and when she speaks
Saturday, September 10, 2005
oooh. cd1.1 over, cd1.2 n cs coming up... stupid paper! feels like CME man! all tis' break i was studyin fer cd1.1 n in e end, nuttin much came up. waste my time! haven touched on 1.2 n CS on mon n tue cuz of it. so gonna die fer those 2. don have my notes too cuz i cant get into mel still as e virus is STILL not cleared. 2 more days. after calculations,1 day = 1 module. i can onli mug at night like u noe, perhaps 2am-5am *my best time to study* so its nt possible to study on sunday wads mon got paper. n hence,........1 day = 2 modules. n Saturday i feel like going out. so.... i shallnt think bout it anymore. Bee n ching said there're nice horror shows up tonight. shall catch it later...oh btw,!!! i SOOOOO MISS my kids!!!! how?! i even dreamt about them can?! dreamt bout goin back. n kept thinkin i wld call up e centre aft my papers to ask if i can juz drop by............. so afraid they wld ferget me or start to have a bit of stranger anxiety due to perceptual constancy. haha goin out of pt. thats child development 1.1 fer u anyway. wad can i say? *shrugs* with shirley, u learn sth new everyday! oh crap. anyhow, i found out tt i'm nt e onli 1 hu misses e kids at our centres...... a lot other ech ppl dreamt bout their kids too! guess we're really just... *sniffs* sentimental people.. eh no, i mean sensitive, nono i mean emotional. sheesh. keep sayin wrong tings. lol.ok lahs, i'm gonna eat dinner *yes i haven eaten :x* n watch e show n den fret bout my exams later on. ooh n my cough tt has been goin on fer more than 2 mths i tink, has not recovered yet. yup, i know i rock, thanks!i missssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss my kids :*(
her
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