and when she speaks
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
ydae was okay. forgot 1 impt point :*( i imagined all e couples as frogs making out but forgot about e roses.. so i just pretended not to see them. hahz.. e only roses i received was graphic ones in e form of smses n in msn. better than nothing right? *sour grapes?* hahz.. was supposed to ged a from a pri sch guyfren but ended up not meeting as yin n i felt it wld be awkward if 2 guys tag along.. so it was only 2 two of us frolicking around... bumped into dong n joleen at at mall (bugis). realized how long we've lost contact.. walked ard together but i had to go find e dance studio n dey had to get prezzies for ppl so we parted. cldnt find e dance studio :x guess i wld just hafta go down again tml...
e day b4 this guy from sch msged me. wanted to meet up with me n give me something. rejected at first but he said he was just hoping.. so i thot.. if i cld make his day, y not? (i emphasize, 'm not trying to act nice here) but i wld definitely not want to give any wrong impressions so i told him tt he need not do tt actually or in future n we r just meeting up as friends. were supposed to meet ard 7 but yin n i saw a new manicure shop (Hollywood nails) so we went in. *i urged her to, actually* finally did my much-awaited manicure (sorry ser :*( will do pedicure with u) for only 18bucks.. spent a long time in there thou. yin dint think it was very worth it.. well, perhaps. i think my nails look like fake barbie-doll-ones. 
this is how it looks like.. shiny eh?
sorry for digressing. hahaz.. so after our nails were done it was ard 8 alr.. felt guilty as e guy n his fren reached cck alr but we were still in Bugis. Yin still wanted to shop more as she figured it wasnt really our fault that he wanted to meet. i cldnt help e guilt thou, so we got out of Bugis asap. msged my apologies a few times.. and found out that *gasp* they were going to catch the movie with us! n after rejecting my pri sch fren! had no faintest idea that they were joinning us but i cldnt possibly turn them down by saying "sorry, yin n i just want some girl time alone. n thanks for ur gift, u may go now?" we were afraid of things being awkward too. ttz y. oh, it did turn out to be awkward -__________-" i took e seat in e corner :x so only Yin sat beside me then e 2 guys on her side.. (didnt want to mention all these but some irritating person tagged at my tagboard u see, saying that i sld be happy; got 2 guy hands to hold. geez, grow up, will ya?)saw Enhua, my sista.. n i saw Eddie also, my former gd guyfren. wasnt too glad to see each other. dont know what e heck was wrong with him. darn. aft which, saw Danny. being him, said things like "thot u dont wanna stead.. haiz.." n being me too, i was enraged as i cant stan it when ppl had to think tt guys n girls together = stead. he asked fer patch again. dint respond aft saying no.walked home with 'em. was v.awkward. yin came over my place.. pretty much all.. maybe going out later so.. adios'
her
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