and when she speaks
Monday, October 31, 2005
heyyyyyyyyy i'm back!!! i know i know, i've been mia-ing fer a loooong time simply cuz i'm busy AND lazy. lol. now i'm still lazy mind u, so... no pictures ter this entry! just here to update bout my life so u don feel out of touch :X haha.. this whole holiday, i mananged to accomplish... NOTHING. i had a list of things i wanted to do... along e lines of re-decorating my room, settling my wardrobe, gettin a job -.-" etc etc. but all i did this holiday? i guess u cld sum it up with juz 3 nouns. Ton(is tt a noun? or even a proper word?) + Dance + Maple. as in REALLY.i started e holiday tonning with frens. tonned at various Mcdonalds, Qikai hse, Chenmin hse etc. ended it by tonning at Chenmin's ydae aft going out with ching n ken(?) plus bee, min, brian in town. n watchin Cello (which scuks so don watch it) overnight, i learnt how to play mahjong!!! *beams* now can ask u guys over to play at my hse le! :x so came home bout 8plus today. bathed n stuffs den slept all e way......... till 7pm. ya ya pig right *snort* i'm kind of digressing huh? lol nvm. ya tonning can kind of bring me to e next thing i did -dancing. cuz i had nra(tis my cca name) camp n chalet you seee... glad i went fer both cuz i really got to noe a lot ppl a lot better :*) durin e chalet we even went Old Changi Hosp fer nightwalk :x walked e whole darn place. glad i dint c a thing. *maybe cuz i was staring at nowher but e grd e WHOLE time. ya i'm tt hum ji :x. speaking of e chalet, i got really burnt! we stayed in e pool fer like wad, 3hrs?! played captain's ball in baby pool etc. so now i've got a nasty sports-bra-tan. eeewl. skin was peelin off like there's no tml. luckily it's much better now cuz tml is u-noe-wad-day. but i'm SICK! sigh. i'm so digressing. lol. ooh.. we played indian poker n stuffs too.. drank a bit :x like 2 shots of pure liquor :x kor don scold me :x so ya.. had quite a few dance training in sch too.. **i guess like half of my hols i have been staying out. lolMAPLE. all my leftover time was left fer this. haha.. honestly, i'm still addicted to it. sighs. sch starts = less mapling. oh well.. i dont care. i will maple later. haha.. later play till 7am again can go str. to sch :x my second char now is gonna be an assassin ok.. lol.argh! i am SO SICK. bad flu; cant breathe! BAD BAD sorethroat! hurts even when i swallow my saliva *like duh, if nt swallow urs? :x hope i dont get laryngitis later cant talk again :*( of all times to get sick n burnt n stuffs---e day sch reopens. SHEESH. plus it doesnt help tt others are starting their hols n i'm ending mine.come, shower me with loads of TLC. fwahahaha.. rubbish. don be too nice to me, i get turned off. seriously, i think i'm gettin weird. shall xplain a bit. i've noticed tt recently, ppl hu get too nice to me i find u kinda erm, disgusting n i get scared of u. when u're too close to me, i find u irritating. both ways, i get turned off. bottomline? :To Get Close To Me, DONT Get Close To Me. seriously, i think tts quite true. i wld like u more if we're not so close? wahaha.told ya i'm gettin weird. BAHHH'-SICKSICKSICK-4get bout gettin a job *haha-gona chiong maple le :*)
her
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11:49 AM;;
Friday, October 14, 2005
hmm... i'm bored.was coming online to maple fer a bit but maintenance till 8pm T_T. cant maple fer a few days le :*((( lol. btw i started new character called doveyshir :) previous was doveymeg :)yup, going fer camp friday till sunday... nra camp loh.. hope its fun? kinda like pre-sports camp feeling man---no mood. dont feel like i'm goin fer camp at all.. n dunno if we cld actualli bond with e other freshies, much less e seniors... ah well.. we'll juz hafta c wont we? but then again, i seriously wonder what we wld be doing during e camp --> coloring materials like crayon/paint n make-up kits are compulsory. like, wth?! i think i onli have my marker pens ard since i moved hse bout 2yrs back *time flies eh?* n erm, as for make-up kit.... i dont really put make-up so those r from grad nite last yr :x dropped my blusher when its still brand new so e cake is kind of like broken into smitterants (i dont noe wher tis word came from). n definitely i wldnt bring e stupid lashcurler to camp; tts a dumb thing to bring. i dont put foundation nor do i put eyeshadow or eyeliner so yay! i shall bring a mascara n lipstick! n market pens! bahhhhbet i seem SO excited fer camp. *the look*meanwhile, dont miss me while i'm away ai? alright just a lil k, too much wld be unhealthy. lol. gonna miss maple.......... n e late nights! how can i try to slp earlier, hope i dont get insomnia during camp. wth rights, i sound like i'm leaving forever *which doesnt really exist so ya*.till then'*
