sch den went out with Ching to Queensway (bu yao liu yu le XD inside joke). wed started earli again n had nra so back ard midnight again. thurs had tutorial from 9-12 onli but went out with classmates to Bugis! glad i went ehs.. bought track pants fer dance den we ate at e bugis cafe on top of bugis village, u guys gotta try e food there, its gd n cheap! yup, den fri my mates n i stayed in e sch library to do our SCV project den i went home. came out again at night to catch HARRY PORTER! with Bee n Ching!contrary to wad most ppl thought, i think e movie was great! i muz admit i dint think Cedric Diggory was cute from e start.... (sorry nique. haha) i cldnt stand his forever blushing pick face n funny look.. but aft awhile, he really does look cute! n he's nice.. cuz fer a moment when harry n him were at e maze n harry helped him, ching n i thot he might push harry away n run fer e trophy *obviously we dint read e bk* but he dint! den ran together n he went like "u take it, u saved me!" aw...... sweeet! BUTHE DIED! i cried! :*((((( *in a whiny voice "y did nice ppl have to die...?" oh well... all in all e movie was great lahs. juz tt Cho Chang was rather XTRA in it. n Hermoine looks very pretty during tt prom thingy.. n er, that "hmmm..." thingy done by e grp of girls whats-their-name was funny. shall do tt to my frens tml. haha.. ooh ya! i thot e monsters in e lake were freaky! e deatheaters n wadeva black black ppl were freaky too. geez..they are all freaky. i rem e episode b4 e goblet of fire.. e 1 with e dementers! those were even worse! i was scared thruout -ma chiam watchn horror flick. ok 'nuff bout Harry. caught up with Bee loh, still like ah beng loh she. haha xD bleahed her hair sumore now more beng liaos! their grad also over le. so fast, a yr have passed us by! it seemed like juz yesterday my own Os was over.. n i was selling credit cards at lot1.. they had this powepuff performance n now! i saw e performance in lot 1 juz now. time really flies huh.....?ydae, i went downtown east with Bro fer a family gathering thing. we bbq-ed till it was rather late den our cousin sent us back :*) bbq-ed marshmallows really rock! n my nephews? (got sucha word? i think la huh) are stil as cute as ever. ate so much unhealthy stuff. health enhancer ma. ya, Sarah, WeiQi n i have formed a grp called e Health Enhancers, ask us if u wan to join. :/ irony in itself. haha...so far, since sch started, i dare say that i haven done any work. i'm sucha slacker tt its a norm alr. but i dont realli like e feeling of being so lost when e teachers teach n stuffs... n needing to ask my frens everyday wad we have to do/bring cuz i dont even bother to write anitin down. sch is now like part time to me, its onli aft sch tt i start my day -go out, have cca n all. tts so wrong! n i feel like i'm wasting my time away not doing anytin worthwhile; juz slackin n lettin it slip away from me... i gotta buck up if i wan to do well n make gd use of my time! like this wkend... amounted to nothing! n my habit of being late when i meet frens gotta stop too. gotta try to change fer e better (i still hate changes but sometimes, they have to happen). i will. i know i can. :*)gotta wake up at 6am tml so i shall do my stuffs early today! determined to stick to wad i plan to do!OOH wait! i fergot to mention bout e books i've read recently.. read quite a few but 1 thats really nice is "The five people you meet in heaven" its by Mitch Albom! e author of "Tuesdays with Morrie". i wanted to read e 1st bk fer some time alr n juz nice my bro borrowed it froma fren n went "eh sis i borrowed a bk tts v.nice u sld read it" so yup! quite a deep book n after reading u wld feel quite inspirational n stuffs... e other bk i have it but haven got to reading it. gonna read tt n also "to kill a mocking bird". talk bout e bks in another entry! lovess'-
ar! i cant get used to the mouse its kinda retarded. e arrow like goes everywhere! haha.. dumbs*theres a song i kinda love now.. fergot e title.. its a duet that goes "who is he/she who is he/she who is this beautiful guy/girl, wher is he/she wher is he/she whos gonna take me so high dadada dada dada da da da~ lol.
her
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2:45 PM;;
Sunday, November 20, 2005
guess wad, i wanted to blog bout sth worthwhile since my blog's like so dead from e start of my hols. i did 3 paragraphs n in end, i gave up.cant seem to express myself as easily anymore... i may seem so happy-go-lucky on e outside, but perhaps tts not really e case inside.. i might be goin thru all these worries n notsopositive feelings but i simply dont portray them out. dont even noe wad i'm thinking anymore.. y am i making myself vulnerable here? geez.. wad a wrong day to try blogging. i shall stick to my original idea of throwin a chunk of lyrics in here. n den again i'm too lazy to even find e lyrics so wth, bb!*maybe i sld burn down my blog. ahha which is not possible cuz u cant burn down a website. ok nvm :/
her
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3:57 AM;;
Monday, November 14, 2005
remember me? that girl bout this *gestures* tall, long hair, named Shirley? ya tts me! sorry i haven updated fer so long again..my excuses are like never-ending.. lol. but i've been really busy n lazy tts y....so i'm just gonna throw in these pictures i took over e hols!
posing?
think this was at lao ba sha's little girl's room aft going suntec, esplanade den Eski Bar with a bunch of ppl. e pictures tt are like greenish below are not due to my photoshoping or wad lahs :/ * i'm so lazy i dint even dl photoshop aft i reformatted this comp :x its just tt e bar was realli green
Merlion at Esplanade/Me n Ching in Eski Bar/
nique n me at coffeebean in town/ mi n ching again/
halfway thru my rotiboy n sumhow it looked like a crown/ us in tt evil green place/
e moon just b4 e crack of dawn from sarah's hse/ me, yiling, sarah/
vcd: now and then below consists of our class outing and a tonning day with nesh n sarah
mtv me/ nesh n me at esplanade/
me, alicia, nique/ indian style/
hanni, me, audrey, ningzi/ behind e bars/
besties/ ?/
Josephine n me
Posing!
kinda lurve tt backgrd :*)spent my hols tonning away rights but dint take much pics.. we were busy going krazy n feelin tired ya know? lol.
tonning -min n me at e kids corner in bb mc :x
Brian caught this fer us *bee kept it. OUR HERO! wtf. haha
*btw, dont u think they look alike? or maybe brian looks more like mashimoro. oh well
thats it, my update! as u can see, i havent been gettin enuff slp *gosh e dark circles n eyebags*... so... pardon me fer mia-ing :*)
i'm still trying to get used to sch life again.. 8am to god-noes-what-time tml.. probably leave sch ard 8 again. coolness. bb!*mahjong anybody?!
her
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10:36 AM;;
