tadae is okie-okie dae... work wuz alrite, my sales were e most i tink... Ser n Tricia wasnt in e mood tadae... den bulli mi... Tricia sae since i tadae sales so gd ask mi keep grab den dey do e documents... wad e ^%$#&%$& i passed 2 of my sales ta Tricia ta do (she wanted ta do) den she did.... n wrote HER NAME........ *curses* alwaez lydat. plus she sit down do thoze den ask mi do sales. den wen she done wif e customer, she went "wei kuai dian leh, i wan more updates, too lil alr. kuai diannnnn" n i wuz lyke *eye rolling* n also her other line "i wan u to ask EVERY customer ok" so i wuz juz lyke a battery operated rabbit tt goes "hi mdm, Cashplus fer u? hi sir, Cashplus fer u, first yr free" n she juz sit dere n stone. :*(
saded. tadae e policeman saw mi at work again. n he wuz lyke having e eh-u-r-back-at-work look... plus gave mi thoze stoopid looks again... sad part is.... he dint walk outt e same wae ta leave e bank tadae... dint c him leave at all :*( hahaz... goin krazy alr... overwhelming admiration i have..... tml's my last dae workin at Faber House... wun ged ta c or share stoopid looks wif e policeman liaosh :x i bet Ser realli realli cant stan mi animore. hahz... hai. Ser's gott her bro's hp, gott camera de... eve i can muster up my courage.......... n eve e timing is right...... n if e situation is right too....... i will ged his picture. hahaz... but i tink i dont have e guts ta do it. n e situation will neva be rite. cuz, he's on duty n i'm working. he's off at ard 4plus n i off onli at 9plus. so dere wun be ani chance fer mi ta ask him fer a foto. n we hab onli said stoopid stuffs n shown stoopid faces butt neva actualli t-a-l-k. hai..... n even eve i ged e chance how m i suppose ta sae? "erm... u cum outt fer awhile? (using hand signs)" den "eh, can take ur pic, we tadae last dae, juz as a memento lah, can?" arg! hai. hopeless case. o.v.e.r.w.h.e.l.m.i.n.g-a.d.m.i.r.a.t.i.o.n......
wadevas.
yea, gott home a lil earlier tadae. ard 11plus reached alr. Danny called. yea my 10mth ex bf... he still wants ta patch aft more than a yr. normalli i ignore him butt tadae... saw him at cck n i juz walked on. den he called. i hesitated fer a while butt picked up in e end, mind set on gettin himta move on. hai. it doesnt work. i noe he's true. i mean, i'm nott lyke juz saein no n neva tink of giving him, us a chance b4. i tot of it, alot of times actualli. n e outcome is still e same... i dont wan ta go back. ta tt kind of life. we're from 2 diff worlds. he's willing to change n all, give up everyting fer mi. its nott lyke i dont believe... but. i mean, wads e use? nuttin is forever... forever doesnt exist in my dictionary... so e outcome wld still be e same... so y waste out time n effort n lett ourselves go thru it all again? shed tears all over again? right??? haiz... dont noe lahz...
hai. cant wait fer tml nite. aft work n i'm free fer sum time... gotta sort tingz outt, tink tingz thru... spend more than an hr on tiz entry alr cuz i'm watchin tv n bloggin... yea[ yeap, multi-tasking... haiz. kie... dont noe y bro wan mi ta call him... gd nite'
