and when she speaks
Sunday, February 06, 2005
yawns. tired. back from work (today was Standard Chartered card. gold n Manhattan.) ard 12plus. hope that its my last day with that company man.
can u believe it? asked to go to e washroom also kena. ching heard them talking behind our backs saying things like "go sumore we dock pay alr" what rubbish. DOCK lar! i go 5 mins, let u dock 50cents loh, happy? satisfied? huh huh huh? *roll eyes* everytime understate pay den eat my breaks still like that!!! grr... *i'm so pissed i'm chewing on my keyboard* sumore take away my breaks is per hr kind. everyday minus an hr still dont give break!!! lao yao guai!!!
i shall calm down. 1...2...3... *breathe in.... breathe out.... PUSH!* (er wrong, i mean push out all e bad thots, in with the positive ones lar what r u thinking?)
yea, so u ged my drift. i hope to have nothing more to do with e company immediately. if not sooner. *praying on my knees now* (riiight. as if. can u just imagine me kneeling on e ground n trying to type? i wld be better off typing with my toes)
just a few slight changes in my plan... i went to sentosa wif yin, ida n van. stayed over at yin's n went back thur nite. fri i went sp. sat still work. tml no work :*) stayed at yin's was because.. well, saw somebody n was a lil scared n dint want to go back by myself... he wanted to meet but i insisted on saying "no". from e way i see it, there's really nothing much for us to talk about. right??
dont know why i still feel so messed up when there's absolutely nothing for me to stare blankly about. *shrugs* its like 4am in e morning alr. (nevertheless i wld fake my date n time fer this entry) think i sld ged under the covers now. ciao'
her
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3:57 PM;;
