and when she speaks
Saturday, August 06, 2005
i feel so horrible n fucked up right now. n i'm even crying. damn. y do f-ing things have to happen?! n they all have to come together? when 1 thing seems to go wrong, it all goes wrong. u may think its lame lah cuz u're nt me but tis is like SHIT. i was happily goin to do my project (tt requires a picture i took of e kids) n was relaxed n all cuz i knew v.sure wad to write bout. n e piture was simply perfect.i mean, how often do u get e child to pause halfway in his play fer u so tt u can take urpic fer project?! i dissembled my kiddo's lego n asked her to put it back so i can take a picture of it but it was too fast so i told her to sort of pause when her hand's on e lego. n she did n e pic was so gd i was soooo happy bout it tt i told like almost everybody bout it. so happy with e picture can. n so sure wad to write on n all.n den Crash! e picture is lost somewher. its not sarah'a fault la i mean i borrowed her cam but yea e picture; i juz dont noe wth happened to it. seriousli i don tink its her fault lahs but i cant help feeling so horrid. its like ARGh. DAMN. she told me she's wonderin wads wrong too cuz her other pictures are also missing but are not fer assignment. wads e stupid thing eating up e pictures i hate u i hate u i hate u! n msn y are u making things worse! i am seriously losing it.
n right at e moment, my msn crashed. fer e past hr, i have been tryin to get in but to no avail. b4 which my xplorer too. but theres no prob with my connection cuz Hello is still ok. argh.do u understand how F-ed up tt is?! no?! it is very. have never been so upset fer god noes how long. m my fucking cough doesnt help it. damn it. y is it when i cry i wld cough like 2 times harder?! screw it. got no way to vent other than here also. damn damn damn! losing it. ARGHlost it.
her
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2:54 PM;;
