and when she speaks
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
to make e entry more understand-able, e words in brackets n orange are my inner voice whereas e normal brown ones is just me. *if u dont even get this, i guess u can 4get reading e rest-u'll be LOST. n OC-ed. there's quite a ot of maple-talk in there too so it wld probably help if u play maple. if u dont, u might be LOST too. one-tree-hill-ed alsoi'm Upset! with a capital U, mind you. (inner voice: ya upset over e wrong things)noooo its sth to be upset bout, really. its, bout....... MAPLE!!! (uh-huh)aft chiong-ing maple for like 2 wks? or is it onli 1? i am finally lvl 21?! n den i got e advice i wanted bout my job as a rogue, from an assassin fren---------best advice? start a new character. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ohmyhandslegsshirtpantskeyboardpendiscfishspeakerenvelopeplants!!!! <--tts just what i happened to c ard me, and my new way of swearing. i started off playing maple w/o any knowledge of it, no frens to help, nada, no, nil, zilch, nothing. imagine a cute innocent-like music ~daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~me: yay! try maple, finally can play alr! so i started off w/o knowing u cld roll e dice to choose ur character stats *hell i dint even noe there was a dice* or tt u need to noe wad job u wan to be b4hand n stuffs. all i knew was, quick! get out of maple island to meet my frenssss :*))) quest also not impt, no need do wan la! (tsk tsk, shakes head. thou i noe a/an inner voice cant shake her head but wth, hu cares)~~~dadaDooom! music ends abruptly.(what? no more music?!) shirley: shaadupas i was saying b4 i was rudely interrupted, (tts nt fair), AS I WAS SAYING, *fumes* i found out tt yea its true i wldnt be strong n when i start new char it wld be So much better. juz needed to train harder. can get frens to start together tooo *wistful* (so whats e prob?!)e prob is tt, i feel dumb! so wasted! what bout my doveymeg? <--my character name. was juz so happy to complete 2 quests wif e help of melvin n keesiong today. felt so accomplished! n on e same day, my spirits dropped back to grd lvl. negative lvl even. lvl?! lvl?! character lvl?! gosh i hate levels. (she hate levels)n probably when sch starts, my maple-addiction might cease too.... so might as well juz play on right? buden again... i wldnt be strong. i said to e guy :at least i can hope right? when i lvl up i wld be strong still thou nt as strong as i'm supposed to be? n, he went him: no u cant.
me : thanks ar. cant i like try to make myself feel better?him: no. haha
wah myeraserpenmushroomlogsoresmesosroguemagicianpaperscrollsnwhatsnots!!! but it wasnt his fault la he was juz helping n advising me..... just feel dumb.snap back to real-life, i wan a job too. job?!! job?!!! thief, rogue, assassin?!! gods i hate jobsbut i really sldnt digress since i'm grumbling bout e main prob here, --mapleJob, which actualli sldnt be e main prob so wth. (see, see! u're being upset over e wrong thing, over.. nothing!!!)i know! i mean, i dont noe! (so do u noe or not noe?)no, dont know! (hey i realize my role here has SO little lines can? y u do most of e er, typing?!)what! its MY blog whats?! (what r you talking bout? its MY blog too!)in reality, u cant even type! (u trying to put me down now? think it wld work? HAH. u wish. guess what smarty-pants, u cant even wish, cuz i'm inner voice, i am part of ur mind so i cld talk to ur er, wishing-part-of-the-brain so u cant even wish! try me!)gosh.. dont.. do... tt... *breaks down n cry* ((inner voice's inner voice: u c! u made Shirley even more upset!)) (inner voice: i'm sorry?)nvm... anyways... i'm DONE venting bout maple n everything else alr! thou i do not noe what i'm gonna do next, i know i'm nt gonna feel upset bout nothing. LOL (*smacks head* n den again, i noe inner voice has got no head but nvm. Ah, finally)
Shirley n inner voice shakes hand. *inner voice got no hand yea ok*Shirley: thanks, inner-Shirley. u helped me sooo much! let me vent n stuffs. u rock, like totally! *act slang* (aw.......... dont say tt, u rock too!)who? me? awwwwwwwwwwwww.... I KNOW! i so rock! like a erm, rocking chair! ********************************************************************************gods...... i'm going krazy. having so much fun talking to myself. guess i have 2 personalities alr. BAHHH***disclaimer: e above was typed when e blogger needed to vent. it doesnt show tt she is crazy but was simply being sarcastic with herself, trying to make herself erm, see the light. if u still insist on thinking she's nuts, screw you (oops did i sae tt out loud?). i mean, if u insist on thinking she's nuts, u're e nutty one! like, nutella! *yum* sorry, usually i'm not lidat. dont. get. scared. of. me. wahahaha! actualli i'm also quite nutty/cranky at times. LOL. i dont think its unhealthy to talk to myself once in erm, 17 yrs? so yea. its 511am now. gonna go read my novel. love ya ppl :*)))))))))) -sorry bout e colors. tad too colorful, guess it made things worse :*)
her
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