Things would never be the same Again.

i wake up,
thinking that everythings all right.
that its all just a dream, a terrible nightmare
thats what everybody says, isnt it?
that everythings gonna be all right?!
But no.
!Bang! Reality would hit me
and my world would start to fall apart
everything will all come rushing back,
forcing me to take it all in.
Then I would see myself
in this dark, bottomless pit
theres nobody out there to save me
and then, I see a hand.
His hand, reaching out, to Me.
i would grab it instantly, in Fear of losing it.
Again.
i would smile. and think that everythings going to be alright.
Again.
But suddenly, he wld lett go of my grasp
and push me deeper, deeper.
im falling into the bottomless pit, it’s getting darker.
Hes Fading away, further, and further away from Me.
I can no longer see him.
Things would never be the same Again.

hope i feel better soon...