wld like to say sorry here to e ppl i always never reply ur smses or took forever (hmm) to actually respond :*( i'm sucha lazy bum *smacks myself* i get lazy to reply msges. i'll tell myself later n i wld tend to ferget bout it, onli to discover e msg few days later, thus my trademark :sorry onli reply now, kinda busy e last few days. i know its nt an excuse, which is kinda obvious cuz u cant be busy till u reply a msg few days later... sorry i'm just lazy n forgetful. dont mean to snub/ignore any1 of u kae :*) decided to say tis aft realizing i have quite a few msges i haven responded to... 4give me *big smiles* lurve ya ppl :)
her
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8:42 AM;;
oopsy.. heres a picture to keep u entertained :*) lol. i mean, so u wldnt 4get how i look like. ok crapwas taken aft haircut on tuesday.. tied up my hair cuz its kinda funny.. lol
me on a yellow-ish day. meaning my skin color, nt my shirt. duh
at times i turn really yellow, dunno y. tts nt e ultimate yet. hahz..ok here's another picture to compare:
look at e difference on a healthy color-ed day. lol.. tis was from my previous haircut *kinda obvious rights e fringe*
ok tata!
her
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8:00 AM;;
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
to make e entry more understand-able, e words in brackets n orange are my inner voice whereas e normal brown ones is just me. *if u dont even get this, i guess u can 4get reading e rest-u'll be LOST. n OC-ed. there's quite a ot of maple-talk in there too so it wld probably help if u play maple. if u dont, u might be LOST too. one-tree-hill-ed alsoi'm Upset! with a capital U, mind you. (inner voice: ya upset over e wrong things)noooo its sth to be upset bout, really. its, bout....... MAPLE!!! (uh-huh)aft chiong-ing maple for like 2 wks? or is it onli 1? i am finally lvl 21?! n den i got e advice i wanted bout my job as a rogue, from an assassin fren---------best advice? start a new character. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ohmyhandslegsshirtpantskeyboardpendiscfishspeakerenvelopeplants!!!! <--tts just what i happened to c ard me, and my new way of swearing. i started off playing maple w/o any knowledge of it, no frens to help, nada, no, nil, zilch, nothing. imagine a cute innocent-like music ~daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~me: yay! try maple, finally can play alr! so i started off w/o knowing u cld roll e dice to choose ur character stats *hell i dint even noe there was a dice* or tt u need to noe wad job u wan to be b4hand n stuffs. all i knew was, quick! get out of maple island to meet my frenssss :*))) quest also not impt, no need do wan la! (tsk tsk, shakes head. thou i noe a/an inner voice cant shake her head but wth, hu cares)~~~dadaDooom! music ends abruptly.(what? no more music?!) shirley: shaadupas i was saying b4 i was rudely interrupted, (tts nt fair), AS I WAS SAYING, *fumes* i found out tt yea its true i wldnt be strong n when i start new char it wld be So much better. juz needed to train harder. can get frens to start together tooo *wistful* (so whats e prob?!)e prob is tt, i feel dumb! so wasted! what bout my doveymeg? <--my character name. was juz so happy to complete 2 quests wif e help of melvin n keesiong today. felt so accomplished! n on e same day, my spirits dropped back to grd lvl. negative lvl even. lvl?! lvl?! character lvl?! gosh i hate levels. (she hate levels)n probably when sch starts, my maple-addiction might cease too.... so might as well juz play on right? buden again... i wldnt be strong. i said to e guy :at least i can hope right? when i lvl up i wld be strong still thou nt as strong as i'm supposed to be? n, he went him: no u cant.
