i'm in a state of shock now. crap. received a call tt was way too sudden fer my brain to digest. apparently somebody from NP called n asked if i'm still keen in film, sound and video. all along i wasnt sure btween this n Ech. den she called n asked. so i was like asking her if its possible fer mi to switch over cuz i;m in Ech alr. but she took it e wrong way n thot i was juz sure i'm more keen in Ech. she was like:
NPlady: oh so i think u're more keen in Ech i guess. juz wanted to check because fer some others they're like die die want go FSV.
me: oh.. cuz i'm not veri sure yet.. as i'm in Ech thru jae alr. like do i need to do anitin?or can i juz switch over?
NPlady: u're still not sure ar.. so i think u're not tt interested in FSV.. yea, i juz wanted to check lah so i can give e seat to some other ppl who wants it more. ok thank you!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in a state of shock. i gave away my "might-be" seat away juz *snaps fingers* like that! to think i did e written test, interview n all?! i dint even think properly. cuz i was afraid if i tell her "yea if given a chance i wld definitely want e course" n i wld ged de course.. but ultimately i give it up n choose ECH n i wld take away somebody elses' chance. i sld have been more selfish. n saved tt seat fer myself! think thru carefully n if ultimately i still wan Ech i can still give it away! they learn media law right? i like it? these's film? yea i do! sound? of cuz! omg.. what have i juz done. i need to bang my head against e wall right now if u'll xcuse fer a minute. thanks.
