sighs. can every1 stop asking wher i got into? n after i reply dey go.... observe:random fren : hey. so wher u posted to? sch? course?me : oh.. np.. early childhood.. my 4th choice..random fren : huh? omfg! y? haiyo....$^#&^%(*&)&*^&%#%&(^(^%&^& #$%@&U&^&^)*$@#&%%*^&^$*%&^%$($ only a whole paragraph of swearing cld justify how i felt. well, almost. hai.and then they go on to
assume they noe quite a lot..
in this world of theirs they imagine me gettin really lousy results fer my Os so i got posted to this inhumane course.but
NOOOOO! its my FOURTH CHOICE can. i put it b4
IT b4 wadeva cuz
i like kids as a matter of fact. n
YESSS i am already dismayed that i did not ged into mass comm nor media comm, u can quit rubbing it in.
STOP going on with others saying how
SYMPATHETIC i am to ged into such a course.
i am disgusted. at least i did better than u fer my Os. can. i feel like bragging bout my unworthy results can. sighs. i am not like that. y do u guys turn me into this?
yes, i have thot about it when i put this course as my 4th choice,
meaning i prefer it over Media studies in NYP or IT in np n sp. i still do. i can appeal fer my 5th, 6th or even 7th choice but
i do not wan to. i'm gonna wait fer my FSV sae results n goin to appeal fer media comm in sp. if all else fails,
i will still be glad i got into my 4th choice.
it is, afterall, my FOURTH CHOICE. i wont let myself feel disheartened cuz of it. anymore. n u wont either. p/s: sorry that my recent entries r all violent n so-not-nice. just lettin out steam in MY BLOG. i've thought it through, thanks to all those who helped me but i noe tt e ultimate decision truly, n solely still lies on me. it is I who can help myself or make myself feel better and also I who will decide if i sld dwell in misery. n i have decided. i wont. i repeat, WONT. if i cant ged in mass comm, media comm or fsv, i will face reality n enjoy my ECH course.