me : thanks ar. cant i like try to make myself feel better?him: no. haha
wah myeraserpenmushroomlogsoresmesosroguemagicianpaperscrollsnwhatsnots!!! but it wasnt his fault la he was juz helping n advising me..... just feel dumb.snap back to real-life, i wan a job too. job?!! job?!!! thief, rogue, assassin?!! gods i hate jobsbut i really sldnt digress since i'm grumbling bout e main prob here, --mapleJob, which actualli sldnt be e main prob so wth. (see, see! u're being upset over e wrong thing, over.. nothing!!!)i know! i mean, i dont noe! (so do u noe or not noe?)no, dont know! (hey i realize my role here has SO little lines can? y u do most of e er, typing?!)what! its MY blog whats?! (what r you talking bout? its MY blog too!)in reality, u cant even type! (u trying to put me down now? think it wld work? HAH. u wish. guess what smarty-pants, u cant even wish, cuz i'm inner voice, i am part of ur mind so i cld talk to ur er, wishing-part-of-the-brain so u cant even wish! try me!)gosh.. dont.. do... tt... *breaks down n cry* ((inner voice's inner voice: u c! u made Shirley even more upset!)) (inner voice: i'm sorry?)nvm... anyways... i'm DONE venting bout maple n everything else alr! thou i do not noe what i'm gonna do next, i know i'm nt gonna feel upset bout nothing. LOL (*smacks head* n den again, i noe inner voice has got no head but nvm. Ah, finally)
Shirley n inner voice shakes hand. *inner voice got no hand yea ok*Shirley: thanks, inner-Shirley. u helped me sooo much! let me vent n stuffs. u rock, like totally! *act slang* (aw.......... dont say tt, u rock too!)who? me? awwwwwwwwwwwww.... I KNOW! i so rock! like a erm, rocking chair! ********************************************************************************gods...... i'm going krazy. having so much fun talking to myself. guess i have 2 personalities alr. BAHHH***disclaimer: e above was typed when e blogger needed to vent. it doesnt show tt she is crazy but was simply being sarcastic with herself, trying to make herself erm, see the light. if u still insist on thinking she's nuts, screw you (oops did i sae tt out loud?). i mean, if u insist on thinking she's nuts, u're e nutty one! like, nutella! *yum* sorry, usually i'm not lidat. dont. get. scared. of. me. wahahaha! actualli i'm also quite nutty/cranky at times. LOL. i dont think its unhealthy to talk to myself once in erm, 17 yrs? so yea. its 511am now. gonna go read my novel. love ya ppl :*)))))))))) -sorry bout e colors. tad too colorful, guess it made things worse :*)
her
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8:13 PM;;
Friday, October 07, 2005
got my results via mail(post). shouts "gee" and jumps up and down.haha, yea right. i mean, no of cuz i dint do tt.dad woke me up from my dream by throwin e letter from NgeeAnn on my bed at 2pm (guess what, i played maple from 11plus last night till............ 7am in e morning!! ya i So totally rock) anyhow, e letter jolted me awake. and hence my results..........i had 3 main papers:Child Development 1.1 = BChild Development 1.2 = C+Curriculum Studies = B+ya, no As. how sad (not really, haha) thou i thot i wld have gotten better for e CD1.1-aka-CMEpaper... oh wells, doesnt matter. ooh ya, i passed my IT! haha! C+! ya those r my 2 Cs. e rest of my modules like field prac, speech training n study skills juz got a B+. Sports and wellness pass la -.-" ok! nothing much to be proud of but also nothing to be upset bout so i guess, i'm still a happy girl :*) glad all my friends passed too *do e ya-we-rock thing by nodding, pointing to our erm, chests?, 1 sided smug smile with e wink of an eye* rubbish!sth funny thou, i think my dad said:Nah. got letter from NanYangwhile i was in my sleep n i was like :eh? NanYang? i haven decide wad school n course i going to meh? y still got those brochures thingy? i haven even go matriculation?!
