-warning! long entry!-okok i admit tt previous entry was crap. hahahha.. GSP (tagger) is so right, i was *1 beep 2* bored. lolx.. actually i juz felt like posting 1 entry fer a smiley so i did it :*plets go back to wad i've been tokin bout e past 2 entries (yeah i noe, boooring. but i'm still gonna do it) to start off, a fren, incredulous (no this is not a name, not my fren's, it is an adjective) , asked again:fren: i heard u got into early childhood?!me: yea.. its my 4th choice..fren: thot u liked Mass Comm?!hmm~ i'm not brooding over it or wad anymore if tts what you want to know; e above conversation is just to prove my point fer e previous entries. Actually, i'm pretty glad now.i feel blessed. *:)i feel blessed to at least have been posted somewhere, blessed to ged into np, blessed to ged in a course i like(hu cares wad others sae bout no future n all), blessed to have gotten gd grades fer ma Os, blessed to have a family i love loads, blessed with true frens i can never ged enuff of, etc etc. i tink i really do like e course as i dint even thot bout appealin fer my 3rd choice(music n audio tech). i dint even check out on e cut off pt; i plain fergot. so subconsciously i must really like ECH w/o me realizing it. oh, n e cut off fer ECH did help :*p its cutoff is 15! i got a 13 fer R4 so its like, not as wasted as wad i initially thot. ECH is not some easy-to-get-into-course-tt-only-losers-go-into but a not-tt-easy-to-get-into-course-tt-u-can-simply-get-into-if-u-want. confusing? nvm den, i tink u roughly ged my drift :*)ma brother smsed me something like "time to cheer up gal.. i dint do well fer my As n i'm still living happily dun care wad others say its not impt cuz this is ur life". yes tts so true, thanks bro :*) i'm so glad to have him as my brother (thou i ged into quarrels with him n said otherwise) it occured to me that he's e person i look up to, e person tt i admire n respect. wadeva he says influence me greatly n i hold on to 'em like my life buoy. i often quote what he says n believe in it. he reminded me that he's gonna serve e nation soon n i'll hafta take care of not only myself but e house, mom n dad. told him tt i'll try my best to grow up. *laughs* but seriously, he wldnt really me ard fer me to turn to him whenever i occur any problems fer awhile..... not there fer me to ask fer opinions like "do i look weird in this top?" or qns like "kor ar, how to ask e person fer ____(just an example here) ... scared leh.." n he wldnt be dere to say "girl ar, grow up can. certain things u have to learn urself" or e dumb qns like "eh how i look in this outfit? handsome not?" n "my hair can? spike ok not? help mi do leh" .......................................... *sniff* i'm really going to miss him when he goes fer NS, aft having him ard to guide li'l me fer all my life. come to think of it, he's e one who reminds me bout ma parents b-daes n stuff like that. haiz. lets not go there. i wont be a li'l girl n feel miserable or whine or anything either. i'm a big girl now. *tight smile* lets just imagine how xiaohan(his gf of 4 yrs) is going to be feeling. its not gonna be any better than me so i shall stop here bout this.On a brighter note, i saw e CUTEST n most LOVABLE thing (besides MeToYou bears) when i went town ydae!!! a GREMLIN! 
BooHooHoo! i'll never have a Gremlin, which is like, e most adorable thing to me right now. :*( see, it doesnt even want to look at me cuz i dint bring it home. *stop rolling ur eyes*
Posted by HelloJust answer me, am i right or am i right? it even moves n creates sound when there's a loud noice or sumtin.. e sound is creepy thou.. u guys have seen e show b4 right? its a scary show i tink.. when this nice Gremlin touches water many other evil ones will grow from his back. watched it many yrs back.. go ged the vcd if u haven! lolx.. was at e shop called Dollz Inc. with ser as she needed to ged anna's prezzie. den e nice :*))) shop assistant showed us this Gremlin. he took 1 along with him as he said its HIS alr. he's gonna keep that fer himself. aw.... how sweet, a guy who likes this Gremlin. its $49.90! i was so tempted n almost bought it on impulse! (actually e shop assistant did help my liking fer e Gremlin cuz he's like, really cute :X) went back a few times to look at it. we went to e nike shop in front of it e 2nd time n e other shop assistant dere was like asking e 1 in e Gremlin shop to come over n stuffs.. not v.sure but heard sumtin like "psst! ur hp!" n saw some pointing in our direction. hmm~ *if only we had stayed longer.. or if i had bought e doll.... might have a new fren...sighs..* lolx. fa-chun again. dint really want to leave so ser had to drag me away by my hair(kidding) in the end. wells.... ser told me to broadcast bout my new found love fer this creature n c which guy will buy it fer mi. lolx. As If. n nah, i sld buy it myself if i really want it. i will consider again.. this whole thing reminds me of ma MeToYou bear. e biggest 1 ard tt costed like $399? Metoyou bears r still my love, its just tt my current love fer e Gremlin is like on e same level now :x i felt so bad when a fren gave me e Metoyou bear. its too expensive a gift.. sigh~lolx.. this entry is like suuuuuper long. 1 of e longest i guess. n 1 of e most boring? *but e most crappy is e smiley entry x)* onli 1 foto n so much useless info. but again, its my blog lahs, so who cares? n who cares if they do? *tsk tsk, i'm such a meanie* kk, stop ler. byeee'note: i want to go kbox. -addicted- :x