n then n dere i woke up. realized it's probably my results from NgeeAnn. *smacks head* so i'm *counts* 5hrs late for getting my results. even rem replying Sarah ard 12pm when she asked hows my result n i told her "haha.. i dunno. i am still happily sleeping.. yawns" sth like tt.'nuff said bout results. on a side note, i am SO aching all over! darn bad muscle aches! haven recovered from Monday's HipHop n i went for Jazz Funk on Wed. now thur n hurting like hell (does hell hurt? does or do? wth) massage me, anybody? LOL. Cheers!-maple rocks-find me a job-boyfriend by Ashlee*sorry dad, for e afore-mentioned dialouge, perhaps i heard wrongly? lol :*)
her
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7:07 AM;;
Monday, October 03, 2005
BAH i'm back :*) schedule's been reather packed recently. it's been tonning n tonning n cca mostly.. i always ferget what happened n stuffs during e holidays cuz its juz too long :*p so yup, juz been hanging out with e other erm, Mac-ton-ners recently...went bugis e other day aft going back to my childcare centre to visit my lovely kiddos :*) they missed mi too :*) n they remembered me :*) anyway, i met up with Bee n Min loh.. hahz..and at e toilet,......
all 3 of us were holding camera phones aimin at ourselves.. LOL
realized we never took much pictures when we went out.. so yea.. juz ydae i went Sentosa with e same peeps --Bee, min, chua, kai, brian, nick lin n nick thong, jian yong and lizhi. initial plan was to go east coast den marina fer steamboat but last min we changed it so sentosa den steamboat...
on e way to outram park! haha
however, after sentosa we went Bugis instead. hahz.. went to eat at e wanton mee place tt rocks so much, den to Pool Junction for erm, pool n board games. but onli played pool in e end.. we took turns sitting outside with DeeDee n Miko (min's dogs) n played a li'l. aft e dogshows (cuz everybody wld turn n look at e ultra-big nippon paint dog didi n in contrast e small miko. kinda pity miko actually. hahz, i'm digressing), we all went in to play cuz Min brought e dogs back first. played fer like 3 hrs n it was erm, $60+. 10bucks per hr mahs... den we decided to ton at Min's hse since we're in Bugis.4 of e guys played mahjong at e rooftop (since min stays in a penthse) all e way till like 4amplus whereas a few slept n Bee used the comp. me? i played with didi loh. 
imitating didi? ahha *yea its smaller cuz erm, i look quite haha-funny in e pic but still i wan to show didi mah.. :x
mi n deedee quite some time back :*)
a yr? i dont noe.. hahz.. everybody loves didi...
another
Posted by Picasahaha.. nah i juz stoned with Bee. talked to the Sexyboi on e phone ard 5plus too. den at 630 woke 'em all up. left Min hse ard 7plus n zombie-walked home with all e dog's fur on me. hahz.. got home n auto-sleep! till erm, 7pm!!! OMG. i woke up a few times in btween but slept on. my clock is realli kinda screwed lahs. *i'm nt saying BIO-clock anymore cuz so many guys thot i meant menstrual clock can? SHEESH. i mean bio as in erm, internal time? ok wadeva nvm -.-"* darn bad. night n day is realli different. ok i'm done since i'm lazy to go further n there're not much pics. e better entry wld be e last post b4 e end of e holidays cuz i tink i wld sum up e interesting stuffs bah? so... till then!ps:find mi a job? :*(pps:i love my comp now n i have a whole truckload of song :*)ppps:i still love mapleBAH.
her
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1:09 PM;;
